[Intro]: Kevlan Sharr and Bernadette Marshall have gotten themselves stranded in one of the odder remote corners of Estenar: a secluded valley, filled with countless tiny flowers, with a surprisingly powerful effect on their senses. Warned by Kevlan's tiny niece Fanna that they had to go into 'a secret place' and 'be careful,' the two Singers nevertheless brave the odd flowers to find another surprise in the heart of the valley, a small silver sculpture with a symbol atop it, which Kevlan identifies as a symbol for his patron goddess, the Star-Lady. Seemingly having grown into a believer in the Lady herself, and convinced this is the sign they needed for Kevlan to ask Her for his voice back, Bernadette urges Kevlan to sing. And shyly, he complies, testing the ability of vocal cords that have gone mostly unused for nearly a year. To Bernadette's delight, his voice sounds almost normal. But the Singers tarry too long in the valley, and the flowers soon swamp both their minds, leaving them dizzy and dreamy. The pair fall asleep in a tangle of vines, yielding to the place's peculiar form of enchantment.... ---------- Utter silence... utter darkness. Air as warm and thick and sweet as a scented blanket. And with soft flower petals and grasses underneath for bedding, one could sleep for hours... and hours. Lose oneself in the heady, peaceful stillness... and let time pass. Kevlan sleeps, his arms curled lightly over Bernadette's smaller form. Bernadette also sleeps, lying on her side facing Kevlan, her hand clutching the front of Kevlan's shirt possessively even in her slumber. Kevlan after a time - how long a time, he has no idea - lifts open heavy eyelids. Where is he.....? Bernadette continues sleeping heavily, not stirring a muscle. Kevlan slowly becomes aware of Bernadette curled against him, and smiles fuzzily. Mmm. _She_ is here... it must be alright... shouldn't it? His brow furrows, as he tries to remember. Bernadette cuddles a little closer to Kevlan, still soundly asleep, her fingers flattening against his chest. Kevlan concentrates, and with an effort, brings one hand up to gently smooth disheveled hair out of Berni's peaceful face. Pretty, he thinks... and after a few long moments of further effort, finishes, .... Berni. But... wasn't there something.... he should remember? Maybe he should ask her... but she's sleepin'... shouldn't... wake her up.... Bernadette turns her head slightly and slowly opens her eyes, peering at Kevlan's face. Oh, good. HE's here. She smiles and moves her hand up to loop comfortably over his shoulder. Kevlan starts to smile, tenderly. "... Ber.... ni," he mumbles slowly. Then, with satisfaction, "Berni." He studies Berni's face in rapt fascination, watching her awaken. Bernadette raises her eyebrows and looks back at Kevlan, a little more alertly. She opens her mouth and...uh...she knows him. She closes her mouth again and swallows, her lips parting once more, blurting "Kevlan!" in one rush. She smiles smugly. Kevlan giggles a little, and thinks, finally asking, "'Sat what... Ah'm... s'posed t' membah....?" He doesn't move, though. So warm and soft lying here in the vines. He was having the nicest dreams.... Bernadette frowns a little "Remember?" She searches her memory...or as much of it that's functioning...and shrugs. "I don't know." Kevlan blinks at himself. Dreams? He frowns vaguely, considering the images of... someplace else... in his memory. Different places, only faintly perceived, and far away... but still, shouldn't... he... they... be there? He murmurs to Berni, "We... s'posed t' be heah...?" Bernadette turns her head ever-so-slightly to look around before looking back at Kevlan. "Where...else would we be?" Kevlan starts to frown, seeming mildly worried. "Ah... dreamed... someplace.... othah people... " Bernadette blinks and shakes her head slowly. "Only you an' me..." Kevlan protests, "Ah'm... sure... Ah seen 'em... other folks...." Bernadette frowns as she concentrates for a few moments then shakes her head again, more firmly. "Only you an' me...always," she says with more conviction. Kevlan looks sleepily at his companion, confused. "But... mah dream... Ah saw... rocks...?" Bernadette sits up, almost regretfully, and brushes some leaves aside. She picks up something and shows it to Kevlan. "Look, here's a rock..." Kevlan stares at it muzzily, before finally shaking his head in disappointment. "'Sdiff'rent... bigger rocks... pretty... " Bernadette looks at the rock in her hand and tosses it aside with a shrug, "Jus' a dream." Kevlan lifts a hand to his head, scrubbing the back of it across his eyes. "No... Ah... 'membah... us bein'... someplace else... " Bernadette smiles patiently at Kevlan, as if humoring him. Kevlan moves his hand, then blinks slowly. That was it. "Ah 'membah... we... hadda go... " He tries to sit up, unsteadily. Bernadette frowns again. "Go where?" she whines, apparantly not willing to leave the forest. Kevlan looks around, anxiously, scanning the trees as if he seems to think he might find his strange dream-place between them... (What's wrong with him? He should just sit down, surely... ) He makes it into a sitting position before doubling over again, dizzily, and he mumbles huskily, "Godda g'home... " Bernadette protests "We are..." looking around herself again, as if to confirm it. The forest is unchanged, deep, peaceful shadows dotted by the pale flowers, air thick and soft with their scent. Nothing is different... Bernadette nods resolutely, repeating "We _are_ home.." Kevlan ... silly Kevlan... tries to stand, and totter away from Berni... Bernadette frowns. "Where you goin'....(what's his name again?...oh!)...Kevlan?" Kevlan wanders a few feet away. "Godda g'home," he insists, anxiously. Bernadette whines "But we ARE..." She climbs unsteadily to her own feet, although she doesn't move from her spot. Kevlan reels, as the continued activity makes him dizzy. "Don't... feel right," he mumbles. Bernadette pouts, mumbling to herself. Kevlan finds his gitar lying not far away, and stares at it for several long minutes, in shock, before he looks around for Berni. "Ah 'membah this!" Bernadette folds her arms stubbornly across her chest, then, as if making up her mind, stumbles after Kevlan, grumbling the whole way. Kevlan scoops up the instrument tenderly, starting to smile again. "'Membah this. Mine. Ah-Ah-Ah-Ah sang with it... " Bernadette frowns at the pieces of wood and steel strings, recognition not flickering across her features. You say "Ah-Ah-Ah-Ah sang... an'... Ah-Ah-Ah was s'posed t' come heah... t' sang... l'il bitty youngun said so... 'membah?" Bernadette frowns deepens. "Cain't have no more younguns." She shakes her head. Kevlan's smile wavers, but he insists, "'Membah... " After a moment, he triumphantly produces the name. "Fanna... got th' starlight... " Bernadette blinks, the name apparantly not meaning anything to the smaller Singer. "Starlight in th' sky..." she mumbles. Kevlan finishes solemnly, "Gotta git back t' Fanna." Bernadette balks, eyes wide. "An' leave HOME?" Confused by Bernadette's reaction, Kevlan pauses. "Well... she... ain't heah," he says uncertainly. Bernadette frowns again. "Where is she, then?" Kevlan falters over that question. He remembers... a place. A house. But getting the words for that place seems strangely difficult, and he finally says lamely, "Someplace.... else... " Frowning again...something she seems to be doing a lot of lately...Bernadette thinks. She doesn't want him to leave her...so... "Okay." She says. Kevlan smiles crookedly, and nods. And starts happily, "Godda g'home..." He trails off, turning slowly around as he tries to figure out _how_. Why can't he think better? So hard to think... he finally points, in a direction where the flowers grow slightly less thickly clustered. "Thattaway." Bernadette looks back over her shoulder regretfully as she trails along after Kevlan, not certain they should REALLY be leaving... Kevlan clutches his gitar contentedly as he ambles off, at an extremely slow pace. "Find Fanna," he repeats with satisfaction. -*- (How long has he been wandering? He isn't at all sure... it is easy, very easy, to completely lose track of time. And with the shadow-shrouded trees surrounding him on all sides, it is even easier to yield to the temptation to simply _stop_... for if all things are the same in every direction he looks, why should he move? It takes a massive effort, but he forces himself to remember scraps of dream, of a weathered, cozy house, and a small child's face, full of solemnity, and starlight. He is certain he remembers another place, too, busier, wilder, full of reverberant music and tumultuous weather. The memory of a glimmering black surface of... something... almost soapy to the touch, and soaked with the heat of a rising primary, lingers about his fingers, making them itch with longing. He _knows_ he was there. And _she_ was, too... he needs to get her back there. Another niggling memory reminds him that she needs it, more than he. He occasionally turns to look at her, and sees her trudging along just behind him, delicate face screwed up into frustrated confusion. She looks so tired... but she can't rest, not yet, he can't let her... ) Bernadette's eyes look hollow and dazed, ringed darkly with bruised- looking flesh. She plods along, almost mindlessly behind Kevlan, whining from time to time (when she can remember she's not comfortable), "Can't we sleep?" She then whimpers when she's gently, but firmly denied this luxury, and continues putting one foot in front of the other. "That's... it... c'mon, Berni honey..." "Jus' wanna sleep..." is all she mumbles in response to the encouragement, though she doesn't alter her slow, yet methodical pace. Kevlan shuffles around yet another tree, squinting through the gloom as he chooses yet another path through the seemingly endless tangle of foliage and flowers. He pauses to hold the way open for Berni, pushing the vines aside so that she has a clear route through, so that the flowers don't touch her. He is no longer quite certain why, but he half-remembers that she needs to stay away from the tiny blossoms. She passes Kevlan, through the opened route he has provided from the foliage, takes a few more steps then--just stops. She takes one steadying step forward as Kevlan bumps into her from behind, but she just....stands there. Kevlan frowns, then awkwardly shoves his way around Berni to look her in the face. "Berni... honey... godda keep goin', c'mon..." He shakes his head for a minute, looking more than a little dazed himself, before steadying the battered gitar now dangling from its strap off his shoulder. Getting no response out of her, he asks again, "Berni?" Slowly, Bernadette drags her eyes to Kevlan's face and says in a small voice, "I cain't go no more." Vaguely, she looks away and appears to inspect their surroundings. "Where are we?" Uh-oh... Kevlan studies his sweetheart, worried by her increasingly languid face, and even more worried when, as he casts an anxious glance around, he realizes that this corner of the woods looks little different than the one they left. (He can't tell her that! They have to keep going... to get back to... home! Yes, home!) "W-w-we're closah t' wheah we godda git, honey... we cain't stop... Ah'll carry yah, c'mere now...." Hopefully, Kevlan moves to scoop Bernadette up in his arms. Bernadette docilely watches Kevlan step forward and hook his arms behind her back and knees, offering no resistance to his actions...yet not offering any assistance, either. She keeps her hands folded neatly in front of her and blinks stupidly. Out of the blue she says earnestly, "Wanna sing th' white crystal, Kevlan." He blinks, at that, and seems galvanized, hastily shoving the gitar on its strap around behind him as he lifts the groggy young woman up into his arms. "Ah-Ah-Ah know, honey," he blurts raggedly, as he staggers off again. "Ah'll git yah t' th' crystal, Ah promise...!" (She remembers! As if inspired by her plaintive declaration, he sees more flickers of dream-like memory behind his eyes: images of Berni, her voice rising in harmony with a pale rock face's song.) Kevlan clings to Bernadette's slight form, holding her to him protectively as he makes his unsteady way through the forest. Vines are ripped by his passing, delicate petals trod upon, smashed... but still he keeps going, whispering to her huskily all the while, "Gonna git you home, honey... we're gonna sing, you an' me..." He does not know when his mumbled assurances slide into song: small snippets at first, familiar lyrics, well-known measures he's sung a hundred times before with his beloved. His voice wavers breathlessly, but slowly, every so slowly, gains confidence, purity and volume. (He remembers now. He came here to sing... and it seems oddly fitting, now, that he should sing to get home again. She needs to hear his voice, to know she's safe, to know he'll be ready to sing with her when they get home once more....) Bernadette's lips move unconsciously, accompanying Kevlan's singing silently, her brown eyes glazed and not really seeing where they're going...until her body jerks as she blinks and she wriggles free of Kevlan's arms, landing lightly on her feet. She looks at Kevlan (or does she?) and hollers "Gotta go! Storm's a-comin'!!" She stoops and appears to pick up something from the ground, although her hands are still empty, and lists to one side, as if carrying something heavy with that arm, while she slings an unseen instrument over her other shoulder. Again she looks at Kevlan and urges "C'mon! It's gonna be a bad blow! Mach!!" before, with a surprising speed, she sprints off through the trees. Kevlan's exhausted mind halts for a moment as Bernadette vanishes, absolutely taken aback. (Wha... where's she going... no, wait! We have to get home...!) His vision blurring slightly despite his stubborn attempts to maintain awareness, he staggers off after her, in pursuit. "Berni! No... wait, Berni, we hafta go outta the flowers!" Trees. Vines. Flowers. But no sign of Berni...save for the trampled path she's left behind in her passing...and even that is beginning to spring back slowly, as if striving to erase any evidence of the Singer's presence. Faintly, though, her voice floats back to Kevlan's ears--she can't be TOO far ahead: "Where's my sled?! I coulda sworn I left it here..." Louder...almost a bellow, "KEVLAN! Someone took the _Gold!!_" (The gold? - The Gold! _Harvest Gold_... Kevlan remembers with an effort, as his mind wrestles slowly with its lingering haze.) As Kevlan continues trudging along the path in the direction of Bernadette's voice, the density of the flowers appears to be dwindling, the blooms loosely clumped here and there as opposed to the thick blanket that had been apparent deeper in the forest. Half-numbly, Kevlan peers at the opening paths through the underbrush, and his spirit lifts unaccountably - he needs to get Bernadette to go that way, out of the flowers. But where'd she go? Still unsteady on his feet, he half-staggers, half-runs after her, trying to pinpoint the direction of her voice. "Berni! Berni honey... wait f'r me...!" Bernadette is cursing fluidly, yelling every once in awhile about claim jumpers and if she ever finds out who took her sled, there'll be hell to pay... She sounds like she's a few yards ahead, through a particularly thick stand of trees, still out of Kevlan's line of sight...but she definitely sounds a lot closer now. "Fardling claim jumpers!! How DARE they?" Stomping sounds can be heard, now, too, as Kevlan closes in on Berni's location while she continues to shriek at the top of her lungs, ranting and raving. Kevlan catches up with her at last, and cries, "BERNI!" as he fumbles to catch her, to spin her around to face him. "Berni honey, listen t' me, we ain't on Ballybran...!" Kevlan struggles to sound as firm and urgent as possible. (Gotta talk sense into her... we gotta get outta here... ) "AHHHHHH! AHHHHHH!!! I'll kill ya, ya stinkin' jumper!!" Berni screams as she starts pummelling wildly, only about 10% of the blows actually contacting with any part of Kevlan's body. "Lemme go!! Kevlan! Kevlan!!! Help!" she shrieks. Kevlan grunts, the wind knocked out of him, as his sweetheart's flying fists get in one good blow to his midriff. "Ber*gasp*ni...! 'Sme! 'Sme!" (Oooooh... head's spinnin'... gotta stop 'er... ) "Berni, lissen t' me!" Bernadette keeps on hollering, apparantly not hearing or simply not listening to Kevlan. "Where's my sled, you slimeball?!" she shrieks, trying to draw forward a cutter that's there only in her mind. "It's on *ow* Ballybran, honey - please, Berni... lissen... " Groggily, Kevlan tries to scoop Bernadette off her feet again, remembering that it worked the first time. And he's gotta get her out of here.... "HEYYYY!!!! HEY!!!" Bernadette slaps at Kevlan's hands and arms as he tries to get a hold on her to lift her, "BRUTE!! CLAIMJUMPER!!! Get away!!" Kevlan cries anxiously, "It's _me_, Berni! C'mon, we godda git home...!" Awkwardly, he tries to pick her up, to haul her away. With the nearby flowers still blurring his senses slightly, picking up the smaller Singer is not nearly as easy as he'd like. "HELP!!! HELP ME!!!" Berni's eyes have widened to the point where it's a wonder her eyeballs don't simply pop out as she finds herself draped over Kevlan's shoulder, staring upside down at his back, her legs held as firmly as Kevlan can manage in front of him. Her screams renew themselves with a fury "Kevlan!! KEVLAN SHARR!! Help me!!!!" She pounds on Kevlan's back. Kevlan staggers under Bernadette's weight... Lady Bright, but his head hurts. Determinedly, now realizing he can't waste energy trying to bring Bernadette back to her senses, he stumbles off in the first direction he sees that doesn't have flowers. A series of screams and furious shouts drifts out in the two Singers' wake, as Bernadette continues her loud protestations, kicking her feet, pummelling her fists and wriggling her body. Repeated solid blows start bringing tears of pain to Kevlan's eyes, but stoically, he hangs onto the flailing Bernadette, stumbling as best he can through the trees. She's gotta wear herself out soon... gotta... keep going. As expected, the force behind Bernadette's punches and kicks diminishes as she tires, her voice hoarsening with each additional scream until she's only half-heartedly patting Kevlan on the back and twitching her feet, her audible exclamations barely more than a raspy croak. (Star-Lady, but it'd feel real nice t' jes' lay down a bit... no, he can't.... gotta save her.... ) Kevlan nearly falls over with relief as Bernadette's blows weaken... and nearly falls over again, as he starts spying wider and wider areas free of the pervasive flowers. Exhaustedly, he trudges onward.... Bernadette's struggles come to a complete halt with an exhausted moan and a thorough relaxing of all her muscles. She hangs limply over Kevlan's shoulder, arms and head dangling along his back. Good, Kevlan thinks to himself in a dizzy rush. Somehow managing to cling to both Bernadette _and_ the gitar, he continues on his way, focused now on the single purpose of getting himself and his sweetheart out of the flower-infested forest and to someplace else, someplace safer. Even after the trees begin to lose their bloom-bedecked vines in earnest, after the air returns to a more normal scent and weight, Kevlan staggers on. Exhaustion, now, rather than the flowers' effects, numbs his mind, and the single thought that remains in his consciousness is Home. (Home is where the heart is... don't need a mansion... anywhere you're with me...) His feet choose his direction for him. Gradually, moonlight and starlight begin to penetrate the canopy of leaves high overhead; he squints at the unexpected brightness, his Singer's eyes tearing over in pain that he stubbornly blinks away. He has to see where he's going. He has to get Home. (Starlight... the very substance of the Lady. Fanna has it... he remembers wanting it, long ago. He can almost fathom what the little girl must see and experience... it tugs at his own dreams, particularly here, in the wilds, where the Lady herself might walk. But it's the child and not he who went fey. It's the child who has the Lady's blood in her. The starlight. Could he have it, now, with the symbiont in his own blood? He doesn't have the starlight, but he does have song...) He sings, occasionally lifting his gaze from Berni's cradled form to the stars that appear between the treetops. Far less conscious of the words he sings than of the sentiment behind them (Lady guide us home/illuminate our path), he gives what voice he can to it. If he asks Her nicely surely the Lady will show him the way Home. All his strength goes into the singing... and into the walking. His voice echoes, rolling down ahead of him through the trees as he stumbles down out of the hills. It is his voice that heralds him, at last, to the equally exhausted Orynn Sharr and his other two sons - that wakes the child Fanna, curled up in the front seat of the skimmer she helped her grandfather and pappa and uncle retrieve. Waiting where Fanna - after snapping awake, frantic, in the middle of the night, sobbing about her Uncle Kevlan getting lost - had stubbornly brought them, the Sharrs hastily run to intercept their kinsman. "Lady showed us th' way home, Pa," Kevlan mumbles, smiling beatifically, as first his gitar and then Bernadette's crumpled form are gently removed from his grasp. Kevlan, collapsing, is placed into the back seat with his beloved; Fanna, jubilant, clambers into his lap and falls instantly asleep. And Orynn, staring first at his tiny granddaughter and then at his youngest son as he himself gets into the skimmer, shakes his head wearily. Nah. He can't have seen a glimmer of starlight.... [End log.]