Log Date: 3/16-3/17/96 Log Intro: When you're an old Crystal Singer in the Heptite Guild, life can be hard. It's very easy, once your memory starts going, to forget everything but the need to get out and get the crystal to renew your credit balance -- and occasionally, how the younger Singers with their minds still intact, able to fly and cut coherently, do it better than you. But even old and cantankerous Crystal Singers occasionally remember common decency and kindness -- even if only as dreams. After his latest mishap with his sled _Smeghead_, Tance Vokrim has had an abrupt reintroduction to common decency and kindness. A sled tech, Rondel, has offered to buy him a meal; a medic, Nadine, has broken with long tradition to be kind to the crystal-mazed Singer; and another Singer, Kesya, has even tried to converse with him. They MUST be crystal-visions -- after all, the medic has pointed ears, and Kesya is _green!_. Besides, _nobody_ talks to Tance Vokrim.... Do they? ---------- Radiant Tub Room Bulky radiant tubs fill most of the available space in the room. A few tubs are occupied by Singers comatose with exhaustion from cutting in the ranges. They lay in the tubs, slack-jawed, supported only by the harness around their shoulders. Some of the Singers are so full of crystal resonance that the hair on your arms raises when you approach them. A medic wanders through the room, checking on the occupants. The room is pleasantly warm. Contents: Mint Radiant Bath Sand Radiant Bath Coral Radiant Bath Peach Radiant Bath Gray Radiant Bath Obvious exits: Lift Outside the bath, Kesya walks in and shivers unconsciously. Outside the bath, Kesya wanders in, looking idly around the tubs for someone. Her face is a little tear-streaked, and she rubs at one eye tiredly. Tance is here still -- or perhaps again. That he is occupying a different tub than before is about the only sign that he has, in fact, moved. Outside the bath, Kesya peers at the tubs, her soft voice calling quietly. "Delvan, you here?" She blinks as she comes to the coral tub, surprised. "You're still here? Didn't I tell you not to turn into a prune?" She quickly scans the other tubs, and seems disappointed that the person she was looking for is nowhere to be found. Tance jerks his head up, then frowns absently out at the other Singer. He snorts, lowly, shifts, and glowers at the opposite end of the tank he's in. Outside the bath, Kesya glances around the tubs, curious now to see who else is soaking here. She turns back to you at the soft snort, her brows arching. "Oh, you still aren't talking to me, huh?" Her voice is a little hoarse, as though she's been talking or crying for a while. Or both. Tance, without looking up, mutters, "So what if I'm not?" Outside the bath, Kesya sighs slightly, slumping tiredly into a chair near the tubs. "Doesn't matter, I guess. It's up to you. Just seems pointless, is all." She plants her chin on one hand, quiet for a few minutes. It's obvious her mind is on something else today. "I'm not in the mood to argue with ya today anyway, Tance." Tance frowns, uncertainly, turning his head as he hears his name. His name? How's this person know... he blinks, then, realizing that it's the green one. His scowl remains, but it's a trifle less grim even as he barks, "Fine, I'm not in the mood to talk." Outside the bath, Kesya doesn't seem affected by Tance's harsh tone, her gaze focused on the floor. "Hrm," she acknowledges faintly. "I am though. Tance, have you ever had a close friend you were really, really worried about?" She babbles on, as much to herself as to you. "I mean, when Del was in a coma, that was bad, but he still looked okay. Scorpion now... she doesn't even look like herself. Looks more like... I dunno." Her voice trails off. Tance gahs, disgusted, as the radiant fluid cools off, and he moves to snap the harness off and clamber out of the tank. Tance stares at you oddly, at your further comments, then announces brusquely, "Don't have any." Tance turns then, towards the next steaming tub in line. Kesya doesn't bother looking up, her gaze still focused on the floor contemplatively. "Mrm. Gads though, I hope she pulls through." She rubs at one eye again, and continues. "Meds don't even know. Kaylin's staying with her though, that's something." She looks up at the coral tub, surprised to find it empty. Glancing around for you, your words finally register. "Don't have any? Well certainly you must have had a few, if not right now." Tance doesn't turn around. His bare back, ridged with myriad old scars, shifts with stiff effort as he turns the faucets on the tank with his one working hand; all he says by way of reply is, "Don't rember." Kesya resumes her contemplation of the floor, though she keeps speaking. "Must be lonely," she observes. Curious, she glances up at you again. "You havn't been in here since the last time I talked to you, have you?" Tance glances around sourly and demands, "What's it to you?" Whether he's answering the first or the second question, he doesn't specify. Kesya's mind seems to still be mostly on Scorpion, as she attends to the conversation with half an ear. "You're nice, I don't see why you should be lonely. And as for the second, I was just curious." She falls silent again, leg swinging idly under her chair as her thoughts turn back to her injured friend. Tance freezes, and stares at the other Singer, dumbfounded. Kesya doesn't notice the stare for a few minutes, but eventually gets that 'feel' one gets when someone's looking at them. She glances up at you expectantly, surprised. "Hrm?" Tance blurts, "I'm... _what_?" Kesya seems confused as to why you're so bothered by what she said. "You're... nice?" she stammers. "What's wrong with that?" Tance finally blinks, several times, then barks, "Got me mixed up with somebody else." He turns, then, and clambers into the next tub, grimacing when he has to move his arm. Outside the bath, Kesya begins to chuckle under her breath, surprisingly amused by your gruff attitude. "I don't think so, Tance." Tance glances warily out of the tub as his name is spoken again. "_You_ got hit on the head," he accuses. Outside the bath, Kesya gets up wearily from her chair, moving to rest her forearms on the edge of your tub. "Nah, I'm as healthy as they come." She moves her knee about experimentally, "See, they even took off my brace. Good as new." A long lock of her sea-green hair falls from her shoulder to droop in the radiant fluid, and she makes a scene of wringing it out. "Gah." Tance stares. Then jerks his regard away, quickly. "Must want something then. Won't tell you where my claim is." Outside the bath, Kesya fiddles with the damp lock of hair idly, though she looks directly at you as she speaks. "Don't be ridiculous Tance, I don't need your claims. I've got my own. Besides, it's *your* claim. I don't cut from other people's claims." [Before Tance can bark, "Why not? Doesn't everybody?" the young Singer is on her way. Troubledly, Tance goes on his.... eventually heading to the Singer Common Lounge, desperate for something to eat. His credit balance is positive, for once -- although he hasn't yet remembered to fix the catering unit in his own quarters. But again he runs into Kesya, who offers to treat him to a meal. Stunned that _anybody_ would want to buy _him_ food, Tance agrees, and plows through the roast duck as if it's been his first good meal in years. For all he remembers, it is. Even though he doesn't dare trust Kesya's overtures, that they have happened at all lingers powerfully in his erratic memory. It is perhaps out of astonishment that anyone would call him _nice_ that Tance forgets to insult a cutter tech when bringing his old and worn cutter for service -- and that the cutter tech's calling him the 'scum of the planet' and ordering him to get his 'smelly hide' out of the cutter service bay actually... bothers him. Irritably Tance hauls his worn cutter to the Hangar anyway, where he stuns Gyles Lee by simply demanding whether he's a sled tech instead of attacking him on sight. Returning to a claim that got him a pricey shade of green, Tance is dismayed to get only one more usable crystal out of it before he is forced to give up. And, almost inevitably, the _Smeghead_, sneaking out of her pilot's wandering attention, goes down hard. Tance's already broken right arm is dislocated out of his shoulder socket, and the sled's emergency beacon, wired to go off automatically now in the event of a crash, attracts the attention of sled tech Jerrik Rawn Deegan....] You hear a quiet tone on your wrist unit, and then a voice says, "A message to all on Ballybran from Jerrik: Medic to the hangar floor, please, medic to the hangar floor. CS Vokrim has been hauled in. Again.". Daron has arrived. Daron slowly runs his medical scanner over Tance's body. You hear a slight hum and lights on the small, black gadget flicker. Two beeps sound, and a red light stabilizes, indicating a medical condition for Tance... A plasticast ranges from Tance's right shoulder to the wrist, lending support and stability to the bone while it heals. Various bandages cover the backs of his legs, protecting newly regenerating skin. He is trying to hold his right shoulder, but every time he touches it, he gasps in pain. The shoulder joint is rolled forward indicating a major dislocation. Daron gives Tance a pain-killer not that he's likely to notice anything. and easily resets the shoulder. Tance after a time groans thickly, his head turning from the left to the right. Daron unenthuastically picks up Tance and hauls him out of the sled Tance remains groggy, mumbling vaguely dismayed sounds as he's carried out. You step out from the cramped interior of the sled "Smeghead." Hangar Floor Contents: Tance, over by the wall. Jerrik, over by the wall. Tance's sled Aralan's sled Repair Bay Sled Tech Desk Radar Corbin Hangar Terminal A large map, for instructional purposes Sled rack Obvious Commands ("." for list): .wait .sleds .desk .radar .map .hangar door .floor Obvious Exits: WWSF Transport Met Transport Equipment Room Simulators Catwalk Cargo Storage Sorting Ready Room Game INFO: This is a room that may be monitored via +watch. Daron steps out from the cramped interior of the airsled "Smeghead." Daron has arrived. Daron presses a button on his wrist unit and speaks into it, summoning a gurney. Gurney 2 has arrived. Jerrik looks over as the medic emerges with the Singer, and asks dryly, "He in how many pieces this time?" Daron says "amazingly mostly in one piece." Jerrik looks at you for a moment. Daron settles the uncounscious singer on the gurney Jerrik looks the Singer up and down, hrfs, and sets to work on the damaged vehicle. "Thanks, son, for coming down to get him.... man needs all the mending time he can get." Gurney 2 You are on the soft mattress of a medical gurney. It's strong shock absobers prevent you from being jolted much. A big fluffy pillow is beneath your head.. If you want to see where the gurney is, 'look/outside'. You are helped onto the gurney by the medic. Daron nods with a resigned air as he pushes the gurney out. Daron pushes the gurney out of the room. [Down to the Infirmary with the muddled Singer.] You walk into the clinic of the infirmary. Infirmary(#403RAM) A complex array of computers monitor patient condition in the various rooms of the Infirmary. In front of this bank of terminals are two comfortable chairs for the medics on duty. Across the screens streams a constant flow of data. While there is 'monitor help', only fully trained, professional medical personnel are permitted to utilize this facility. Contents: Catering Unit Obvious exits: Long Term Care Short Term Care Lift Daron walks softly from the lift area. Daron studies Tances injuries a moment before deciding on a course of action Tance mumbles slurrily, "Just a little farther... pay rent..." Then in a strangely plaintive tone, "_Had_ a bath..." Daron tries not to laugh at the bath comment. Daron frowns as he notices a crack where the right arm was broken and now, restressed has fractured. Daron carefully removes the brace and finds the calcifier to do a little patchwork. Tance wavers up out of unconsciousness, a few centimeters at a time. "Where'mI?" Daron says "Infirmary. You crashed." Daron uses the calcifier to patch the fracture before resetting the brace. Tance blinks owlishly. "Wha? Don' 'member. Greens... no... she's green...." Daron shakes his head and continues to do his work. Tance frowns vaguely into the air. His usually sullen expression vacillates, for once, between a scowl and a more relaxed if obviously more disoriented look, as the painkiller floods his system. "Weird'n. Green. Why's she... up to something... nobody talks... don't want nobody...." Daron works on propping Tance up so he can bind the arm. Krellin walks softly from the lift area. Krellin enters Short Term Care. Tance very nearly faints as he is lifted, and he gives a hoarse little gasp. Daron steadies the abused arm and binds it against your side. Tance jerks, startledly. Or tries to. With a vague look at the medic he mumbles, "Why's she talking to me?" He seems visibly troubled. Daron finishes up and lets Tance regain coherence or incoherence as he will. Daron sniggers then resumes a semi-serious expression. Daron frowns at Tance wondering what the singer is talking about. Kesya walks softly from the lift area. Daron glances at kesya, "May I help you?" Kesya wanders in slowly, smiling faintly as she sees Daron. "I was just visiting Scorpy again, Daron. How's she doing today? I can't tell much by looking at her, really." Tance, with no answers forthcoming from the only source his blurred vision can make out in immediate sight, settles into scowling vaguely and muttering about "no reason, no sense... worthless...." Daron shakes his head, "Still in a coma I believe." Tance, evidently unaware that Daron has finished the task of tending his shoulder, remains sitting on the gurney and staring distantly off towards the nearest wall. "Dream... hit my head. Nobody talks." Kesya nods, expression downcast as she bites her lip. "No sign of her regaining conciousness yet then? I don't suppose I could be notified when she does wake up?" Daron gnaws on his lower lip as he watches Tance, "Sure." Kesya follows Daron's gaze, only now noticing the gurney is actually holding someone. She arches a brow, smiling faintly. "Did yourself in again, huh Tance? Same arm, too." Daron says "looks like he's having a blast from his past." Kesya cocks her head to one side, her query directed at the room in general. "What happened?" Daron says "He crashed, like usual." Tance's scowl tightens a trifle, and his head turns towards Kesya, but not entirely. "Not real. Can't be real. People don't talk. People never talk. No reason, worthless, don't bring in the crystal, crazy old son of a..." Kesya snorts softly, almost seeming amused now. "I sometimes wonder if everyone just starts falling asleep up there. I mean, I've lost track of how many times Shi has crashed, and she's even newer than me." Her gaze turns to the singer again as he speaks, her tone teasing. "Of course people talk, Tance. You expect them to use sign language and secret decoder rings or something?" Kesya leans towards Daron, quietly resuming her conversation about her half-dead friend. "Scorpy is still expected to come out of coma sometime though, right?" Tance swings his fogged gaze around at last towards the other Singer, though it's anybody's guess as to whether he actually sees her. Something in his scowl shifts, though; the man's eyes seem actually... sad, as he mumbles, "Don't care, never talk to me anyway, fix his bones, throw him in the sled, lock him in the tank, not a crystal anywhere..." Daron says "Hopefully. 'Miko took months to get out of her coma." Kesya nods assent to the medic, and turns curiously to regard Tance again. "Whaddya mean, nobody talks to you? What do you think I'm doing now?" She crosses her arms, as her lips purse thoughtfully. "You should put your energy into getting better, instead of feeling sorry for yourself." Tance blinks. And blinks again, trying to focus his gaze. As he does, the scowl returns. "Not sorry," he snarls, gutterally. "All right. All of 'em. Worthless. Stinks. Won't fix my gear..." Tance starts to get up, and half-falls, half-climbs off the gurney, scowling all the while at the floor. Kesya seems to have decided that Tance is too drugged-up to make any sense. "I have no idea who you're talking about, but you just get better, okay?" She reaches out to pat his arm amiably. "Worry about talking when you're not so drugged up." Tance nearly falls over at the pat, and he wails at the younger Singer, "Not real...! Can't be...!" Actively frightened, he lurches backwards, looking for the nearest escape route. "Out of the crystal..." Kesya glances wide-eyed at Daron, not sure what she did to get such a reaction from the older Singer. She backs off, so as not to alarm him, and speaks softly. "S'okay Tance, I'm not gonna hurt you or anything. I just wanted to help. Okay? You all right?" Daron watches Tance and mumbles, "reverse amnesia? nah...can't be." Tance bumps into a wall and clutches at it with his one working hand. "Nobody wants to help," he growls, suspiciously. His tone is at odds with his wide eyes, though. Daron says "Tance?" Tance, at the sound of Daron's voice, flicks his attention to the medic, warily. Kesya mumbles in Daron's direction, "What'd I do?" She regards Tance from the opposite side of the room, now a little less alarmed. "What's so surprising about people wanting to help?" She smiles wryly, "Heck, it's the way I was raised. I can leave if I'm causing problems though..." Her voice trails off, as she looks to Daron for guidance. Daron talks calmly to Tance, "Don't worry. You're in the Infirmary. You crashed. You may have had a concussion." "Hit my head. Must have hit my head. Seeing things..." The old Singer seizes desperately on the notion, bobbing his head rapidly. "Hearing things. Dreams, all dreams..." Daron takes a step toward Tance and stops, "No, you're not. This is the present. Reality. Kesya frowns, muttering to herself. "This can't be healthy." Louder, she speaks to Daron. "I think he thought he was seeing things earlier when he was sorta baffled by Nadine's ears, but I kinda thought he was over that. I mean, it's not *that* strange." Daron frowns listening to Kesya, an eyebrow arching up. Tance cries, "Can't be!" Then, again, more softly, almost a whimper, as he slides clumsily down along the wall. "Can't be. Nobody's nice when it's real. Can't be..." Daron moves over to Tance, "You're not hallucinating Tance. I'd pinch you to prove it but I don't think you'd appreciate it." Kesya starts walking slowly towards the older Singer, concern evident in her expression. She sits down on the floor a few feet from him, speaking softly. "Er... you okay?" She glances up at Daron, obviously unsure of what to do next. Tance quivers visibly, his scowl completely vanished now, as he flicks a frightened glance from the Singer to the medic and back again. Daron You see a young man in his mid-twenties you'd guess, perhaps 5'8" with a more lanky than muscular build. His hair is black, kept trim and neatly parted to the left. His skin is tanned with an angular face and a prominent nose jutting from a wide high brow and a strong jaw. You notice scars here and there on his face, a thin scar on his ear and one or two faint ones on his cheeks. He wears a utilitarian work jumpsuit of meditech green, a wide leather belt with a device of some sort hanging from it and black ankle high boots. Over this he wears a white medical jacket with the Heptite Guild Emblem prominently placed on the left breast pocket, beneath the meditech emblem while there is a pin on the right pocket that reads | D. Truen |. Daron notices your glance and looks back a you with fatigued brown eyes. Kesya murmurs softly to Daron, eyes troubled. "Have any ideas?" She doesn't say anything to Tance, not wanting to make him more nervous. Daron shakes his head, mumuring, "My forte's not in the psychological sciences." Tance mumbles plaintively, "I want to wake up now." Kesya grimaces, then smooths her expression as she turns back to the Singer. She leans forward a bit, speaking softly. "S'okay Tance, you're perfectly safe. You're probably just... in shock from the crash or something." It's obvious she's searching for solutions here. "You're not dreaming, Tance. What's wrong? Why do you think you should be dreaming?" Tance stares uncertainly at Kesya. Finally, perhaps lulled a little by the soothing words, he mutters brusquely, "Talking t' me. Nobody talks t' me." Daron chuckles as he kneels down, by Tance, "C'mon. Tance." He snaps his finger. "You are awake." Tance automatically jerks his head towards Daron's fingers, then gives another wide-eyed, if groggy, blink. You say "Not... not dreaming?" Kesya shrugs unconcernedly, hoping her casual attitude will calm the singer. "I do. Daron is. It's not such an inconceivable notion." She slides over towards the wall Tance is crouched against, and leans against it herself. "Nah, you're not dreaming. Just dazed." You say "My... my arm, I..." Daron nods, "Yup. You dislocated it and fractured the bone just as it almost healed." Kesya remains silent, her blue-eyed gaze flicking between the two men. Tance, as if the words are half-incomprensible to him, frowns vaguely down at his right shoulder. Then, slowly, starts toppling in that direction, as if his head's momentum is enough to knock him over. Daron grabs hold of Tance's good shoulder and steadies the confused singer. Kesya blinks surprisedly, and reaches quickly out with one hand to snag Tance's clothing at his left shoulder. "Woah, you're listing." Tance mumbles tinily, "Don't feel very good...." Kesya frowns at the singer, "How not good? Pain? Nausea?" She glances up at Daron, her brow creased. "Side effect from the crash, maybe?" Daron has his scanner out and is monitoring the singer Tance, by way of reply to Kesya's inquiry, simply faints. Kesya rests one elbow on an upraised knee, her right hand still on Tance's shoulder to steady him. "Oh, geez," she mumbles as Tance passes out. Daron ohdears as Tance passes out. "he must not be used to having people be nice to him" Kesya look skeptical, to say the least. "Oh, right. Such a reaction, from people being *nice*? Gimmee a break." [Baffling as it is to Kesya, it is even _more_ baffling to Tance, and his dreams are strange as he sleeps in the Short Term Care unit. End log...]