"Sundering the Two Made One" Log Date: 3/5, 3/6, 3/10/03 Log Cast: Oriolle, Petalwing (emitted by Rayek), Suntop, Rayek, Rumor Log Intro: For many moons the she-elf most recently known as Oriolle has abided in Sorrow's End, under the watchful eyes of the Wolfriders who rescued her from the remote forest Grove in which she'd been made the captive of the mad shaper Doreel. There, Ree has begun to regain a hold upon her sanity, thanks to the ministrations of the mind-healer Kiralee... but the Firstborn who had changed her, who had made of her his captive, has also been in Sorrow's End. And for all that she has begun to recover from the havoc Doreel has wrought upon her memories, her sanity, and her very body, the compulsion she has for his presence and his magic is far too strong. And so Ree has fled--goaded into escaping the village by the bodiless guardian who has been her only link to reality through her travail in the Grove, the spirit of the dead Wolfrider Thicket, trapped within her. Where she must go, Thicket has not cared, so long as it is away from _him_. For many days since Ree has wandered, both dreading and craving the presence of trees... Until at last she has had the startling experience of encountering the astral spirit of Suntop, son of Cutter and Leetah, who was seeking _her_. The golden-haired vision had not been a dream, much to Ree's amazement... and so she has allowed it to guide her to a place of safety, a place where she might find some peace and where the spirit she carries within her might finally be set free... The Palace of the High Ones. ---------- Palace of the High Ones(#500Jae$) You see before you a tall stone structure, taller by far than any elf or human or troll. There is something odd about its appearance -- it almost seems to blend in with its surroundings, at least if you are not close to it. But the closer you get, the more it seems to *tug* at you, and show to you its battered towers and spires. The nearest wall sports a long, winding ripple that might once have been a mighty crack, and the nearest visible entryway, a doorway at least as tall as two elves, sports a pair of heavy, ornate doors. Contents: Rayek(#3218PJXace$0) Suntop(#2935PIJUXacemt0) Obvious exits: Doorway Rayek carefully pushes open the door from inside the Palace and joins you. Rayek approaches the huge stone structure. Rayek has arrived. Rayek The first impression must be of great height, because he is tall, there are no ways around that. Glider-tall and willow-thin, with a curious sort of grace that comes of careful gestures and long, refined lines. Rich brown skin is smooth and unmarked, punctuated -- no, contrasted -- by narrow amber eyes. Raven black hair spills over his shoulders and down his back, unhindered save the headband that keeps heavy locks away from his face. He wears an outfit of black mothcloth and expertly-tanned doeskin. Black fox fur frames his neck and shoulders, a sleek hood left unused. His tunic is edged in dark red trim, a crimson sun framed by a halo of gold emblazoned in the center. He wears a belt woven of corded leather, strong enough to hold the ornate shortsword he keeps always at his side. His leggings are likewise black, close-fitting, and tuck into sturdy boots. Framing it all is his ever-present cape, sable on the outside with a more striking red reverse. Carrying: Petalwing Crossing the Plains has been... an adventure. Ree... for that is how she's been able to most comfortably think of herself, to try to build more of a name than that in her memory sets off pangs of fear no matter which direction her recollections try to take... has been both loathe and desperate to leave the forest. She can't pass a tree without her palms itching to touch it... and every spear she's tried to make for herself has taken to warping strangely in her grasp every time she is agitated. Which is often. But out on the GreenSea, where trees are fewer to come by and the strange compulsion the green growing things have for her despite her distance from Him is lessened, the breadth of the sky and the smell of wind upon the grass brings tears to her eyes. She's been half elated... for she begins to find some of her surroundings _familiar_, for the first time since the strangers pulled her out of the Grove. And half terrified, for the ghostly fair-haired vision has kept coming back, periodically nudging her to keep moving across the grass-blanketed land and not giving her a chance to flee into some of the deeper hiding places she's begun to think she could find if she doesn't think about it... too hard. Now, though... Ree stumbles to an exhausted halt once she comes in range of what the Vision has claimed is her destination. And she drops to her knees in utter shock. You know, probably the first thing that you're expecting to see is *not* a Preserver, but it is the first thing that's going to flicker into sight, despite what you might expect. Bright-winged Petalwing, *zinging* out of the Palace as it BREEEEeeeedeeeDEEETs through the air. One might get the impression from this flight that it doesn't get to fly around unchecked very often. Probably -- possibly -- it doesn't. But eventually, it circles back around, headed for the Palace doors again. Having a Highthing drop to her knees abruptly like that, though, that draws the attention. Petalwing zips over to peer at Oriolle curiously. "Hellohello, Highthing!" The silver-haired highthing -- her hair is rather not unlike wrapstuff, in hue -- jolts in visible surprise when the winged sprite zips into her immediate line of sight. It's enough, _just_ enough to actually pull some of her focus away from the shining structure in front of her, but not enough to keep her from trembling, or to keep her gaze from trying to slip past the Preserver entirely unthinkingly. "Not the vision," she mumbles. Then, her delicate features crinkle into a distinctly bemused frown, and in a gruffer tone she almost barks, "... bug... one of the spitbugs..." Petalwing beams! "Highthing tired? Come inside! Come and see and sit! Come home with Petalwing!" Flit flit flit. Slowly, the happily babbled words begin to make an impact. "Home?" Ree blurts, sounding strangely lost even as she stares liquid-eyed up at the Palace's nearest shimmering wall. "This... is your home?" Petalwing bobs excitedly. "Yes, yes. Come inside. Come inside, highthing! Come and see! Prettypretty highthing, come and see?" Come inside, it says. That would seem to require getting up. But even standing several yards away from the great glimmering structure, Ree can feel a dizzying aura pouring off of it. It feels like sunshine, the sunshine she'd drunk down so greedily in the Grove and in the desert village-- No, that's a tree thought. And she's _not_ a tree. She knows that now! It feels like _Him_-- _NO_. She won't think that. But it does feel like-- "Magic," Ree squeaks, waveringly hauling herself back to her feet. The bug barely needs to urge her. Even before it's done speaking she's begun to stagger, almost drunkenly, closer to the Palace. Petalwing oh-so-helpfully gets two fists full of leather and flaps twice as hard in its attempt to help Oriolle to her feet. Once the silverhair highthing is standing, it zips higher into the sky again, BRREEeeeeeeEEting merrily. It darts to the doors and back again several times, no doubt adding to the Palace's already dizzying effect. Then it announces, "Petalwing brings more highthings!" And disappears into the Palace proper. The she-elf makes it as far as the doorway... but not much farther, because she finds herself needing to throw out a hand for support as her knees threaten to buckle beneath her. Once her hand connects with the nearest smoothly shaped surface of stone, she lets out a shuddering gasp and slams her eyes shut, just standing there, her arm shuddering but her palm never disconnecting from the place she's touched. It feels, she thinks wildly, like thrusting her hand into a star... He's a little disoriented himself as he spent so much time out of his body, but at Petalwing's chirp, Suntop appears. Hesitating before he touches her, as one would hesitate before reaching a hand into a fire, the mystic finally kneels down to offer the elf support. ** Oriolle...come inside. It's safe...I promise.** No longer insubstantial, the elf is similar, yet different from how he first appeared to her. Suntop Named for the sun-bright golden hair which curls softly just past his shoulders, Suntop, although no longer a child, still retains the appearance of innocence linked with that past time. But upon a closer, deeper look into his brilliant blue eyes, that innocence seems to be intertwined with a fierce will and power that seems far too old for his seemingly young age. By all outward appearances with the exception of a darker hair, eye, and skin color, Suntop strongly resembles his father, Cutter; he shares the ferally-slanted eyes, high-cheekbones, turned-up nose, muscular build (albeit slightly less broad in the shoulder) and delicate chin of his father, but has the dark copper-hued skin of his mother, Leetah. About his neck is his ever-present medallion of a translucent red stone rimmed in gold. It has taken the Mystic a couple of turns to get used to his new position as Master of the Palace, but he has finally succumbed. Or grown used to the new title and power. His clothing reflects the change, but he has kept at least some aspects of his wolfrider heritage in his manner of dress. Soft leather breeches hug his long legs snugly, knee-high boots of indigo lace up, making his footsteps on the floor of the Crystal palace nearly soundless. A white blouse of Sun-Village mothcloth is worn, the full sleeves gathered at the wrist by leather bracers decorated with a sun pattern. Draped across his shoulders is a sort of sleeveless robe dyed a pale, sky blue. The robe is made of some shimmery fabric, not as light as mothcloth, but not as heavy as leather. The back hem flares out in a slight train behind him, the front hem falling just to the top of his boots. The hem is decorated with sparkling threads in gold and indigo with touches of red. Carrying: Medallion Ree, too, is rather more substantial than one might guess when perceived via astral senses... if, at any rate, 'substantial' is a word that can be applied to this maiden even in the flesh. Sunburned and disheveled, her hair completely unbraided and fallen in loose waves over her travel-worn leathers, she blinks leaf-green eyes at the newcomer... and stares. "You're real," she mumbles. Suntop's not the only one summoned by the bug. Once the Master of the Palace has made his appearance, Petalwing goes for Rayek, and leads him back, flying a goodly distance in front of the brownskin with a fistful of his hair to act as a leash. "Let go," he all but growls at the Preserver. "I could have followed you without your help." Suntop gives a soft smile, ** Yes, I'm real. I'm glad you've come. ** Turning about, he catches sight of Rayek being pulled by Petalwing, ** Rayek, this is Oriolle... ** he sends openly. Taking Ree's free hand doesn't require much effort. Getting her to pull herself away from the Palace wall, on the other hand, might be a bit trickier. She starts ever so slightly at Rayek's brusque arrival, and her gaze flashes back and forth between both males; there's a certain air of disconnectedness about her, though, almost as if she might be in a waking dream. "Feels like shaping," she murmurs, her voice very small. "Shaping the air... all over..." Petalwing does let go of Rayek's hair, but it's only so that it can perch on his shoulder and peek around his ear anyway. Rayek's gaze shifts between Suntop and Oriolle in turn, and he nods, once, very slight dip of the chin. ** Welcome, Oriolle. ** Turning his gaze from Rayek and Petalwing and back to Oriolle, Suntop's golden brows crease at Oriolle's observation. ** It isn't ours to shape, Oriolle. It just -is-. Come inside...we can talk better there... ** Sendings. They wash over her like rain, especially Suntop's, and Ree pulls in an unsteady breath as she straightens up. "Inside," she echoes, bobbing her tousled head slowly, dreamingly. Once she's standing, she curls her arms about herself, hands rubbing unthinkingly at each opposite elbow. "So much, we can feel it from out here, it shines, it shines...!" Her gaze drifts over Rayek without any sign of recognition... but he, too, seems to provoke that almost intoxicated reaction out of her. "Shines," she whispers tinily again, even as she totters after Suntop. Suntop frowns slightly at the female's comments, but as long as she's following, it's a start. ** Are you hungry? Thirsty? We can set up a place for you to stay... ** Glancing to Rayek, the mystic starts to head inside, letting Oriolle follow. Rayek follows after Suntop and Oriolle. Petalwing is brushed off his shoulder with a squeak of protest. You step through the doorway into... You move away from the huge stone structure, stepping around the rubble that litters its immediate vicinity. Entry Hall - Palace(#8823RAFS) High-ceilinged, airy, this chamber widens out from the doorway that serves as its entrance from outside to an expansive room, filled with little more than strangely ornate walls and the occasional column, rising up to the ceiling far overhead. Closer inspection of the walls reveals patterns shaped into their surfaces, sometimes of wings, or flowers, or the lithe forms of elves -- and sometimes of images that defy description. The air is full of a subliminal shimmer that plays at the edge of elfin senses, a tingle that feels welcoming even in its eldritch oddness. Among the fanciful shapings in this wide chamber can be viewed a 'black spiral' of rock resting on a low column. A long winding stairway twines its way up out of this chamber and into the upper heights of this place; you might be able to find other ways out of here, but the only other exit in immediate sight is the archway and doors that lead outside. Obvious exits: Dark Passage Side Hall Archway Corridor Winding Stairs Doorway Suntop steps in from outside. Suntop moves away from the huge stone structure nearby. Suntop has arrived. Rayek steps in from outside. Rayek moves away from the huge stone structure nearby. Rayek has arrived. Ree's shivering only increases once she is inside, but it's almost incidental so far as she is concerned. The tugs of both of the strangers, the shining golden one who had appeared in her vision and the tall, dark, brooding one, are overwhelmed in the sheer immense rush of sensation that floods her within the Palace's walls. She stumbles a few steps away from Suntop, blindly, turning this way and that. Her hands keep up their nervous motions, one clutching at her arm while the other scrubs across her eyes, further disheveling her hair. "Shines," she almost groans. "Blind..." "Rayek..." is murmured as Suntop watches Oriolle's reaction to the interior, "How can you see that and not agree that something isn't right?" Rayek frowns more noticably than usual as he glances away from Oriolle. Briefly, mind, long enough to meet Suntop's gaze, and then he's peering at the maiden again. "I didn't say there wasn't something wrong. She's ... troubled, that much seems very clear." Troubled, and evidently at least momentarily oblivious to the two who have brought her in. She stands swaying, face unthinkingly tilted upward as if she were a flower seeking sunlight... even as tears begin to stream down her hollowed cheeks. "Full," she mumbles in that tiny childlike whisper, "so full!" A beat. Then a strangely different whisper, gruff, uncertain. "Den... can't be a den..." Moving to Oriolle, Suntop trues to still the hand that scrubs across her eyes, ** Oriolle...how can we help you? What has happened to you? ** At the new voice, the suncub looks quickly to Rayek, "That's the other one..." Rayek's eyes narrow at that shift in voices, and at Suntop's comment. He takes a step forward, closer to Oriolle, but not close enough to touch. The airwalker is wary. ** Where have you been, maiden? Did someone ... do something to you? ** Ree freezes as her hand is taken, and at the two sendings that touch her, her attention rivets once more upon the two male elves. Her features quiver uncertainly for a moment, and after a beat, two, the gruff whisper comes out of hre again. "Ree. Other name's from _him_." Her entire stance changes as this is uttered, subtly, something about it oddly wolfen for all that her ridiculously fragile frame is anything but that of a Wolfrider's. ** What other name? ** Suntop asks, remaining close. ** What has happened to you? May I see? It will just be more magic... ** Blue eyes look to the taller female as if trying to see what causes the change in her stance... The maiden's eyes narrow slightly, dainty brows winging down over them, as she gives Suntop a level stare, incongruously piercing given her frail physique and evident disorientation. Her hands come down, part of that alteration of her stance; whatever it is, it makes her face take on a certain wariness and her voice drop in pitch. "Shaper called her Oriolle," comes a grudging, husky admission. "Name from _him_. Cub remembers 'Ree'." "Shaper. *What* shaper? Who?" Insistant questions from the airwalker. Suntop remains looking up at the taller female, unphased by her stare. He's challenged wolfriders before and if she wants another, he will give it. ** And who are you then? You, who speak now? ** This Other behind Ree's eyes doesn't have a stance of challenge, necessarily -- more that of wary mother she-wolf with a cub behind her. But it seems to take her effort to form an answer, as if she's not entirely... sure. "...Thicket--" There's an ever so slight tinge of uncertainty, and it's enough to tip the precarious balance between the two souls riding in the same head. Rayek switching from sending to speech continues that tipping, though it is only a tiny droplet removed from the vast ocean of tingling sensation that still floods Ree's senses. She barely notices the difference, even as she abruptly sways again, first to one foot, then to the other. Her expression wavers. So does her voice, as she mumbles, "D-d-don't wanna remember him! Made me a tree!" Taking a shaking step back, arms curling tightly around herself again, she breathes yearningly, "Felt like this... shining... blinding... remember, I remember, all the magic..." ** I don't think she heard you, ** Rayek announces to Suntop, then turns his attention back to Oriolle. ** Thicket. Ree. Whoever you are. You must remember who did this to you. ** Still watching Oriolle...or Thicket, Suntop slowly approaches her, ** Thicket...How did you become a part of Oriolle? Or has she become part of you? ** Suntop's query goes unnoticed, though. It's Rayek's prodding that gets through first, and it provokes an immediate response. ** _I don't want to remember him_! ** Ree's vocal utterances have been rambling at best. But this sending explodes from her with sudden force at Rayek's insistent prodding, powered not only by a spike of fear from within the maiden, but by the ambient power in the very air of the Palace as well. It rings like a silver bell, struck hard, and hard on its heels comes a burst of incoherent images. Glimpses of what must surely be Sorrow's End. A tree branch, warping underneath her hands. _Her_ hand, seemingly stretching and changing into a branch itself, for all that that image is insubstantial, like the memory of a dream. And someone else's hands, glowing, glowing, wrapping her in a cloak of living wood-- With a choked cry, Ree jams both fists against her mouth and goes stumbling further backwards, till she collapses to her knees once more. Rushing forward as Oriolle collapses, Suntop goes to gently wrap his arms about her shoulder. "Oriolle...give the memories to me." That sort of came out without thought. "Give the memories of him to me and let us heal you. Please..." Such suffering... ** !! ** That burst of wordless startlement is all that Rayek manages before he's staggering too, eyes closed and head ducked against those images.. Not as if he's been struck a blow but rather like he's struggling to stay on his feet, which he may well be. Once he's gotten his balance, he lifts his head again and opens his eyes. ** No! Suntop, you don't know what's wrong ...! ** Suntop looks over his shoulder at Rayek, ** They're just memories, Rayek. If they're the reason for her mind-sickness, then we will know. ** Granted, he may get the sickness...but apparently he isn't considering that risk. As the golden-haired vision-stranger hastens to her side, Ree starts to flinch... until he speaks. Perhaps it's his tone, perhaps it's the deliberately gentle touch of his arms... and perhaps it's something else seizing her attention. Something that sets off a lesser but nevertheless distinct -- distinct, at any rate, if you happen to be Suntop -- ripple of power through her and which solidly fastens her gaze upon him. Tears still streaking down her face, she stares up at Suntop in rapt attention to him now. "Others couldn't fix me," she says then, her voice gone small again, profoundly plaintive. As tempted as he is to look at the elf's poor, shaped body, Suntop continues to meet her eyes. It may be dangerous to do this, as Rayek says, but perhaps he's hidden in the Palace too long. "Will you let -me- try? I may not have healing as they do, but I can try and ease your mind." Suntop might not consider it a risk, but Rayek certainly does. He takes two or three steps forward and stops again, gaze on the maiden. Ree's features crinkle up uncertainly, but that Something... It almost makes her cry again, what it seems she senses pouring off of Suntop as if a small sun burned within him. It keeps her attention on him, though, and at last it makes her nod. A tiny, timid nod, delivered as her lower lip tucks under her teeth and her eyes go wide and guileless as a cub's... but it's a nod. Not looking away from Oriolle, Suntop says to Rayek, "Keep an eye on me. And her. I don't think anyone else but you could bring me back." His father would probably be furious as he essentially puts his life in Rayek's hands. To Oriolle he first asks, "Will giving me the memories help?" Rayek sets his jaw, but he nods and steps closer. He folds his arms across his chest and takes up a wide-footed stance, as if his stubbornness will somehow make a difference. The maiden's gaze flickers unsurely up to Rayek... and for an instant, there is that ripple within her as well, coming a second time. _Fierce and proud, like a great cat_... She does not know how to react to his sharp solidity, though. Far more soothing is the gentler golden presence of the other, and from behind errant strands of silver hair, Ree peeks back at Suntop. "Don't know," comes her tiny mumble. "Mixed up. In my head. Elder sorted them. But it's h-hard. To keep them apart...!" They seem to cause her so much pain...and without dulling the pain, he doesn't know if he can get to this Thicket...find out where she came from...if she was created from Oriolle's mind or not. ** I know. Give me everything that is hard. Will you do that? Give me the memories so they won't hurt you... ** Suntop settles before the female elf, readying his mind for the barrage. Fierce and proud like a great cat. That image, that thread of thought, makes the airwalker's shoulders straighten and his chin lift a little. Amber gaze narrows on both Suntop and the maiden again, and he watches, silent, as he's agreed. The cajoling gets Suntop what he requests, and at least at first, what comes is not necessarily overwhelming. It's possibly based on what crosses her mind from her last spoken words -- and the moment the sendings well up from her, again with that unfocused, unguided raw power, it becomes evident who the 'elder' is. Or at least, one of them, for the images that bubble up for Suntop's consideration are unmistakably of Savah, the Mother of Memory, and her lifemate Djhala. They're doing much as Suntop is now, trying to soothe her, trying to work through the huge snarled tangle of recollections in the heart of her consciousness-- More glimpses of Sorrow's End. Dozens and dozens of elves, more than reside usually in the Sun Village. The bright decorations that speak of a Festival. Another resident of the village: Kiralee, reaching with shining hands into the tangle and pulling out-- A recollection of _tree_, herself as a tree, and showing her the falsehood it truly is. Suntop remains open to the memories, quietly encouraging her not to hold back. He will take what he can... ** Give me the memories that hurt you, Oriole...Thicket. Please. I want to help you... ** The current of remembrance grows stronger out of the silver-haired one's mind, prompted by Suntop's additional urging -- and the name of 'Oriolle'. ** ** Ree jolts, hunkering down into a tiny ball, head bowing over her knees while her arms wrap tightly around them and her shoulders quiver. You sense in a locksend, Suntop is right there...he doesn't move, keeping a gentle hand on Oriolle's shoulder should she allow that. ** Oriolle...give me the pain. I want to take it from you so that you don't hurt anymore. ** He doesn't want to enter her mind and just pull the memories out...not if he can help it. Rayek's shoulders twitch again, and his chin tips up another notch. His sending's more focused on Suntop, though he doesn't bother to mask it. ** Savah and Leetah both. They've both touched her, and she's still this troubled. What is taking her memories going to do? ** The maiden shivers visibly beneath Suntop's touch, and even in the midst of the sending that spills out of her like water from a broken jar, she can be heard to whimper out loud, "Feels like the Grove here, feels like -- h-h-he was trying to make--" ** ** Her head jerks up partway, not enough for her eyes to meet those of either of the two before her, but enough to reveal the lightning-quick shift in her expression as the whisper of the Other growls in the back of her throat. "Don't go back, cub--!" ** ** The pain isn't expected, at least not of this kind...and it is all too familiar. With a cry, Suntop lifts his free hand to his temples, cradling them for only a moment for this isn't an exercise for his own memory. ** Let her go back... ** he pleads with the Other, ** Let her go back so I can take the pain from her. So I can help heal her. ** The hand moves from his temple to wipe a stray tear of pain and memory from his own eyes before he bends down to try and look at Oriolle. ** Just open up to me. ** Ree's delicate features darken into an incongrous scowl of disgust. And she sends again -- but this time the sending is rougher, fiercer, and ever so slightly blurred. ** Healers couldn't help. Old ones couldn't help. Fools keeping _him_ near her didn't help. _I_ helped. ** Thicket. Rayek's eyes widen. "You were right." Half-voiced, muttered words. "Two elves in ... one body? That can't be." Suntop glances briefly to Rayek, "Why can't it be? Spirits can be trapped, Rayek. ** His has been...Savah's was. To Oriolle/Thicket he sends, ** I know you helped, Thicket...but she is safe now. I swear. You can let go...you can go back to your own body...to live your life now. ** Ree snorts audibly, bitterly. ** Body's dead. He killed it. ** Rayek frowns. "Trapped outside a body, yes, but forced into another elf's? No one would do that." ** Then you are home. ** Suntop sends, gesturing to the Palace. ** Your spirit can rest here...and Oriolle will be safe. ** Rayek's send seems to cause the mystic to catch his breath before he looks to the elder elf, "Yes, Rayek. One would. One has." ** Didn't force, ** Thicket barks, making Ree's body straighten slowly, warily. ** I jumped in. Had to. Try to wake up the cub. Had her trapped. ** Ree's lip curls, and there's a flavor of a growl now in her sending. ** Smelled like kin and he had her trapped! ** ** She's not trapped anymore. She's free. ** Suntop sends, standing as well, trying to calm the wolfrider(?) down. ** But...even in your help, you're trapping her still. Do you see? She cannot have full control of her body...of her thoughts. ** Wide, blue eyes look up at the tall female, ** It's time to let her go, Thicket. It's time for you to rest. ** Uncertainty washes across Ree's features now, the anger relaxing, and all at once she looks... tired. Profoundly tired. At first neither of the Two within the maiden's skull seem to react to Suntop, and so soft is the spoken whisper that it's not certain which of them utters it: "Remember that now..." Then the maiden's body starts and two elves' worth of exhausted confusion stare at Suntop through leaf-green eyes. ** Can't get out, ** comes Thicket's softer, hesitant admission. A beat, and then Ree's voice follows: ** They... tried to get her out. In the village. They couldn't...! We had to run... _he_ was there... ** And Ree begins to shiver again. There's only one elf that Rayek can even imagine would do something that ... twisted. And twisted seems to be her specialty. He keeps that to himself, for now, though. It doesn't really apply here and now. The frown he wears deepens, though. ** Who is he? ** Tears start up again upon Ree's face, streaking in tracks of silver down her haggard cheeks. More memories come, spilling forth with only the minimal prompting of Rayek's query: ** ** And now Ree just stands there, wetness streaming down her face. "He was so sad," she breathes unhappily. "He just didn't want me to leave him..." And so he trapped and re-shaped this elf? How...horrible! Suntop listens, his eyes wide. Finally, he asks quietly, "Do you want Thicket to leave?" He can't imagine living with two spirits inside of him...but this elf seems so sad herself. Her life has been so wrought with sadness and strife. Ree's childlike eyes blink, and then she stares oddly at Suntop, almost as if the question is one she's never heard before. "It's... too full in my head," she whispers. "And... w-we forget sometimes, wh-who's who, unless we remember our soulnames..." Thicket, uncomfortably: ** Not the Way, two in one. Only did it because I had to. Can't... leave now. Tried. ** ** This Doreel. He's not here. There's no reason she shouldn't -- you shouldn't -- be able to leave. ** Rayek tucks his arms a little tighter over his chest. That's no way to live. Suntop watches Oriolle/Thicket for a long moment before he moves closer and offers, ** I would like to try...if you will let me. ** A send is cast to Rayek as he tries to figure out how this could even be attempted. ** Just wanted a wolf, the land, and my lifemate-- ** Thicket, the barest breath of a sending, tired, wistful. Ree, hugging herself, murmurs sadly, "I... don't remember too well... what I used to be but I don't think I'm supposed to be like this...!" Rayek's gaze shifts to Suntop and he studies the mystic a moment, before he nods. Lifting his hands to cradle Oriolle's temples, Suntop leans in close to that his forehead touches hers. As soon as one send catches hold of him, he casts himself out into Oriolle's mind. His body stills, his breathing slows, but his send...his spirit, searches inside Oriolle for the one called Thicket. A bit of him seems to stretch, barely a thread, held by Rayek so that a third spirit is not loosed inside the female elf. Entering the mind of this maiden is not difficult in the slightest -- she seems to have no conception whatsoever of mental shielding or defenses, and indeed, as soon as Suntop's power begins to wash over her, she lets out an involuntary gasp and shivers in reaction, something in her rising up in entirely unthinking reply, a smaller star flaring in the middle of a greater blaze of sunlight, distinct not only to the son of Cutter and Leetah, but to the amber-eyed airwalker who looks on. And then Suntop is within. Memories skim across the outer surface of the maiden's mind, first single and then curiously doubled and then single again. The expanse of the plains where the Palace currently rests. The heat of the desert. Trees, _calling_, with a tug to her palms that both panics and enchants her... And flashes of that grove of which she's babbled. Rayek shakes his head a little, that odd double-memoried feeling raising prickles in his skin. There's a curiosity that leaks from him too, muted though present, about that reaction, the presence of that star, but he keeps his peace. Better not to distract the mystic from his task. Searching through memories, Suntop moves through the single memories, double, and then single again. Pausing and moving towards the double memories, the mystic follows that route, moving deeper, trying to find the source of the second voice...the second personality. His outer body remains perfectly still, his breathing slow. Slow and patient tracking can ferret her out, this Other stuck within the mind of the maiden most recently called Oriolle. Thicket is twined tightly through those memories, a second current of life and animation who in several places is almost indistinguishable from the younger she-elf whose body this truly is. They've lost count, both of them, of how long they have been thusly intertwined... but there's a feel of many turns of the seasons to it, of the Thicket-soul having had to dive deep within Ree. But they're not entirely one. Not yet. The deeper the mystic goes, the more glimpses of older, instinctual recollections begin to arise. The feel of a wolf's fur, the bunching of lupine muscles as a wolf-friend carries... which of them?... to an unseen destination. Someone's hand, tanned, being held... and then, in immediate contradiction... a Wolfrider-pale one instead. Scents of loved ones held close, and even if the faces blur together... the scents are distinct. ** Do something, ** Rayek send-murmurs. ** Find a way to separate them. ** Encouragement and distaste all rolled into one muddled emotion. Unable to respond, Suntop merely acknowledges Rayek's send...it's what he intends on doing. Taking hold of Thicket's memory of a tanned hand, his spirit offers his own. Maybe it will be close. ** Thicket...** he sends, reaching, waiting, hoping to start pulling her away, ** Come with me... ** Rumor steps in from outside. Rumor moves away from the huge stone structure nearby. Rumor has arrived. Rumor Rumor stands at 4'8" on a very solid frame. He is made up of angles and lean planes of muscle from a life lived on the move, without sedentary time to soften him up. His skin is kissed golden-brown by the Daystar's light and is marked only by the occasional scar that twists into fading, smooth shining skin. He wears an expertly-tanned vest dyed a rich russet, with swirling designs picked out in lighter tan sinew. His leggings are green, but so dark a shade as to be nearly black, and laced up the outsides of his leg with the same lighter strings. The majority of chestnut-brown hair is worn in braid that ends at his hip; two thinner locks tumble over his shoulders to his waist, bound and adorned with beaded cord. Crystalline blue eyes are at once full of mirth and calculating. He wears a length of sinew tied around his neck, weighted simply with a hawk talon and a single feather. He keeps a blade sheathed against his right leg and carries a walking staff that has been carefully carved with picture-stories. Thicket. It's not a soulname... and yet, it is not entirely without a kind of power. It sets off a spiral of ephemeral memories, fragments and wisps that may have as much to do with the _age_ of them as the blurring of two elves' heads into one. Glimpses of other elves who have spoken or sent that name, most of which are remembered as little more than particular scents or colors of hair or skin. But one of them recurs, someone with black hair and blue eyes and a steady, confident stride... _that_ one, Thicket remembers. ** That one's... hers....? ** This is from Ree, the sending bubbling up from her clear and silvery and uncertain, a wellspring tapped, but only just. ** Yes... that's one of hers... I don't remember him... ** Rumor wanders down from somewhere higher in the Palace. Somewhere where he's been searching for other souls, but one in particular. One that never answers, no matter how long he spends calling for her. He's slowly beginning to tell himself that she didn't choose to come here. She may have had a wolf-rider's soul, but she had a plainrunner's soul as well, and perhaps that part of her kept her soul wandering. So he's all but decided that it's time to move on again. He wasn't expecting to interrupt a healing or whatever it is that's going on. The words that were on his lips die away. ** Thicket... ** Suntop's spirit beckons, his spirit-hand outstretched, ** Thicket, come with me to peace. To be where you should be. You have helped Oriolle...now, continue to help her by coming with me. ** It's rather clear that he doesn't want to delve much deeper...he doesn't want to violate the elf maiden's privacy, but he can't leave her like this. As another presence enters the back of his mind, a wordless query is sent towards Rayek. The silver-haired maiden... she'd make a short Glider. Or a very tall Plainsrunner. Either way, she is so fragile of frame that it accentuates her height, and she is noticeably taller than Suntop, towards whose head her own is inclined. Her expression is rapt but almost pained at the same time... and although her eyes are closed, tears trickle soundlessly down her cheeks. ** Lifemate, ** comes Thicket's sending, rough and hoarse and with a surge of grief that, despite its age, somehow sharpens her. Makes her clearer. It may be just a trick of sending, something magnified by the aura of this place and by the sheer power being poured into Ree... but there is a momentary ripple about her frame, a ghostly impression of someone shorter and stockier, who hesitantly lifts a hand towards Suntop. ** Should... be with my lifemate. ** Ree's physical hand comes up too, though. Rayek glances over at Rumor and he unfolds his arms. He turns his back on Suntop and the maiden, shakes his head faintly, then crosses toward the Plainsrunner, eyebrows drawing down. ** You shouldn't be here now, ** he tells the other elf. ** There are things we need to do. If you need Suntop, it will have to wait. ** The physical hand is ignored. It is the spiritual hand that keeps his interest. The send from Rayek is acknowledged and obeyed as his attention goes back to the maiden. Suntop keeps his spirit-hand outstretched...he can go no further without breaking through personal barriers. Rumor's gaze flickers to Rayek, then goes back to Oriolle. ** Who is she? ** Muted, quiet question. ** I thought I heard ... I thought I saw . . . ** He shakes his head. ** I didn't mean to interrupt, but she looks . . . who is she? ** The ethereal hand glimmers in barely visible sparks of color and light about the physical one... and even as Thicket's bodiless fingers close about those offered by Suntop's sending, there comes a distinct sensation of... rootedness. And a flare of panic from a part of the two-souled mind, panic that can only be Ree's. ** ** She shivers. So does the faint impression of Someone Else shimmering about her form... and then her face tautens and Thicket's gruffly anxious sending roils up again. ** ** Both the ghostly hand and the physical one jerk in reaction, though the ghostly one does not release Suntop's... and indeed it clings almost desperately. The mystic hold tightly to the spirit-hand...but at the flare of panic, he tries to soothe as well, ** No, Oriolle. No, that will never happen again. I promise you...** It is a send and he puts as much fervor as he can. If he has to watch over the maiden himself to reassure her, he will. ** Thicket has done so much to help you...now it's time for her to rest. ** To elf he holds to, he offers as much strength as he can for her to grab onto. The separation will no doubt be quite difficult. Keeping her hand in his, he tries to move backwards...away from Oriolle, but keep the spirit-hand in his. Some of the oldest tales the Wolfriders share in Howls speak of Timmain, lost too long in wolf-shape and unable to bring herself back, until at last she vanished... to be brought back to herself by the power of this very place, the magic that floods every inch of the Palace's walls. It is not a High One's own shaping power that rolls off Ree now, but that star flares in her thoughts, silver-white. ** You have to go... Thicket, c-can't you feel it? It feels like Home here... don't you want to be Home? ** The spirit-blur plays over Ree's tear-damp features, momentarily coalescing into a different face entirely, contorted with anguish. A leaner, older, harsher face, but not entirely unlovely, weathered by countless years of wandering. ** Home's with my lifemate... Don't know where he is...! ** ** He could be _here_, maybe... I can feel them, so many, so many-- ** Ree's green eyes flash open, but her desperate, pleading attention stays riveted on Suntop even as Thicket's spirit jerks its head up, seeming to scan the very air. And a sending bursts out into the air, unexpectedly strong: ** Aron?! ** Rayek shakes his head again. ** Oriolle. She says her name is Oriolle. She needed our help. Suntop's help, ** he amends. Suntop lets the called name echo through the Palace, helping it if he must. There is no reply...but the mystic merely offers, ** He may still be alive, Thicket. Come out with me...we will find him... ** He takes another few steps 'backwards', still trying to pull the second spirit from the Plainsrunner's body. ** Ree. ** Blurted send, like a reflex from Rumor. A blurt, and then a wash of tangled emotion: Relief. Dismay. Hope. Aching. None of it easily untangled from the rest. ** Ree? ** He takes a step forward toward Suntop and Oriolle. ** He's _dead_, curse it -- -- h-he's not _here_ -- ** And then, the sending from Rumor. Oriolle jolts as if she's been struck by lightning, her silver head swiveling in the Plainsrunner hunter's direction... and all color drains from her already star-pale face. Out loud, in the tiniest of childlike whispers, she blurts, "B-Briar--" Rayek catches Rumor's shoulder before Oriolle answers. ** You can't, ** he begins, but he stops and glances from him to Oriolle and back. ** You know her? This is the elf you were looking for? ** Amber eyes narrow, but he lets go of Rumor's shoulder. ** If you can do something to help separate them, now is the time to try. ** ** Rayek... ** is sent, his attention nearly broken by this new elf and Oriolle's attention to him. Suntop actually looks...cross. This isn't an easy thing to do and too many cooks...well... ** He knows Oriolle. I am trying to get Thicket. ** Rumor stops when he's caught but his gaze never wavers from Oriolle. ** I know her, ** he agrees. ** Ree. It's me. I'm here. Briarcatch. ** That name has the sense of being kept out of the sun too long, musty and unused, but it's real. Ree trembles violently, torn between the sudden, shockingly familiar new arrival and the power still pouring forth from Suntop with all the strength of the sun in Sorrow's End. She abruptly crashes to her knees, her frail legs giving way beneath her and her tears redoubling... but she does not faint. Instead, she grabs at the mystic with both her hands, while she begs of the room... perhaps even the Palace... at large, ** _Help us_! ** There comes another flare from her, unfocused, unpolished... and entirely instinctive. A sense of struggle, of simply trying to _push_. Rayek, not the mystic who can fix this trouble, retreats rather than stepping closer to the little cluster of elves. ** Help her, ** he echoes, though the send is directed at Rumor, or Briarcatch, or whoever he might be. Suntop's spirit returns to his body and he glances to the many elves about the chamber, ** I can't do this. ** The mystic frowns and takes a step back from Oriolle/Thicket, ** They were separate...and now they're not...again. ** A hand scrapes through his hair as he tries to figure out another angle now that the two seem to be one again. Rumor surges forward when Oriolle falls. ** Ree! What's wrong with her? Aureole? Is she sick? What's happened to her? ** Rumor locksends ** Ree? Where have you been? It's me. I've been looking for you. Are you sick? ** Those are not words Ree wants to hear. As Suntop steps back from her she shoots him a look that suggests she's just taken a spear to her chest; then, her eyes unfocus, and she does not seem to register the Plainsrunner bolting towards her. Not for a moment, at any rate. But then she glances up at him, seemingly dizzily, before she drops to her hands and knees, silver hair spilling in tangled waves down around her elbows and hands. The star in her sending falters at Suntop's apparent retreat... then pulses. Once more, there comes that sensation of pushing. And somewhere within Ree's unbound mane, the plaintive little whisper sounds: "You have to leave now, Thicket...." It's rare for the mystic's temper to actually surface, but this seems to be one of those moments. "Do you have eyes, Rumor?" No doubt the Suntop is also extremely frustrated. "Just...wait. Stay still and wait. Don't say a word yet. Can you do that?" Sensing the pulse of sending, he turns back to Oriolle/Thicket and delves in once more, reaching for Thicket. For a moment, Rumor looks like he might protest. Every muscle is taught, but rather than continuing his rush forward, he straightens his back and drops his chin. A nod, one single nod. He can wait. He can be still. It may cost him, but he'll do it, and he'll watch. Half a heartbeat before Suntop's power roars up once again, the ghostly shimmer of the extra soul within the maiden flickers again, playing in subtle gleams about the skinny planes and angles of her body. But that peal of silver... it strengthens as the mystic braces it. And Thicket ripples unsteadily through her sending, wild, frantic. ** ** "You can trust him," Ree whispers. "C'n feel it. Can't you feel it, Thicket? He's so worried, wants to help... won't take my name..." ** I don't want your name, Thicket...I don't want Oriolle's. I just want to see you both free. ** Suntop sends within and without, trying to pull the spirit. He hasn't had much experience with actually holding onto spirits, but he knows what it is like to be trapped where one shouldn't be. ** We'll find your lifemate... ** With that, the she-elf's head comes up, bringing her ravaged countenance back into sight. Her eyes are still unfocused... but now a strange, peaceful calm settles over her features. "But he needs yours," she breathes, almost soundlessly. "To uproot you." Oddly, her sides quiver, in something almost resembling... laughter. "We're not a tree... you're not a tree, shouldn't be rooted in _me_... it's all right...!" Ree looks up further, eyes snapping into focus now and seeking those of the mystic... and within her leaf-green gaze has kindled a light of absolute peace and trust. The star of the maiden's sending steps up its glow... You locksend ** Help her... ** to Suntop. You locksend ** Vess.... ** to Suntop. Rumor keeps quiet, as he was asked. No, told. Still, the tension rides his body. Still, he looks like slightest sudden movement might make him bolt or fight. You sense in a locksend, Suntop pauses a moment as the soulname is passed onto him...but it is the soulname of a spirit. ** Vess...come with me. This is where you belong... ** He continues to pull, the soulname lending him strength. ** You've done wonderfully helping Oriolle...but you don't need to protect her now. She is among friends. ** Something passes from the maiden on the floor to the mystic standing just over her, and as it does, the shimmer of otherworldly form superimposed over the physical shape of the she-elf grows stronger. Light builds... and as it does, for all that Ree stays on her hands and knees, the spirit-shape awkwardly rises, a glimmering hand extended to Suntop... and hanging on it. Thicket's face materializes, enough to show a Wolfrider with a shock of thick russet hair and a starkly lupine face gone shy and nervous... and beginning to quiver with joy. You locksend ** ** to Suntop. Not even Rayek can keep from being drawn in by a sight like that. Narrow eyes widen a little as he watches that spirit emerge. Suntop's own spirit emerges, holding onto Thicket's spirit's hand, floating above the two bodies. The mystic's own is very still, his eyes closed, in a position of trancing. But above, for a moment, he is there...his hand then letting go of the other spirit's. The Spirit-Suntop then fades, the elf opening his eyes and lookind directly at the newly freed elf. **Now, things are as they should be. ** Only when he is sure that Thicket is free to join the other spirits in the Palace does the mystic pass out. Thicket's soul grows visibly brighter... and as if Suntop's encouraging sending gives her wings or the ability to float like Rayek, she rises higher till the shine of her separates from Ree entirely-- Ree looks up and up, her face vivid with profound relief. "Goodbye," she murmurs, breathlessly. And then, "I promise...!"-- Overhead, Thicket vanishes, a last shimmer of starlight becoming one with the aura of the Palace. Rayek starts and steps forward, not quickly enough to keep Suntop's body from toppling, certainly, but quickly enough to see if the mystic's hurt himself. He glances only briefly at Oriolle, saying, ** It's done, then. She's free. ** Rumor steps forward when Suntop collapses, still cautious of doing wrong and nearly vibrating. ** Ree? It's really you? ** He drops to a knee beside her, eyes taking in every change in her face. Free. Ree. Since Rayek steps to Suntop, the she-elf is left to tremblingly turn to Rumor. Moving as one in a dream, she straightens, just enough to get to her knees.... then to her feet. Then she steps to him, slowly and tentatively puts her arms around him... and sags bonelessly against his frame as she plunges headlong into not unconsciousness, but, rather, a deep unshakeable sleep. [End log.]