Log Date: 3/20/97 Log Cast: Shenner, Jessalyn, Amylynn, Paul, Luke, Tacra, Tand, Lando Log Intro: Luke Skywalker and Jessalyn Valios have returned safely to the _Black Dragon_, though the attempt to rescue Jessalyn cost Luke hs prosthetic hand and got Jessalyn a blaster wound to her leg. Shenner and Paul have esctatically greeted the returned Jess while Amylynn has tended Luke; Paul has had to comfort Jessalyn about her feelings for Luke again, and an impromptu pillow and tickle fight between Paul, Shenner, and Jessalyn has somewhat defused the tense situation. Shenner has wandered off for a dunk in the refresher, and when she returns, she finds Paul playing a lively finger-picked tune for Jessalyn on Shenner's own guitar... ---------- You walk into the Crew's Quaters on the ship Crew's Quarters--Black Dragon These crew quarters are a place for the crew only. This is where they relax and sleep, as well as other various tasks that may be necessary. Contents: Paul_Nighman Amylynn Jessalyn Lelila's Bunk Obvious exits: Main Corridor Shenner, looking quite rumpled of clothing but nevertheless quite clean, comes wandering in with a towel around her shoulders. Shenner pauses at the entryway, grinning as she finds Paul playing her guitar. Jessalyn glances at the doorway and grins at Shenner. She holds her hand out to her, still listening acutely to Paul's music. Amylynn slightly sways to the music and smiles happily in her seat. Paul looks up at Shen's entry and gives her a smile and a look that seems to ask, "This okay?" but he doesn't speak for fear of breaking the spell of the music. Shenner just bobs her head to Paul, and promptly pads to where she'd left her two flutes on one of the bunks. The kid unbags the silver flute, and, upon plopping down onto the bunk in question, begins to warm it up without making notes yet. Jessalyn's eyes smile, brightening her features, and she draws her knees up to her chest again, rocking slightly as she listens. Noticing Shenner grabbing her flute, she smiles even more widely, anxious to hear them play together. Luke stirs amid a shroud of blankets. One leg slips lengthwise down the bed, creating a rippling there, and a soft grunt can be heard emanating from under the mound. Amylynn listens to the music and checks her Bio-scanner, it beeps quietly some readings from the remote on Lukes arm. Amylynn turns to Luke and watchs a smile on her face shows she wants to see how he is but wants him to wake up on his own. Jessalyn glances over, her smile fading somewhat as Luke seems to stir from his sleep. She nods to Amylyn, biting her lip, then turns her attention back to the two musicians. A birds nest of sandy blonde hair peeks out from the blankets, blue eyes blinking hazily. Luke croaks, "Wha.. what time is it?" he pushes himself up onto an elbow. Amylynn looks at a chronometer "Ummm 20:31 Luke how ya feel?" Shenner smiles over at Luke, lowering the flute a bit and saying to him softly, "Hi!" Jessalyn glances over again as Luke speaks, pushing her tangled her hair from her face. "Luke..." Paul smiles over at Luke, but keeps playing, "You don't look so bad," he teases lightly. Luke squints bleary eyed at the faces about the room, "I feel like I ate some bad moonglow." he works his tongue inside his mouth as if it's full of paste, "Ugh.." he moves to a sitting position, placing booted feet upon the floor. The blanket piled up around his shoulders. From within that woolen barracade he groans, then blinks at his lack of hand, "Oh." Amylynn gently places her hand on Lukes shoulder. 'Sok, I fixed up what i can and you'll have a replacement in no time." Shenner promises across the flute, "We'll keep it down..." But she does blow a little more lightly, beginning to join the silver flute's voice to the guitar as Paul plays. Jessalyn's eyes fill with worry as she watches Luke sit up, and she seems anxious to move. But she simply sits with a stony expression, hands clasped tightly in her lap. Luke glances over at the street rat, "No it's ok Shenner." he says, rubbing the side of his head and patting down a a lock of hair jutting out, "It sounds good." he smiles. Shenner flashes Luke a bright-eyed grin across the flute and settles down to play in earnest. Jessalyn finally settles back against the wall again, her long legs crossed on the bunk in front of her, and she pulls the blanket up over her lap as she lets her attention drift back to the music. Luke stares at a spot on the floor for a long moment before snapping back into reality, "Um.." he peers at the door, "We're going to Coruscant?" he rubs an eye, "Why do I feel funny." he squints at Amylynn. Amylynn nods slightly. "We should be heading there now. I gave you just a small bit of cordon to numb the pain and help you rest, and the bacta patch may have made you sleepy. Nothing That won't wear off in about thirty minutes. Something that may be a nod comes from Luke. He pulls the blanket tighter with his left hand and watches Shenner play for a long while, smiling faintly toward Jess while the street rat hits a crescendo. Finally he says, "Will you be staying with us Shenner? What are your plans now that we're out of danger?" Jessalyn notices Luke's gaze, and returns his smile, then raises her brows at his question and turns an expectant eye on Shenner, obviously eager to hear her reply as well. Amylynn puts her comlink to her lips and whispers something. Shenner blinkblinks, and lowers the flute, startled. "Oh... well...." She smiles, perhaps shyly, and shoves a hand through her hair as she considers and says, "I, uh, ain't really _got_ any plans." Paul's eyes travel over to Shen curiously. Jessalyn smiles widely and winks at her younger friend. "You know you're welcome to come with us, Shenner." Her voice is welcoming and pleading at the same time. Luke hmm's softly, glancing at Paul as well, then Amylynn, "You're all welcome to join us. The Republic that is.. If that's what you want." his gaze settles on Paul, "Of course you and I have some work ahead Paul." Paul finishes the one piece and then begins another one. This song is simpler, not nearly complex as the other two. However, he plays it with great emtion and sensitivity. It is a somewhat sad piece, yet the guitar work is strong and determined sounding. Luke adds as punctuation to Jess, "Yeah. We'd love to have you around Shenner." Paul nods at Luke, his eyes moving back between the blonde man and Jessalyn. Amylynn walks over to Luke and removes a small Bio-scanner remote from Lukes forearm and clips it in her belt. And stops and thinks a second at the offer. "I guess I will Join you Luke. Hmmm Since I seem to patch up all the cute general men in the Republic." Paul begins to sing along with the guitar music. He has a surprisingly nice tenor voice in contrast to his usual deep speaking voice. He sings softly, enough to be heard, but not enough to be intrusive. Luke smiles and replies amusedly, "Oh I'm not a General." Amylynn thinks quickly "Well two outa three isn't bad. Shenner grins at Amylynn lopsidedly, then adds, lowly, "I... was aimin' for New Republic space. When I left Belsavis." Her gaze shifts to Paul as she says this, and she speaks a trifle distantly, watching him sing as she does. Back to Luke and Jess, then, she says: "I-I guess I'm already _with_ yah, what joinin' is there?" Jessalyn's gaze drifts back towads Paul as his voice rises into a song, and she smiles at him as she leans back onto a pillow, hands folded over her belly. Like the dust, that settles all around me I must find a new home. The ways and hopes that used to give me shelter, Are all as one to me now ... But I, I would search everywhere, just to hear, your call And walk upon stranger roads than this one in a world I used to know before I miss you more .... Paul's voice sings, with a little touch of sadness and a lot of determiniation. Luke smirks at Amylynn and hunches his shoulders so the blanket nearly envelopes his head. "Well I meant after we get back and all.. I mean you -are- free to go wherever you like, be that helping the Republic in some form or fashion.. or.." he glances at the Corellian, "..other things that interest you." Amylynn presses a button on her armor and light whirl is head and parts begin to move aside and split the torso,arms and legs. Amy steps out of the suit of power armor in a pitch black bodyglove. "Ahh that feels better" Paul's voice continues onto the second verse ... Than the sun, reflecting off my pillow, Bringing the warmth of new life And the sounds that echo all around me I caught a glimpse of in the night Shenner trails off into silence as she listens to Paul singing. The kid's eyes widen a little as she takes in the sound of his voice, then, she starts as Luke goes on. She tells him, "Oh... you mean, like, joining the... working for the NR?" Jessalyn stares down at her hands, frowning as she listens to the song. Amylynn removes the body glove showing a bodysuit underneathe and flops on her bunk and lets out a sigh of relife. Luke nods to Shen, although with the blankets up around his shoulder, it's difficult to see, "Yeah, that's what I meant." As Paul rounds into the next chorus he looks at Jessalyn and Luke alternately, his voice ringing true and pure. Oh but now, well now I've lost everything. I give to you, my soul. The meaning of all that I believed before escapes me In this world of none, no thing, no one ... Jessalyn's eyes lift slowly as she senses Paul's gaze on her, and she pulls her own blanket up over her chest, suddenly chilled. Shenner murmurs, "I ain't... sure I'd know what I could do." Her gaze drifts back to Paul, and, slowly, she lifts her flute again, sliding its notes in among the guitar chords once more. Amylynn looks toward Luke and smiles "Where ya think they'd put a gal like me? Luke seems caught up in Pauls song momentarily, his expression blank, but his eyes containing some flickering intensity as he watches the man, "We all have our strengths.." he replies distantly to Shenner, his eyes still focused on Paul. Paul continues singing, his voice growing a touch ragged at times ... And I would search everywhere, Just to hear, your call. And walk upon stranger roads than this one in a world, I used to know before. But now I've lost everything, I give to you, my soul The meaning of all that I've believed before Escapes me, in this world of none. I miss you more. Paul closes his eyes as he finishes singing and bows his head as if it were weighted. His hands keep playing the melody on the guitar, softer and a touch less defiant now, but he does not sing any more. Jessalyn bites her lower lip, her eyes intense and shaded as she stares hard at Paul, as if afraid to look elsewhere. When the words fade she closes them and lets out a long sigh. "That's beautiful.." Luke says softly, "What is it?" to Paul. Shenner lowers the volume of her flute's pure tones, but keeps playing, as Paul does. She, like Luke and Jessalyn, stares at him, but the girl's gaze is strangely soft and shy. Paul looks up at Luke his eyes a little haunted, but otherwise normal. "It's the first piece of music I ever wrote," he says softly, his hands still playing the melody over and over again. Luke breaks his gaze to answer Amylynn, "Oh.." he rubs the side of his head again, "..well you were trained as an Imperial Trooper. I'm sure you'd fit into our military nicely, if that's what you want." he adds quietly, "In our military, people have choices." Jessalyn looks for a minute as if she might say something, and she lifts a hand to gesture. But she stares in shock at the hand, amazed that it's trembling, and plants it firmly in her lap, moaning soflty as her gaze wanders over toward Luke. Amylynn grabs her blaster rifle from her belt near by and a small laser scalpel the scalpel blinks to life giving off a dim light and she begins to ettch a small design in the rifle it is three square blocks with a circle on the stacked top block. She then sighs and begins to add detail. It's odd to see an expression soften and brighten at the same time, but Shenner's does, as Paul confesses to having written that piece of music. The flute almost dies off into silence, but she keeps it going _just_ enough for the tone to linger subliminally in the air. Paul glances over to Jessalyn and then back to Luke and sighs softly, with the ever so slight hint of frustration. Tacra picks this perhaps inappropriate time to come loping in, her gaze, as usual, absently on the floor. She stops as she hears the trailing, whispery end to the music, and glances around with a puzzled expression. "Is there anything you -don't- do Paul Nighman?" Luke says, amusedly with a crooked grin. Amylynn whispers in Corellian as she laser ettches the symbol on her rifle "Peaceful me peaceful day, Never use in angers way." Paul looks back to Luke and his eyes crinkle a bit. "Probably, but then I imagine whatever it is probably isn't worth doing." At Tacra's entrance, Shenner does start out of what appears to have become a rapt dazed. The kid looks round, and upon seeing who's come in, she blinks a time or two, the light in her face abruptly dims down into uncertainty. "Um, hi Tacra, I owe you an apology," she abruptly announces, her tone turned suddenly gruff. Luke snorts, "You know.." he turns that crooked grin on Shenner, "Shen here made you out to be a sort of.. bandit." Jessalyn sits with hands trembling in her lap, and finally decides to let her gaze fix on the far wall, lips pursed tightly together. Luke adds, "I don't get that impression of you at all." Paul then shifts gears and starts to play a more cheerful piece, quite different to the almost mournful one that he just finished. Paul gives Shen a grin, both at her statement to Tacra and what she must have told Luke. "Well, the rumors of my attitude have been greatly exagerated ... usually by myself." Jessalyn can't help but chuckle, and she gives Luke a sidelong glance across the room. "Shenner also described you as 'tall', Luke." Amylynn turns off the small scalpel and accually leaves a artistic design in the rifles stock and she places it in her holster. With a quick motion she replaces the scalpel in it's pocket and looks to the group silent and thinking. Amylynn holds up a finger "And Han said you were less trouble than he was." She grins at Luke. Luke laughs, for probably the first time in a long while, "Me? Tall?" he laughs again. Shenner protests, distracted all at once, "You're taller 'n' _me_, Luke!" Amylynn looks at you for a moment. Jessalyn giggles, her eyes shining as she sees Luke laughing. "It brought me a good chuckle, too, Skywalker." Luke peers at Amylynn, "Oh he had that right. I'm nowhere near Solo's status of troublemaker." he grins wryly, hunkering down into the blanket. Paul continues playing, a soft happy look coming into his eyes. Amylynn sighs a bit "Blah, Either way it's Starr who's gotta patch ya up when ya get tore to pieces. If Tacra's expression turned somewhat shocked at Shenner's statement, it turns even more flabbergased at what Luke said next. "A /bandit/?" An amused smile creeps across her lips, and she casts a grin at Shenner. "I dunno whether to consider that a compliment or not." She bobs her head at the girl, cheeks now colouring a bit. "No 'pology necessary." Luke smiles faintly, "And I appreciate that too. I can hardly feel the hand now, but.." he shrugs under the mound, "I wouldn't have asked for the painkillers. I had it under control.. sort of.." he grins sheepishly toward Jess. Shenner smiles wanly to Tacra, then mutters, "He's okay, for a Corellian," stealing a look at Paul. Paul grins at Tacra's confusion, his gaze then settling on Shenner. He looks at her with affection and a certain amount of pride. Amylynn gives Luke one of her trade marked BLAHS "Blah, I figured ya would , it's the weakest stuff i had. You should be over it about now." Jessalyn pushes herself off the bunk and walks barefoot across the deck to settle down next to Luke. She touches his arm, looking calm but worried. "You always have everything under control," she says with amusement. "Are you okay?" Tacra takes the few steps to her bunk, flopping into it with a slight sigh. "So what, you were all singing campfire songs or something?" She glances at Luke, brows furrowing. "Arm's okay?" Amylynn turns over and sighs, and mutters "Does no one listen to the doctor? His arms gonna be fine but will they listen? No... don't trust the Impie chick I guess." Luke lets the blanket slip off his shoulder slightly as he turns to Jess, "Never been better." he replies. Shenner, having gotten her burst of apology off her chest, settles down once more with the flute and blows through it very softly, listening to the others. Amylynn kicks her feet up on her bunk and stares at the ceiling. Paul gives Amylynn a wide grin. "Amylynn, I've watched you work with quiet and impressive efficiency. I never doubted that his arm would be fine ... that's why I never even asked." Jessalyn smiles, looking more relieved than even she expected. "Good," she murmurs, and squeezes Luke's arm again. "I'd hate to feel even guiltier than I already do." Amylynn smiles and awnsers Paul "Of course, I had some of the best training to be had. I was surpised myself, Cybernetics was normal my weak area." Luke sighs toward Jess, "You don't have to feel guilty." he looks down, "I've forgiven you for endangering yourself by coming along. I.." then looks back up at her, considering his words, "..it's alright." he finally says, with a nod. Paul catches Luke's words and his expression drops slightly. Jessalyn frowns as she watches Luke speak, and swallows hard. "But I do feel guilty." Her gaze drops down to his ruined arm, the shadowed look coming over her eyes again. Luke places his left hand on her arm and squeezes gently, "Don't be." his words soft and bright. Jessalyn looks up and glares at Amylynn briefly, but then her cheeks flush and she gazes down at her lap, removing her hand from Luke's arm. Amylynn looks to Jess nicely and smiles. Tand steps into the quarters area giving everyone a brief nod as he walks to his bunk. Paul lets the current piece of music end and then puts the guitar down and crawls out from the bunk, stretching his arms. He looks at Jessalyn and Luke, his eyes a little sad and frustrated and then he seems to reach a decision. "Well, I'm sure you guys need some peace and quiet, so I'll get out of your hair." Shenner's gaze follows Paul as he gets up, but she keeps playing her silver flute, very softly. Jessalyn frowns at Paul as he rises, and she shakes her head slowly. "Don't go..." Amylynn jumps out of her bunk and back into her armor and it closes around her small frame with its light whirl. Paul looks down at Jessalyn's words, torn between what he thinks is the right thing to do, and the power that her soft request has over him. He leans against the bunk casually and smiles down at her. "Okay." Tand glances at Shenner as he passes by, smiling a little at her lite tune. Upon reaching his bunk he grabs the top part and hops up. Amylynn grabs her comterminal and walks to the door. "Excuse me gonna make a transmission to My father." Amylynn disaapear into the hallway. Amylynn walks into the Main Corridor of the ship Amylynn has left. Jessalyn frowns, perplexed, as she watches Amylynn leave, and then she looks at Luke. Jessalyn says, "Did I miss something?" Luke just shrugs, "I dunno." Tand glances at the others as he reclines back, letting out a restful sigh. Paul leans under the bunk and picks up the guitar and then sits back down and starts to retune it idly. Shenner trails off the flute as Paul begins to retune the guitar, and she says musingly into her resulting silence, "What's Coruscant like?" Luke sheds the blanket he had been wrapped in and rubs the back of his neck with his left hand. He notices Tand and quirks a brow at him, as if he is about to ask a question, then answers Shenner after a moment of thought, "Coruscant?" he purses a lip thoughtfully and lets half a breath out. "I hate it." he replies simply, with a touch of a smile. Shenner blinks. "Why?" Paul starts to play the guitar again and his voice sings in soft and husky tones. The guitar reflects the tone of his voice, sweet and plaintive ... Tand mumbles, "Too much city." Tacra rolls over on her cot, propping herself up on her elbows as she listens to the conversation between Shenner and Luke. Luke um's, continuing to rub his neck, "I don't know really. It's so overbuilt I guess.." he fumbles with the words. "Most people think it's beautiful, but all I see are buildings.. very little grass.. It's just.." he shrugs, "Encroaching to me." he doesn't seem satisfied with his answer. Jessalyn chuckles at Luke and Tand, nodding her agreement. "There are fewer trees on Coruscant than there are on Tatooine." Luke grins at Jess. Jessalyn blushes a little and grins back at him. "But at least Tatooine is natural. Beautiful, too, in its own way..." Luke snorts, "Some say.." he mumbles amusedly. Shenner smirks and murmurs, "Probably beats all the mist and the heat in Plawal." She trails off again, looking thoughtful, her attention drifting back to Paul. Tand folds his pillow in half to allow a better angle to watch the group as he lays there quietly, listening. Paul sings softly ... Everybody loves you, and they want to know your story, I remember how I spent all my energy and time with affected conversation, Luke clenches his jaw, placing his right arm under his left in a gingerly folded manner, "I dunno.." he says distantly, "I hate living there. If I had a say in the matter, I would have asked the government to locate somewhere else." he looks over at Shenner, then Jess, "Just bad things there at one time. It's unsettling to me. Not so much that it's overpowering but.." he blinks, "..keeps me up at nights sometimes." Tand idly listens to Luke and then asks, almost unconciously, "What's the Palace like?" Luke raises his eyebrows, as if he didn't expect this question, "Oh.. well it's big." he smiles. Shenner looks back to Luke as he speaks on, and takes all this in, ponderingly. The kid's nose wrinkles at the word 'Palace', and she abruptly looks slightly uncomfortable. Tand smirks, "Made to suit an ego just as big." he comments dryly, obviously about the former Emperor. Jessalyn rests her chin in her hand, looking thoughtful as she listens to the conversation. Paul's voice trails off as he seems to lose the lyrics. The music plays on, but he frowns slightly at his lack of memory for the words. Luke adds as an afterthought, "..good restaurants though." Tand grins slyly, "As good as that place on Palahni?" he says to Luke. Tacra seems a bit bored, but then, she often does. She does seem to be listening closely though, as much as she's fiddling with a loose thread on her mattress. "Many markets though, touristy areas?" It's almost obvious by the question what sort of environment this skinny pickpocket grew up in. Luke grins as recollection dawns, "Not quite as good." he answers with a half smirk. Tand smiles over at Luke, "Thanks again, for everything." his eyes flicker towards the ceiling, staring at it dreamily. Luke glances over at Tacra, "Um.. yeah, well.. there is just too much of everything it seems. I'm not much of an architect, so the beauty is lost on me." he shrugs marginally, once again looking like he's not pleased with his answer. Jessalyn looks worriedly at Paul, a question in her eyes, and she beckons him closer to her with one hand. Tacra chuckles under her breath, her slender fingers tugging at the loose thread on the mattress. "Yeah, we still have a towel or two from that place." Luke grins, "So they treated you well?" he answers Tacra, then glances over at Tand. A thin smile spreads across Tand's face as he listens to Tacra. He remains quiet, allowing Tac to do the explaining. Paul stops playing and looks over at Jessalyn. He stands up slowly and ambles closer to her, a question in his eyes. Tacra nods emphatically, allowing herself a cocky smile as she returns Luke's gaze. "Oh /yeah/. We got a room that night, actually slept in a real bed, the whole shebang." Jessalyn leans up to touch Paul's shoulder as she whispers to him. Tacra looks rather like the cat that ate the canary as she speaks. "Couldn't leave without a few 'souvenirs' to mark the occassion." Luke chuckles lightly, "Well I'm glad." he says succintly. Paul looks back at Jessalyn, his expression a touch confused and bemused. He leans back to her, whispering. Jessalyn just shrugs, and manages to toss Paul that bittersweet smile again. "It's nothing, I'm sorry." Tacra's eyes narrow, and she casts Luke a suspicious glance, though she still holds a bit of that cocky smile. "What'd you tell that guy, anyway?" Luke allows a smile then rubs his mouth, like he's trying to get rid of it, "Uh.. just that you two were visiting Royalty who had lost your luggage. I made a vague reference that you.." he says, nodding toward Tacra, "Were a silent owner in the hotel, and Tand was your brother the Duke of.." he shrugs, "..somewhere.." Paul leans away from Jessalyn, his expression thoughtful and still a touch bewildered. He looks at Luke, a stray comment from earlier coming into his head. "Hey Luke," he starts... Luke turns to Paul, "Yeah?" Tand quirks and eyebrow as he looks down at Luke, mouthing quietly, "Duke?" he asks in a curious tone, "He actually bought that?" "If you guys are off to Coruscant, then where did you want me to start .. with Grathix? And on Mandolore, or someplace else?" asks Paul. Luke grins, "Well I.. did some other things that made it seem more believable to him." Paul thinks for a moment. "And how do you want me to get there?" Tacra can be heard cackling softly to herself at that, her chuckles muffled as she rolls onto her back again. "Ah, that's rich!" Putting her feet up on the bottom of the bunk atop her, she gives Tand's mattress a little push. "Hey, you realize I'm going to have to call you 'Duke' from now on." Luke considers Pauls question, "Hmm.. I haven't thought about this much. Getting a ship isn't a problem. I can ask, and as a last resort, Lando has some friends.. Um. I guess we go to Mandalore first and try and meet up with Grathix." Luke turns wryly toward Tacra, "And he'll have to call you Duchess." Paul stands up and nods. "So when is this going to happen? When do you want me to leave?" he asks softly. Shenner trails the flute off into silence once more, and turns her full attention to Paul and Luke; her brow furrows. "I can't go anywhere until I have another prosthetic fabricated." Luke answers, "If you like, you can wait for me, or go on ahead, once we reach Coruscant." Tacra points her index finger at the young Jedi. "Hey. You never said they thought I was a Duchess, just some royal-type co-owner. Duchess sounds gastly." Tand glances down at the bunk, as if eyeing Tacra through the mattress. He considers for a moment then looks to Luke once more, about to ask something but stops, watching Paul and Luke. Luke smirks at Tacra's seeming outrage at the title, "Get used to it your highness." he replies. Paul leans against the bunk, seeming to decide to punt this conversation for perhaps another time. He nods somewhat distractedly. Tacra snorts to herself, rolling her eyes. "Gawds, that's almost as bad as Pr--nevermind." Luke stands, placing his left hand at the center of his back and turning to over do a flourish toward Tand and Tacra's bunk, "I dub thee Duke and Duchess of Palanhi." he chortles lightly. Tand leans over his bunk to shoot Tacra a glance, he chuckles, "You a Dutchess? What-ever." he looks back at Luke, nodding slightly with an open hand, "Ah, thank you good sir." he imitates one of those neat british accent Imp officers have. Paul nods again and straightens himself, his eyes looking a touch uncomfortable. "Yeah, well we don't have to decide right now, I'll check in with you later when you're feeling a little more like yourself." He gives Luke a strange sort of crooked smile. Tacra's eyes widen, and she shoots Luke a scandalized glance. "Of /that/ mudheap? Urcgh!" She falls back onto her cot with a comical sigh, but promptly gives Tand's matress another foot-shove as she hears his snooty voice from above her. Luke turns to place the same left hand on Pauls shoulder, "Plenty of time to plan it." he murmurs toward him, then smiles to the group, "I think I'll go check on Lando and get our ETA." Paul nods at Luke and says "Yeah, later is fine." Paul gives everyone in the room a vague sort of smile and then starts to head for the door, this time with intention of leaving. Luke follows Paul out. Paul_Nighman walks into the Main Corridor of the ship Paul_Nighman has left. Tand frowns as his mattress is unkindly pushed up by Tacra's foot. He waves over to Luke, "See ya later." Shenner looks after Paul herself, but stays where she's sitting, at least for now, her forehead crinkled in bemusement. Luke walks into the Main Corridor of the ship Luke has left. Tand rests his head back upon the pillow then punches the mattress below him, he mutters to Tacra, "Quit the foolin around silly, I'm going to /try/ and rest." Tacra casts the bunk above her a puzzled look. "I wasn't doing anything. Must've been the fleas in your pyjamas acting up again." Tand curls his lip into a snarl, but can't help resisting to laugh at the joke. Frantically he covers his mouth, mumbling, "Real funny, Tac the Dewbac." A sleepy mumble comes from Tacra's bunk in response to Tand's joking. "Yeah, you only wish I'd carry you about, Your Laziness." Tand smirks, "Shaddup." he offers back, lightly. "Nite Tac." he says after a brief pause. Jessalyn limps over to her bunk and sinks down on it, looking tired and pale. She rubs her wrists and glances over at the others bantering lightly at each other. Shenner rises off the bunk she's on, and, after a moment's thought, pads with flute in hand over towards Jessalyn. Jessalyn smiles wanly at Shenner. "Hey, there, kiddo." She ruffles her hair playfully. "You okay?" The room is silent for a few long moments, nothing heard but soft breathing. But then, a soft mumble out of the jumble of blankets on Tacra's bunk: "G'night Duke." Shenner smiles gamely enough. "I missed yah," she murmurs to Jessalyn. Tand's eyes shift down, he shakes his head with a grin. Tand glances down at the others, then rolls over and drifts off to sleep. Jessalyn smiles back at Shenner, scratching the back of her head. "I missed you guys, too," she says ruefully. "Did you survive without me?" Shenner, as everyone either leaves or drops off to sleep, keeps her voice down, but still grins a bit. "It's been... tense... but now you're back, you and Luke, and that's better." Jessalyn sinks back on her elbows, sighing. "Yeah," she mumbles. "I wonder what will happen to us all now." She swallows hard, glancing across the room. Shenner sits beside you on the bunk, and offers, "Won't... you and Luke and the Princess and Winter and General Calrissian... um, well, do NR things?" She considers. "Or find General Solo, maybe." Jessalyn touches your arm, frowning. "I don't know," she says honestly. "Luke is no longer in the military... and I..." Panic flashes in her eyes for a moment. "I don't know where he'll go after this." The tone of her voice betrays her fear of separation, and Jessalyn stares hard at the opposite wall. Shenner wraps a bit more of her own arms about your own, and asks earnestly, "You gonna go with him anyway?" Jessalyn tightens her grip on your arms and looks at you. Pausing thoughtfully, she finally sighs and shakes her head. "I.. I don't know. I'm not sure how I could.. -not- go with him." She frowns. "I suppose that if he doesn't want me to... I won't." The girl considers this, looking both interested and unnerved, as if the ideas you're discussing are somewhat frighteningly new to her. "You should, uh, ask him, maybe?" The lashes lower over Jessa's eyes, as if to hide the emotions there. But she looks at you forthrightly, reaching a hand to brush the lock of hair from your forehead. "I'm afraid to ask him," she admits. Shenner loops her arm around you, and murmurs sheepishly, "I think I'm startin' to know how that feels," she says, very softly. "Oh?" Jessalyn pulls you closer against her, resting her cheek against your hair. "It's not easy caring for people, is it? I mean... it hurts sometimes. I wonder if it would be easier at times simply not to care." The girl lets herself be hugged, and it's almost as if she's eight years younger than she really is, the way she leans against you. "Not easier," she murmurs. "Different." Amylynn walks in from the Main Corridor of the ship. Amylynn has arrived. Amylynn jumps outa her arm and passes out on her bunk Shenner and Jessalyn are sitting quietly, the younger redhead being gently hugged by the older, and they murmur to one another. Jessalyn rocks Shenner gently in her arms, and she manages a chuckle. "Different, I suppose." She shifts her weight to a more comfortable position, but keeps her arms around you. "I've never regretted caring about you, y'know." Shenner looks up, and smiles, wonderingly. "I... still ain't sure about the 'why' of that, yah know..." Jessalyn smiles broadly, and reaches to stroke your cheek. "Does there have to be a why? " Shenner half-smiles. "You tell me. I ain't never... well, like I told Paul, I ain't never had nobody, at least... not since Mom died." Jessalyn nods slowly. "I understand. I was an orphan too, you know." She looks at you contemplatively. "I made some mistakes when I tried to fill that part of my life. I think I was trying too hard. I wanted those things I had never had, and didn't think about what I was giving up in the process." Paul_Nighman walks in from the Main Corridor of the ship. Paul_Nighman has arrived. Shenner blows out a breath. "Don't really much... miss what I had before," she murmurs to Jessalyn softly. Paul wanders in, his face a little strange and looks around the room to see who all is still about. Jessalyn is leaning back on the bunk with her arms around Shenner, looking thoughtful and talking to her quietly. Shenner considers, then adds, "Well... in a way, at least, it was less scary and safer pretendin' to be a boy--" She cuts off, as the door whishes open, and looks up; at the sight of Paul, she blinks a bit, suddenly shy of eye. Paul ducks his head slightly, stepping into the room. "Sorry, don't mean to interrupt," he mutters softly, as he walks across the room toward the bunk where the guitar is resting. Pointing at it he asks, "Shen, mind if I borrow your guitar some more?" Jessalyn strokes the girl's hair absently, and glances over at Paul as he speaks. "Sure," Shen answers promptly, then frowns at herself. "I mean... naw, I don't mind." Lando walks in from the Main Corridor of the ship. Lando has arrived. Paul nods his thanks and picks up the guitar. "Well, I'll get out of your hair now," he murmurs softly, and turns around, almost colliding with Lando. Jessalyn sits up a bit more in the bed, arm still about Shenner's shoulders. She chuckles as Paul and Lando nearly collide. "Don't be in such a rush to leave us, Paul. We don't bite." Paul flushes slightly, his expression uncertain. "Well I didn't want to intrude on your personal conversation." he mumbles. Lando grabs Paul's arms to avoid falling and chuckles softly at Jessa's, "Sorry about that Paul. I was just looking for Amylynn is she around?" Paul blinks and looks around, pointing at bunk where the woman is lying. Shenner smiles hesitantly, but doesn't say anything, yet. Jessalyn eyes Paul for a moment, then she narrows her eyes suspiciously. "Paul.. tell me something... I saw that look in your eye when you sang that song earlier... what were you up to?" Lando gazes over at the bunk and nods. He walks over towards Jessalyn and Shenner and states in a soft voice, "Could you tell her when she wakes up that all arrangements have been made and that the medtechs will be waiting for her father as soon as he touches down?" Paul turns to look at Jessalyn and a slight blush seems to creep up from his neck. He shakes his head, as if to deny her suggestion that he was up to anything. "I just wanted to play that song," he mutters softly. Shenner blinkblinks, looking between the General and Jessalyn, to see whether the Major will respond first. Paul's voice distracts the kid's gaze, though, and she suddenly speaks up with, "Hey, Paul... you sing good." Paul's gaze shift to Shen and he smiles a little at her compliment. "Thanks Shen, I don't get to do it much these days." Jessalyn nods in response to Lando's request. "Of course, I'll be glad to tell her." She looks back at Paul, disappointment clear in her eyes, and she shrugs nervously. Lando smiles warmly at Jessalyn and nods, "Thanks Jess." Hopefully, Shenner asks, "Think... we could play together, more? Before, uhm, well, you go to work for Luke?" Paul nods and sits himself next to the kid. "Oh sure, that doesn't look like it's going to be happening any time really soon ... I'll probably be around for at least a few more days," he ponders absently as he checks the tuning on the guitar. Jessalyn cranes her neck, trying to peer past Lando and Paul to eye the door expectantly. After a minute she sinks back again, adjusting her embrace around Shenner. "No problem, Lando," she murmurs softly, then glances at Paul. "You just wanted to play that song, huh?" she says to him. Paul glances up at Jessalyn and then quickly back again. "Well, it's a very special song to me, and so I thought it would be appropriate to share it," he replies, but there is something odd about how he uses the word "special" ... as it were not a good thing really. Shenner says, in a tone rather far too enthusiastic for Paul's declaration of delayed employment, "So you're not going?" Then, after a beat, "Oh, well, uhm...." She trails off, then, looking between Paul on her one side and Jess on her other. Jessalyn's eyes cloud over again, and she frowns. "Share it with.. whom, Paul?" Lando looks about the three awake people, "Maybe I should go check in on the Lady Luck, see how she's holding up." He says in an apologetic tone to no one in particular. Paul looks up again first to Shen and then to Jessalyn. "Nope," he replies to Shen, "yer stuck with me for at least a little bit longer." To Jessalyn he eyes her for a moment before replying, "Do I really have to spell it out?" obliquely. Paul glances at Lando, and seems almost relieved that the man might be heading out, as if he were trying to keep up a good front to Lando. "Ah well, sure Lando, if you wanna." Shenner starts to beam at Paul's reply to her, but then, as the conversation Paul's started with Jessalyn starts up around her, the kid shrinks a bit, uncomfortable. Jessalyn looks over at Lando, trying to get his attention with her eyes. "Don't leave because of us," she says in a light tone, which abruptly changing into a mocking one as she looks back at Paul, "And yes, Paul, it would be nice if you could be straightforward for once." Paul gives Jessalyn a pained look, his eyes flicking sideways to Lando and then he pulls himself together and looks at her boldly. "Alright, then I'll be direct ... I played it for you and Luke. There, you satisfied?" Lando hesitates a moment, unsure of what to do. After a moment of looking between Jessalyn and Paul he turns towards Jessalyn giving her a reassuring grin, "I really have to go make sure that nothing got jostled up too badly on the Lady. I'll be back shortly." Paul doesn't look at Lando but echo's Jessalyn's earlier words, "Please Lando, don't feel you have to leave on my account ... have a seat." he offers pleasantly, but his eyes never leave Jessalyn's. Jessalyn seems to shrink back into the pillows. She doesn't say anything but her eyes grow bright with sudden tears as she returns Paul's level stare. Breathing erratically, she tightens her hold around Shenner, and finally blurts out, "Why? What good does it do, Paul?" She turns her pleading glance at Lando, cheeks flushing with shame. Shenner blinks, and blurts, "Ah, hells... Jess... he meant well, honest! Don't cry..." Awkwardly, the kid hugs the older redhead. Paul continues to stare at her, his face betraying no emotion. "Obviously it didn't do any good at all," he replies evenly. "Obviously it was a mistake." Jessalyn clings to Shenner's shoulders, glaring past her at Paul. "Obviously my very presence on this ship is a mistake. You all should have just left me with that Sithlord bastard." Lando blinks a few times and nods towards Paul. He backs into the nearest bunk and sits gingerly by it's edge, glancing at Jessalyn looking a bit worried. Shenner flicks a glance at Paul, and visibly winces at his response as well as Jessalyn's. Abruptly disengaging from Jess's hug, the kid backs off from the bunk, and, white-faced, whirls and flees the room. [Aghast by the argument between Jessalyn and Paul - for it has, for Shenner, ruined the joyful attitude of the day - Shenner flees through the ship till she gets to the engine room, the best place she can think of to hide in so that no one will find here. There she stays, angry and upset, until Paul finally does locate her...] You release the catches on the access panel, set it aside, and squeeze yourself into the narrow confines of the engine room. The Engine Room--Black Dragon This section contains the hyper and ion drives, repulsorlifts, and the variousshield and power generators used on the ship. Although designed for more ease ofaccess than previous models, space is still very limited and you find yourselfsqueezing your way past the bulkheads as you examine the machinery. Obvious exits: Entry Area Paul_Nighman walks in from the Entry Area of the ship. Paul_Nighman has arrived. Paul's face breaks into an expression of relief when he finally finds Shenner, and he pauses at the doorway uncertain how he should approach her. Scowling vociferously, Shenner might be spotted inspecting one of the control panels as if trying to sear its details into her brain. Paul walks up to Shen slowly, not wanting to startle her. He comes up behind her and then softly asks, "Shen? Why did you bolt?" The kid looks up, not startledly; perhaps she heard you come through the hatch. Still scowling, she says tautly, "Because I didn't want to listen to a fight." Paul pauses behind her, his hands hovering near her shoulders, uncertain whether or not to touch her. "Oh" He looks at the back of her head. "That's it? You just didn't want to hear me and Jessalyn disagree? Why are you so upset then?" "That wasn't a disagreement," Shenner tells you, not looking around. "That was Jess startin' to cry, and you..." She pauses, and still doesn't look around, before continuing, "You gettin' all closed off again." Shenner lifts a slim hand, tracking her fingertip around a readout on the panel, and avoiding buttons. Paul lets his hands fall to the panel next to him. "Well, Jessalyn wasn't crying because we were fighting ... she was crying because she's got a broken heart. And me?" He pauses, struggling for the right words, "well, I put a lot on the line and it was all for naught, and I couldn't stand it, her pushing me like that with Lando right there, like I was gonna pour my guts out in front of him." His voice cracks a little, with strain or emotion, it's hard to tell. "Well," mutters Shenner lowly, "I didn't want to watch that, either. Not like I can help, anyway." She flicks a look at you, over her shoulder; her brow has crinkled at the sound of your voice. Paul's face looks strange, like he was holding himself in very carefully, only small chinks in his armour showing the emotions boiling under the surface. "No, I suppose I don't blame you." he croaks in a low voice. Shenner frowns, and turns round to face you, studying the cast of your features. "Ah, hells, Paul... if it means anything, I really liked hearing you sing..." Paul's face eases slightly, the pressure removed for the moment. He smiles at Shen a little crookedly. "Well, thanks, I really like to sing, but don't get much opportunity really ..." Shenner's mouth curves in an answering one-sided quirk of a smile. "You got a real... nice voice," she says softly. Paul looks at Shen and his lips quirk up a bit. "Yeah, you said that," he teases her. "It's okay I guess." "You do!" the girl insists. "And... you _wrote_ that..." Her face softens somehow, and there's a slight confused quirk to her head now, as she gazes up at you searchingly. "I never met anybody who writes music before." Paul smiles at her enthusiastic impression of his decent enough singing abilities. When she refers to the song though, he takes a deep breath, pulling a few internal strings tight, closing up the gaps, and says, "Well, yeah, that was something I wrote when I was pretty young ... practically a kid." He looks around the engine room, his eyes not settling anywhere. "I haven't written anything in a long time," he mutters, almost to himself. Shenner chews on her lower lip a moment, then, asks simply, "Do _you_ wanna talk about it?" There's a slight emphasis on the pronoun, as if the kid's perhaps aware that the phrase usually comes from you to her rather than this way around. Paul seems to be getting himself under control until you ask that. He jerks slightly and looks at Shenner's face, scowling slightly, but not at her. He faces one of the panels and places his hands against it, leaning slightly. "I, I don't think that's a good idea," he says diplomatically, staring at the random controls in front of him. 'Oh,' Shenner thinks, and it's clearly visible in her expression, along with a touch of disappointment. Shen then offers, timidly, "I got an extra hug lyin' around, if you need one..." Paul continues to stare at the controls not seeing Shenners face. "It's fine," he murmurs softly, "Really, it's nothing ... ancient history, not worth dredging up ... but thanks for the offer kid." His voice sounds pretty light and dismissive until he reaches the end. Then the tone gets a little tight and distorted. Fingertips lightly brush between your shoulderblades, and, a moment after, Shenner's slender young arms try to wrap around you, to offer a gentle hug. "You sound like you need a hug anyway," she remarks quietly. At Shen's touch Paul stiffens and a slight tremor runs through his system. He abruptly spins around slamming his back against the panel and staring down into Shenner's face. His eyes look almost panicked. "Shen, wait, no! I can't do this!" He remains pressed against the control board behind him, his hands bent at the elbows and pressing backward as well. The kid's face falls, and she pulls back from you a little, protesting uncomprehendingly, "What, you can give out hugs, but you can't take 'em?" Disappointment starts creeping across her eyes. But she doesn't quite retreat from you completely. Paul blinks in the darkness, his eyes looking nearly black in the dim light. With his teeth slightly clenched he replies very carefully, as if were trying to measure the weight of each word ... or as if each word might accidentally cut him. "I'm sorry Shen but I -can't- do this ... not now ... not ... I," he falters, and breaks eye contact. "I need some air," he rasps as if he were actually thinking of taking a step outside the ship. He struggles to pull himself under control, furious at his lack of discipine. Shenner's face falls further, and at that, she _does_ pull completely away from you, averting her gaze. "I just wanted to help," she mumbles, crestfallen. "Like you do me. Sorry if I ain't wanted." She turns, and moves ahead of you out of the hatchway. [Shenner does not stay away from the engine room long; she starts to go back to the cargo bay, to get her blanket and pillow and go to crash in the crews' quarters, but the same impulse that led her to try to hug Paul leads her to return to the engine room to check on him...] The reopening of the access hatch heralds the return of... well, Shenner, as the kid's voice reaches ahead of her into the engine room, meekly. "Paul... if you're still in here... I'll go sleep in the crews' quarters if you'd rather be alone... I just thought I'd say... if you wanna talk, I listen pretty good." Paul is sitting on the floor of the engine room, his knees drawn up to his chest and his arms laying utop them. His head his hunched forward resting on the combination. His eyes are narrowed and he is obviously doing some hard thinking. Shenner pauses a beat, then adds, even more quietly, "I got my pillow and my blanket if you wanna get some sleep you can have the cargo hold to yourself... I, uh, I just thought I'd ask." Another pause, then. Paul looks up at the girls voice and he just sits there for long while. Finally his voice breaks out of the darkness of the room. "Don't move on my account," he says, his voice more normal and even, "unless of course you would prefer to sleep elsewhere, which I would completely understand." He doesn't even touch her offer of a bent ear. "I'd prefer," the kid says softly, a measure of ragged tension entering her tone, "knowin' I ain't makin' you unhappy. I didn't like seein' you unhappy at Jess and it's even worse seein' you unhappy at me." Paul doesn't move from the floor but you can tell that his gaze is sharply fixed upon you through the shadows of the room. "You don't make me unhappy Shen," Paul replies a little raggedly. "I do a good enough job of that all on my own." He pauses. "It's not your fault," he says firmly, "it's me .... I just couldn't break for you, and I was afraid that I was going to." Shenner sighs, and is silent for a few moments after you speak. At last she says, "Funny. All this time I been pretendin' to be a boy, and I ain't sure whether men cry... they sure as hells don't in Spaceport Row and Mos Eisley, unless they're drunk." She gives a low hoarse laugh. "Dunno whether I seem to be good at it just 'cause I'm a mixed-up kid or just 'cause I'm a girl." A pause. "I ain't... askin' you to cry for me, Paul, I mean... ah hells, you been tryin' so hard to make me feel better, I just thought, it's about time somebody tried to make you feel better, y'know?" Paul swallows a lump in his throat that he thought he had just tamed. His voice is raspy as he speaks. "Where I come from, men don't cry ... not so anyone sees." His voice betrays the strain of his admission. "I did it once in front of someone else," he adds, his voice cracking, "and I can't ever do it again." He takes a deep breath and lets it out on a ragged sigh. "I know that's not what you're asking for, but you have to understand ... no one, well no one has ever cared ... ah," he growls, fumbling over his words, "no one has ever tried to make me feel better, so I really don't know how to respond." "Well," Shenner offers, "I ain't exactly thinkin' there's a reference manual for this kinda thing... but maybe you can start by tellin' me whether you need some company or whether I should just get outta yer face?" She leavens her last few words with a little roughly gentle humor. Paul leans his head back against the circuits. He finally manages, "I don't even know if I can answer that ... I don't consider myself to be fit company right now, nor do I want to be alone." The latter part of his answer costs him, uncomfortable in admitting even that much vulnerability. Shen murmurs, "Didn't ask yah if you were fit company, pal, asked yah if you needed some." And she adds, "I'll... stay in here with yah, if you like. Or we can get some sleep?" Paul nods, but it is uncertain what it is in reference to. After a long moment he slowly gets to his knees and then rises and walks torward the door, the light of the hall illuminating is gradually emerging form. "You tired?" he asks her. Shenner nods her head, but her gaze is level and clear. "Yeah. You?" Paul_Nighman says, "Kinda ... I dunno, more burnt out feeling than actually sleepy."" Shenner abruptly smiles up at you as she sees you separate from the shadows. "Well, c'mon, then. Get some rest. It's hard work havin' redheads bawlin' on yer shoulders all the time, I bet." Shenner, still holding onto her pillow and blanket, smiles again, then steps out through the hatch. You pull yourself through the access hatch and out into the entry area. You quickly replace the panel and latch it into place. Rear Corridor - Black Dragon You gaze into the Entry Area for the YT-1300 Black Dragon. This is a nexus to the various areas of the ship. The Cargo Bay to the port, Engineering to the aft, and the Main Corridor to the fore. Obvious exits: Airlock Cargo Bay Engine Room Main Corridor Paul_Nighman walks in from the Engine Room of the ship Paul_Nighman has arrived. Paul shuffles his way toward the cargo bay, giving Shen a quick side glance. Maybe it's just your imagination, but you could of sworn he just grinned at you a little. "Yeah, I should remember to bill Luke for my services as ship's morale officer." Shenner brightens at you, as she turns to open up the hatch into the hold. Once this has been done she tosses the pillow and blanket down before her, and waves you down. "There you go." Paul watches the pillow and blanket fall and grins slightly as he remembers the pillow fight earlier. On a spontaneous impulse he suddenly feels himself wheel around and grab Shen up in a bear hug. "Thanks," he manages to rasp softly. Shenner is startled, but only for a moment, and she hugs you back tightly even as her feet come a bit up off the deck. "Any time, Paul," she answers back, equally soft. Paul holds Shen to him tightly for a moment, revelling in this unexpected opportunity. A slight shudder runs through his frame before he releases his grip. He merely smiles at her for a moment, his face tired and worn, but less strained that it had been mere moments before. He then climbs over to the hatch and lowers himself dowm the ladder before her. Paul_Nighman walks into the Cargo Bay of the ship Paul_Nighman has left. You grab ahold of the access handles on the floor panel and lift it away, setting it carefully to the side. You lower yourself into the cargo bay. Cargo Bay--Black Dragon This is the main cargo bay. All ship's cargo is kept here. Contents: Paul_Nighman Obvious exits: Entry Area Shenner clambers lithely down the ladder behind you, and stoops to retrieve her dropped bedding. She smiles, and offers, "Rest well, hey?" Paul gestures to her guitar and flute, "I brought them back earlier," he notes randomly and then begins to mess around with his stuff, putting books and papers away and rearranging his "bed". He looks up and smiles crookedly. "You too." The girl smiles... and settles down in a curl of gawky limbs under her blanket, and red head on her pillow, positioning herself so she can see you, or at least the side of the nook you've made among the packing crates. "Goodnight," she murmurs softly, and falls into silence... and into the beginnings of slumber. Paul stops his rustling for a moment and leans against the boxes and wondering what the hell he has gotten himself into now? He shakes his head and softly replies, "Sweet dreams," before undressing and settling down for the night himself. [End log.]