Log Date: 12/18/96 Log Cast: Tance, Kesya Log Intro: Green-adapt Crystal Singer Tance Vokrim has been having what amounts to his usual life: skulking around the JPF, avoiding his quarters simply because they're not a very pleasant place to be, and avoiding other Guild personnel as much as possible. Lately he's been lurking about the simulator bay in the Hangar, slipping in when the recruits and sledtechs aren't looking, and stubbornly working to resharpen his flying skills -- thinking that if he can get a good rating, maybe they'll let him have a sled back. He has in fact accomplished that very goal, much to his own shock. But as he gets his rating back up, he has an encounter with Kesya As'shoriah, which reminds the Singer that she had promised to shepherd him, a concept that terrifies him for reasons he hasn't yet managed to admit to himself. Kesya in fact offers to shepherd him again, but before she gets very far, Tance, muttering that she should be shepherding somebody richer and cuter, storms off. Kesya for her part mishears his mutter and _her_ temper flares, as well, for she believes Tance wants somebody cuter _than her_ to shepherd him. Affronted by the perceived insult to her looks, Kesya goes about her business. Tance, however, is panicked by the brief encounter. Convinced that Kesya will corner him again, he spends a couple of days hiding in a place in the JPF he desperately hopes she has no reason to go to: a stock room on Level 1. Only when the stock room personnel report him to the Guildmaster, and Maxwell calls the Singer into his office, does Tance grudgingly emerge from his hiding place. The encounter with Maxwell doesn't soothe Vokrim's fears much, either. Maxwell, he discovers, has been keeping an eye on his progress during his long medically enforced absence from the Ranges; now, though, the Guildmaster is of the opinion that there's no medical reason that Tance can't return to the Ranges. And when he learns that the only thing stopping him is Tance's balking at someone who has in fact volunteered to shepherd him, the Guildmaster firmly orders the Singer to find out if Kesya really does intend to shepherd him -- and to accept her offer if she does, or else Maxwell himself will assign Tance a shepherd, and he won't promise it'll be one that'll make the task a pleasant one. Cowed, Tance flees. He knows he can't go against the Guildmaster's order; Tance's memory might have holes in it, but the knowledge that Maxwell Farantine is the ultimate power in the Heptite Guild is firmly ingrained into his psyche, and he cannot conceive of disobedience. But it's just as hard to conceive of approaching Kesya. It occurs to Tance, though, that perhaps, just perhaps, it'd be a bit less terrifying -- and might even bolster his chances to get the frightening ordeal over and done with as fast as possible -- if he takes the time to clean himself up first. With this spurring him on, as well as those other niggling motives he can't quite let himself think about, Tance creeps off to one of the Guild's barbers and sullenly asks for a shave and a haircut, which he gets; then, he creeps back to his quarters, and not only bathes, but digs up from the depths of his closet the nicest clothes he can find, including the green shirt Kesya herself gave him as a gift. Thus transformed, Tance finally skulks to where he knows Kesya's quarters are. But he doesn't know that she's gone up to Shankill Station, and thus, hours pass in which the Singer lingers in the White Quadrant corridor, alone. At last, attention wavering, he sits down beside her door, and eventually, he dozes off.... ---------- White Quadrant This gleaming white strip blazes in rainbow patterns: not the absence of color, but the presence of all colors in the spectrum. The intensity of the whiteness does not hurt your adapted vision but soothes it in a subliminal manner. Several recessed doorways indicate the quarters of some singers. Obvious exits: Andreshella's Suite Shana's Suite Kesya's Suite Rykos's Suite Rhianna's Suite Sharr Suite Diamond and Sparhawk's Suite Lifts Kesya arrives from Lift Area - 11. Kesya has arrived. Kesya whistles softly to herself as she treads down the hallway, her footfalls soft on the thick carpeting. She stops, startled, as she sees someone crouched out side her door. Privacy lights -- red on the door into the suite of the Deputy Guildmaster and his wife, red on other doors, green on yet more -- glow dimly in the night-time lighting, but enough, indeed, to illuminate the hunched figure of someone, indeed, beside your own suite's entrance. The sound of restless breathing can be heard, deep but erratically paced, as though whoever this is is uneasily dozing. Kesya glances down the hallway behind her, almost as though expecting someone else to be there to tell her why her entranceway is being used for a bed. But the hallway is empty and perfectly silent, save for the figure's restless breathing. She approaches slowly, and half crouches to see if she can make out who it is in the dim light without waking him up. Kesya looks at you for a moment. It's definitely a man. And the more closely you look at him, the more bizarrely familiar he becomes, though his head is currently bowed into the arms he's wrapped around one knee. Kesya hrms softly to herself. It's not often she has trouble identifying people in the Guild, in the position she holds, but the reason she's probably confused is that the image she associates with this person crouched before her is at odds with what is actually there. Her symbiont-enhanced sense of smell tells her this person is actually clean, and she can tell he's got short hair -- nothing like the sleeper's usual state of attire. Finally shrugging, she taps the lurker quietly on the shoulder. "Er.. hello?" That bowed head, as you watch, jerks up. Brown eyes -- yes, weathered at their corners -- snap open and look around wildly, and a familiar harsh tenor voice yelps, "Claimjumper? Mach storm? Wha..." Kesya's eyes widen in surprise. "Tance?" She looks him up and down in disbelief. "What're you doing here?" And after just a pico of hesitation, she quickly adds calminly, "It's okay, you're in the hallway, not on a claim." Tance jerks back against the wall behind him, as though still half-asleep and not quite convinced you aren't an intruder -- or perhaps not, for his gaze _does_ seem alert enough, and wary to boot. Much of the rest of him has altered, but that hasn't, at least until the suspicious glare suddenly modulates into an embarrassed glancing away and a mumble of "Jade." The green-skinned Singer stiffles an amused smile as she gets recognised, her brows arching expectantly. "Umm hmm. You got yourself cleaned up, I see," she comments. "Looks great. May I ask what you're doing outside my door?" "Had to," mumbles Vokrim. "Ordered." Whether he means getting himself cleaned up or parking himself at your threshhold is unclear, till he looks up startledly and blurts, "It does?" Kesya nods blithely, "Of course it does." Getting to her feet, she presses her thumb to the doorplate and nods towards the entrance as the door slides open. "Well, would you like to come in and tell me who ordered you? I'd rather not sit in the hall." Tance suddenly beams, ear to ear, a look he typically reserves for a dish of peace ice cream. "It does? I did it right...!" comes another mumble, before the beam suddenly fades as quickly as it had come, and Vokrim pauses halfway in the midst of stiffly getting up himself. Kesya chuckles to herself at the singer's enthusiasm. "I recognise the shirt, too. Wasn't sure if you liked it when we had that little birthday party for you." Brows creasing, she pauses as Tance's jovial nature disperses. "Something wrong?" Clearly uneasy once more, the man hauls himself laboriously upright; it can't have been very physically comfortable crouched there, and he moves like a man who has in fact awakened from unrestful slumber. Nor does Tance look at you, as his mouth works for a few moments with equally clumsy effort, before he finally bursts out with, "SORRY!" Kesya doesn't appear to think there's anything to apologise for; if anything, she seems surprised at Tance's outburst. Giving him a warm smile and a soft chuckle, she shakes her head. "What for? C'mon," she heads into her entranceway, "Come in, and tell me why you're here, and what all this is about people ordering you. I don't really want to wake up the neighbours," she grins. "And I'm tired enough that if I don't sit down, I'll be sleeping out here too." Kesya steps inside the door leading to Kesya's rooms. Kesya has left. The door slides open, and you step inside. Kesya's Suite Plush carpeting cushions your feet, the doorway leaving you in a short hallway and closet area before leading into the main suite down shallow hardwood steps. The whole area is done in multi-levels, brilliantly polished hardwood mixing with a thick ash-grey carpeting. The lights are currently are fairly bright, though dim enough that shadows obscure the corners and crannies in the room. Several doorways lead off from this large living room, leading to dining area, office, sleeping area and den. Simply decorated, the huge suite nonetheless exemplifies Kesya's success as a Crystal Singer. You notice the entire left wall is covered with semi-qpaque screens that hide the bathing room. These display calmly shifting scenes of Taal'en terrain. The screens display a starry night sky above a small lake, a small campfire flickering to the right of dark forest trees. Every now and then, if you pause to watch, you can spot a shooting star flash across the screens. Contents: Kesya Radiant Bath Obvious exits: Out Tance can be seen to follow you hesitantly at best; the door nearly slams into him again before he makes it through, and then he scuttles away from it, as if narrowly missing being bitten by an animal. Kesya steps out of her boots, stepping down a few hardwood steps to the living area. She gestures to the arrangement of chairs, "Have a seat." She doesn't notice the rude treatment Tance gets from her doorway, instead moving to the catering unit. "Hungry? We can snack while you tell me what's up." Tance jerks his gaze away from the door, then, no less warily, he steps a little further into the room. The habitual scowl wavers on the word 'hungry', then settles again with the embarrassed mutter of, "Yeah, 'mhungry." He barely can be heard, and as he's addressing your floor, he looks oddly like a sullen version of Kevlan Sharr. Kesya's abode is unused to visitors -- shards, they're unused to Kesya, what with the amount of time she spends in her office. The whole place seems to suit her though, the walls adorned with several sketches she's done of her native Taal'en, a clean and fresh aroma to the overly spacious apartment. The singer looks at Tance speculatively for a moment, and dials up an assortment of munchies, chicken fingers, nachos, cheese-sticks -- and places them on the small table by the circle of couch and chairs. "Here you go," she says easily. "Help yourself. Now what's going on?" Kesya flops into a chair, obviously informal. An audible growling rumbles out of the older Singer, and his face snaps to the tray of food the moment it's produced. He very nearly rushes at the plate, before catching himself, eyeing you nervously, and at last sinking gingerly onto one of the hardwood chairs. But it's one within short grabbing distance of the platter. "Ordered down here," he mutters, as he starts snatching edibles and stuffing them gracelessly into his mouth. Then it occurs to him he needs to clarify, and he waves a cheese stick a time or two before he at last adds, "Guildmaster." Once more he locks his stare to the floor. Kesya ahs, only picking at the food a bit as she talks. "Maxwell ordered you to come see me? How come?" Her gaze flicks towards the older singer, her manner completely at ease. "I haven't even run into him in the longest while, come to think of it." Now that he's out of the dimmer light of the corridor, you can get a better look at Tance Vokrim. That's the green shirt you gave him, alright. It fits him well, or at least might if he weren't so gaunt of frame; the fabric is rumpled, but that might not be surprising, if his quarters are in the same condition he himself usually is in, and the threadbare trousers and battered boots he's got on with the shirt seem more his usual garb. The haircut and shave -- and bath, for he does indeed smell cleaner than he has in weeks -- have transformed him into looking almost.... normal. But the most startling detail about him of all may well be that his cheeks, uncovered by shaggy whiskrs, are now slowly turning crimson as you question him. Tance swallows cheese, mutters, "Wants me shepherded," and prevents himself from saying anything else by inhaling a chicken morsel. Kesya's eyes aquire a sly gleam. "Ah, so he's sticking his nose into it, hmm?" One hand rakes sea-green hair back from her dark brow as she talks, pushing it out of her face. "I'm not surprised. I was wondering when he'd figure you've had a long enough vacation." She adds amusedly, "I'm surprised he hasn't decided the same of me." She pauses, and asks honestly, "I remember you seemed hesitant about wanting me to shepherd you, so I gave you a few days to find a suitable replacement. You're okay with this arrangement now?" By way of reply, Tance eyes you sidelong as he slows his pace on nibbling another edible. "Said I should find out if you meant it," he tells you, voice strangely small. Frightened. Kesya frowns indignantly, brows creasing as she casts you an odd look. "Of course I /meant/ it. Why wouldn't I?" Kesya is obviously not used to someone not taking her at face value. The way she lives, she says what she means, and darnit, people are supposed to know that. Right? "Don't know why you'd want to shepherd me." His gaze drops, scowl flickering again across his face; his voice drops, too. "'M a karkin' wreck." Just as strange as his altered appearance, Tance appears to have utterly forgotten the usual motive shepherds have for taking the job: the bonus, and the quality of the sheep be damned as long as the shepherd's job is done. Tance suddenly abandons his plowing path through your snacks and just sits there, staring glumly down at the indentations his boots have left on the pile of your carpet. Kesya's expression softens, and the green-skinned singer moves to stay in Tance's line of sight as his gaze drops again. "Hey... It's my job, Tance. I'm in charge of tracking shepherding, so I get to see that you find someone you're comfortable with." She pauses, her voice low as she speaks again, her tone serious. "But even if it wasn't, I'd still shepherd you." Kesya adds with a soft laugh, "You may be stubborn and grouchy, but I consider you a friend, and that, therefore, is what I'm here for." Brows arched, she peers at you to see how you take this statement. _Has_ Tance been taking shyness lessons from Kevlan Sharr? Maybe he has; if Vokrim'd been called into the Guildmaster's office, Galahad must have known about it... and yet, since Kevlan wouldn't even think of the concept, and Tance's own scattered memory would never hang on long to such instruction anyway, there must be some other explanation for the defenseless expression he lifts to you. "I.... uh... found the datapad you gave me. It... said where your door was. Maxwell didn't tell me." Kesya beams at the other singer, the flash of her small white teeth stark against her so-dark skin. "Oh, I'd forgotten about that! I remember now you used it to help remember how not to crash." The serious tone has lifted from her now at the memory. "That's great that you still have it. You must've gotten lucky, though," she winks, "Or updated it. I just moved to the senior singer floor here a little over a month ago." She pats the couch back with one pleased hand. "Either way, you found it." Changing the subject she asks, "So when do you want to head to the Ranges? I have..." she pauses thoughtfully, "Three claims, but only two good for shepherding. A yellow and green. Your pick." "I... I must have put it in... I don't remember..." Tance blinks as you chatter on. And stares now, eyes widened out of their usual squint. Three seconds pass before he says, stunned, "You... really do mean it?" Tance starts to straighten, unconsciously, in his chair. "You want to go to the Ranges?" Are his eyes starting to light up? Kesya nods emphatically, laughing now. How many times does she have to say it? "Do you want me to write it out or something? Of /course/ I mean it!" More seriously, she takes a breath and adds, "Tance, I never make offers I don't intend to keep." Tance asks in what must clearly be a desperate plea for assurance, "You want to go to the Ranges _with_ _me_?" His eyes are _definitely_ lightening, and something suspiciously resembling a smile glimmers around his mouth. Kesya takes a breath, smiling. "So, yellow or pale green? The other I can't really shepherd on, so those're your picks." She pauses, speaking almost to herself. "We can take my sled, it's a two-person.. should get that darned map fixed though..." Glancing up at the question, she leans forward to pat the other Singer's knee. "Yup." Tance explodes with a jubilant cackle, then blinks and stares wide-eyedly at you again. "Green? Green! You have green?" Nothing less than an utter reverence abruptly floods his face. "I like green." And then, something else odd happens to Tance Vokrim's expression. His eyes take on a shine they've never had in your presence before, and his voice softens as he adds tenderly, "I remember you 'cause you're green." [To be continued....]