Log Date: 4/8/97 Log Cast: Paul Nighman, Jessalyn, Shenner Log Intro: Shenner knows of no award for Most Confusing Corellian in the Galaxy, but what with the way things have been going between her and Paul Nighman, she is extremely close to bestowing such a title upon him. After telling her over a sunset picnic dinner that he does not want to hurt her by encouraging her into any kind of relationship between them, he has unexpectedly returned to the NR base... and proposed to either take her to Mandalore with him, or else come and get her afterwards if she'll wait for him on Yavin with Jessalyn. Deeply bemused by his abrupt turnaround, but overjoyed at the same time, Shenner has promised to think about what she wants to do. During the next day, as she wrestles with the simultaneous urges to act completely normal and go completely to pieces at Paul's renewed presence, Shenner watches Paul busying himself with his studies, and thinks hard about what she wants to do... not realizing that one decision has already been made for her, since General Calhoun has departed for Kashyyyk.... ---------- Paul comes virtually bursting into the barracks at a run, his eyes bright and excited. He looks around the room and spying Jessa, dashes over to her and pulls her up into his arms and spins her around excitedly. "Jessa! I got a ride! I got a ride! I'm finally going to be able to start my search of Mandalore!" he crows triumphantly. As Paul yanks Jessalyn up into his arms, she gives a start and stares at him, looking flabergasted. "Oh, that's great!" she tries to add enthusiasm to her voice, forcing a smile onto her pallid face. "When are you leaving?" Paul grins into Jessalyn's face then hugs her fiercely. "It's okay Jessa, they wanted to leave right now, but I told them that I had a date that I couldn't cancel." He draws back, smiling into her face tenderly. "I'll be leaving tomorrow morning." "You're leavin'....?" comes a low tenorish query, from across the room. Shenner has come in practically silently from the bathing rooms, clad in her big green robe, her hair damp. Paul whirls around at the sound of Shenner's voice. He smiles at her, his eyes bright with excitement. "Well, depending upon what you've decided, either -I'm- leaving, or -we're- leaving," he tells her breathlessly. Jessalyn The deepset eyes of this young human woman are rainforest green, and are lit from within with humor and compassion whenever she offers her dazzling smile. Shining dark red hair falls in unruly silken waves around her shoulders, framing her features with their wide cheekbones and smooth, pale skin not as fragile as most redheads'. She is wearing a dark green, long-sleeved shirt beneath a velvet black tunic that is belted at her narrow waist. The full sleeves are cinched above her pale, slender wrists. A blaster is holstered to one thigh, and your eyes are drawn to her best feature, upon which she wears a pair of tight, dark green pants tucked into knee-high black leather boots, both complementing the best pair of legs in ten parsecs. Paul_Nighman Paul Nighman is a tall and lanky Corellian, 6'3" with a lean, rugged, and muscular build. His face sports rugged features and a cleft in his chin. He is generally on the unshaven side - a sort of perpetual five o'clock shadow look - unless he has made a distinct effort to clean himself up. His hair is light brown with gold highlights, and there is one unruly swatch that has the tendency to fall over his brow. His eyes are expressive and hazel in color, with a green sunburst around the pupils. His skin has a naturally tanned look to it and in general he is robust and attractive. He has long muscular arms with scars and nicks crisscrossing them. His hands are smiliarly large and strong, laced with thin scars. His voice is deep, warm, and gravelly. Paul has a fairly basic attire that he tends to wear most of the time. This includes a light beige shirt, unbuttomed to about mid-chest, with breast pockets and the sleeves rolled up to just below his elbows. On top of this he frequently wears a brwon leather jacket that has numerous pockets on the inside of it. When he is being less casual, he often wears a medium green vest/jacket with brown trim and black lining. Tan breeches mold his legs and a brown leather belt adorns his waist. He has tall brown leather boots, and only those with the most discerning eyes can tell there is a knife concealed in his right boot. Hanging from the belt and strapped to his left thigh is a blaster holster, equipped with blaster. Jessalyn glances between them both, clearly overwhelmed. "Oh.. you're... both..." she trails off, and takes a step back from Paul, watching the exchange between them worriedly. Shenner's gaze flicks to Jessalyn, and she murmurs, "I.... I got... more options than I thought I did...." The kid looks rather dazed all of a sudden. Paul's hands catch Jessalyn's as she tries to pull away and turning back to her he frowns slightly in concern. "Well, I told you that I was going to invite Shen along if she wanted to come," he replies softly, his enthusiasm dropping off somewhat. Jessalyn nods slowly at Paul's soft words, and her smile widens. "I know, Paul. And I'm glad you asked her." Swallowing hard, she looks over at Shenner with a reassuring expression, giving Paul's hands a squeeze. Paul returns the pulse, and without letting go he looks back at Shenner. "Well Shen, I'm afraid you're going to have to make a decision ... 'cause either I head out tomorrow morning or we do." He watches the girl carefully, giving Jessalyn a quick side look and another small reassuring squeeze. Shenner looks between the two, an uncertain smile wavering across her face. "Uh, well... ain't even seen the General..." She shoves a hand through her hair, making it stick up in damp spikes atop her head. "Calhoun, I mean...." Paul grins at Shen. "Hmmm, well if you're coming, you'll either have to blow him off or hurry up and track the man down," he teases lightly. Jessalyn blinks at Shenner. "Oh, dear. You didn't know? He..." She bites her lip. "He went to Kashyyyk." Paul looks back to Jessalyn and shakes his head. "Man, things are happening really fast all of the sudden." The girl blinks. "Oh...." This clearly comes as a surprise to her, and she saws awkwardly, "I-I'd been kinda talkin' with him about... hookin' up with the NR, see, before..." And her gaze shifts inexorably to Paul. She grins unsurely, watching him. Jessalyn looks tired and distracted, and she slides her hands into her pockets. For a moment it seems as if she might say something to her younger friend, but she merely bends her head and moves back to allow the two to more freely discuss the matter. Paul is practically twitching with energy, but the keeps passing his glance between the two redheads in his life. Shenner adds, "He didn't leave me no message... he get called away or somethin'?" Shenner blurts. "See, uh, he was thinkin', maybe I-I-I oughtta be stationed with your or somethin', Jessa, I was thinkin' myself before about just joinin' the army, as a soldier, I mean, but then Paul talked to me and..." What she says last abruptly slows out of that ramble, and softens, as she eyes the man. ".... you really want me to come?" Feeling superfluous, Jessalyn moves to Paul's side, squeezes his arm, and whispers, "I'll see you later, I'll just go for a wlk.." And with that she tosses Shenner a warm smile. That distant look begins to creep back into her eyes as she turns for the door. Paul listens to Shen ramble on for a moment and then she asks -the- question. Paul gives Shen a serious look. "I wouldn't have invited you otherwise," he replies, "but I also think that going with Jessalyn is a good idea." As Jessalyn passes him to leave, Paul reaches out an arm, catching one of hers and frowning. "Jessalyn, wait," he murmurs, "please?" Jessalyn gives a start, blinking largely at Paul. "I just figured that you two need to discuss... this...." she says uncomfortably, but manages a smile. One of her hands has curled into a tight ball, as if she is holding on tightly to something held inside the palm. Shenner's brow crinkles as she says plaintively to Jessalyn, "Don't go....?" Her tone makes her sound very young. Ignoring Shenner for the moment, Paul takes a step closer to Jessalyn, his gaze loving and concerned. "I'm taking you out to dinner," he intones firmly. He touches her clenched hand gently. Jessalyn's shoulders wilt a little, and her eyes soften as she focuses her gaze back upon the two more clearly. "All right. I didn't mean for you to think I was running away..." She looks at Paul sheepishly, a hint of color finally rising into cheeks that have heretofore been deathly pale. Paul smiles into her eyes warmly. "No, no, that's my trick, remember?" he teases her gently, tugging on her hand gently back toward the bunk. "And mine," Shenner mutters, sheepishly. Jessalyn chuckles. "And Luke's. We should start a club." She smiles at Paul as he pulls her back to the bunk with him. "All right, dinner. I'm actually starting to feel hungry now." Shenner blinks, looking slightly taken aback. "You're... gonna go now? To dinner, I mean?" Paul turns his head curiously at Shenner's comment, his expression puzzled as he has no idea what she is refering to. He turns back to Jessalyn and grins encouragingly. "Huh, I think I should be the founding member," and then looking back at Shenner he says, "Well, maybe it would be a good idea for you to consider your options without any pressure one way or the other?" Jessalyn follows Paul's gaze toward Shenner as she goes to lean against the locker, and after a moment she looks down into her open palm, frowning slightly and looking distracted. Shenner studies Jessalyn a moment, then offers, "I'd... be happy if you two could.... be happy with one another, if you're both about to leave off to go somewhere. I don't really wanna choose to leave either of yah, you know?" Paul smiles at Jessalyn and then smiles back at Shen. "We are happy with one another Shen, everything between me and Jessalyn is aces." He gives Jessalyn another loving look and a smile. "It's just that everytime we get to talk, we either have a fight or get interupted ... so since we aren't fighting anymore, I promised her a nice private dinner, just the two of us." He then frowns at Shen's dilema. "We aren't asking you to choose between us, but to decide what it is that -you- want to do ... and remember, if you go with Jessalyn, it's not like you won't see me again ... I'll come to see the both of you just as soon as I'm done. And of course, if you come with me, then you'll see Jessalyn again as soon as we're finished." he adds thoughtfully. Jessalyn glances at Paul and smiles slightly, looking pleased, but at a loss for words herself. She bites her lip, draws breath to speak, and then frowns, not knowing what else to say. Paul looks to Jessalyn and then back to Shen. "Tell you what, we'll go have dinner, you get dressed and do some thinking ... you don't have to decide everything while we're gone, just consider your options ... and then when we get back, we can talk about it, alright?" Shenner swallows a little and nods to you both. "Yeah... I, uh..." She glances down to her hands, and adds ruefully, "I better rebandage my hands anyway." Paul frowns in concern. "Why don't you wait and I'll do that for you when I get back ... you really can't do it on your own ... it's a two hand job." Jessalyn rubs her hand across her forehead, looking pale again. She stuffs one hand into her trouser pocket and seems to rummage around, then lifts her chin, looking expectant. Shenner blinks a little, and looks for a moment as though she might argue, her gaze remaining on her hands for a minute. She then looks up, and asks you both shyly, "You'll talk with me when you get back?" Paul straightens and crosses his heart somberly. "I promise," he intones gravely. Shenner half-grins, and then looks to Jessalyn hopefully. "You too?" Jessalyn bites her lip, and nods to Shenner. "Of course, dear. I'm not going anywhere for a while." Paul beams at the resolution of the matter and says, "Well, alright then!" Offering a hand to Jessalyn he says, "Ready?" The young girl nods, then grins crookedly at you both. "Y'all go have a good dinner, then, hey?" Jessalyn takes Paul's hand, straightening her shoulders. "Yes, I'm ready," she says quietly. Paul takes her hand gently and then grinning at Shen quips, "Alright, we're off to battle some sushi! We'll take down as many of the enemy as we can and be back before breakfast," and with that, he tugs on Jessalyn's hand and head out of the barracks. Jessalyn has left. Paul_Nighman has left. ---------- Postlude: Shenner found herself disturbed as Paul and Jessalyn departed for their dinner... and couldn't quite figure out why. On the one hand, she was sure that the two having a meal together boded well for their friendship; Shen knew that she couldn't stand to see Paul and Jessalyn fighting, and any measures they could take to help that stop were good as far as Shen was concerned. But on the other hand... they hadn't asked _her_ to come with them, and wasn't she their friend, too? The young bardling settled down to wait for the two adults to return. Restlessness kept her fretful -- she couldn't play her guitar or the flutes with her hands in bandages, nor could she play the new ocarina that Paul had given her. She tried to pass time by studying the files on music on her datapad; the files on joining the NR she deleted, troubled by the unexpected departure of General Calhoun. And as the night dragged on and Paul and Jessalyn still did not return, she finally went to bed, unable to get rid of the notion that Paul's colleague Dr. Canto had unintentionally planted in her head... that perhaps Paul and Jessalyn cared for one another.... [End log.]