"Devotion in the Dark" Log Date: 2/24, 3/9, 3/10, 5/12/01 Log Cast: Kaiulani, Benja, Ronan (NPC emitted by Kaiulani) Log Intro: For the last many months now Kaiulani has been living in a kind of stasis, caught between the strictures imposed upon her by her cousin and Decemvir Sarojin to uphold her responsibilities to her family... and her increasing fascination with the mysterious guardian who has shadowed her most of her life, and who has now begun to reveal himself in maddening glimpses. She has attained bits and pieces of knowledge about her nameless protector -- the sound of his voice, the fact that he can sing, his ability to acquire or even make lovely things for her, a secret place where he is likely to hide. And most captivating of all, how it feels when he kisses her. The problem is, she knows only how to find him in a dark tunnel... and so she has never seen his face. Nor has she managed to win from him his name, though she has discovered that he knows hers. And she has yet to feel his thoughts within her own. Reason tells Kaiulani that at least in some respect, her cousin is right -- she is obsessed with one who is almost more enigma than man. It has made her withdraw from contact with her kin and her guards; even her sister Alamoana has seen very little of her as Kaiulani haunts the Korallion, her thoughts preoccupied by her shadow-guardian. It is almost comforting, especially in the wake of disturbing rumors about the state of things between Sarojin and Okalani, mother of his heir and the High Priestess of Pasiphae. More and more, it begins to seem to Kai that she must eventually choose between her kin and her protector, and she no longer knows which of them is truly the more dangerous... *===========================< In Character Time >===========================* Time of day: Night (Dawnside) Date on Aether: Sunday, November 28, 3907. Year on Earth: 1507 A.D. Phase of the Moon: Waning Crescent Season: Fall Weather: Clear Skies Temperature: Warm *==========================================================================* Not that, technically speaking, she's really _happy_ about Sarojin having returned to Pandion waters -- after all, the circumstances about which she's heard recurring rumors aren't exactly pleasant -- but, well, Kaiulani is _happy_ about Sarojin returning to Pandion waters. Her guards aren't, but the impetuous young maiden has managed at last to figure out exactly what mix of imperiousness and diplomacy to accomplish to keep them at a distance and give her the breathing space she so sorely craves. Every so often, on the forays she's made out into Haven the last many weeks, she's glimpsed Sangwyn's dark figure keeping tabs on her... but as long as he does it from a distance, she tells herself, she's _fine_ with that as well. Tonight, though, she's waited until that late hour when she's almost certain her guardsmen must be asleep. Vigilant they are, but they're not omnipotent. Tonight, Kaiulani streaks out into the ocean in a blur of pearlescent white, dimmed only by the thin halter she wears. Some modicum of caution keeps her from heading straight to the cave where she'd last encountered her mysterious guardian, on the off chance that Sangwyn might rouse himself to follow her... But even via a convoluted route, that is exactly where Kaiulani is going. Neither is Benja ominpotent, or at least he does sleep once in a while. And tonight, he has chosen the caves to take his rest. Well, in truth, he's chosen it quite a few times in the vain hopes that a particular little maiden will find her way back to the secret entrance he last shooed her through. There is a small pool just off to one side of that entrace, it is refilled with every rising of the tide, and is long and wide enough to allow the shark hunter to sleep in the water, comfortably protected on every side by rock. It could probably fit three or four people comfortably, but he is the only resident. Outside it's a clear night -- but the crescent moon that floats in the sky is a minimal one at best, and it does little to augment the light of the stars. Inside the tunnel, however, even that dim wash of light doesn't reach very far. Wading up out of the chill surf, Kaiulani pauses there in the darkness, hands stretched out to try to feel her way. _Waters! How can the Lirites live in the lightless depths?_ Cautiously she advances, slipping along the rocky crevices that form the outermost reaches of the tunnel. One bare foot splashes into the very edge of the trickles that lead into the pool where the hunter is taking his repose... though a trifle more apparent is the small noise of self-directed annoyance the maiden makes at herself. Clumsy! Only the softest sounds of tripping waters announce movement within the otherwise still pool the young woman happened to disturb. Hair slicked back against his head as it breaks the surface, he listens more carefully for the sound he thought he heard which woke him from his drowsy half sleep. It is the patter of her delicate little feet upon the cold hard stone that brings the smile to his unseen face. His song soft enough to attempt to keep from startling her, and holds a sultry rumble as it echoes quietly off the walls about her in a tune now familiar to them both. A flash of an even purer white than that of her skin is the smile of Kaiulani as that voice rises up out of the gloom. She freezes against the rock against which she'd slipped, and then her voice rises up to join the hunter's own -- soprano striking a sweet euphony against the baritone. For a few moments she loses herself in the sung chords, but she cannot suppress a breathless whisper of greeting for very long: "Hello...!" It is an easy tune to get lost in, especially given the voices involved and the passion that hides within each note. "Hello, Pandion Kaiulani," rasps the quiet voice from the direction of the pool. "I was not sure you would come back." Simple words, yet the sincerity is evident, and it shows no lacking for the masculine essence of the waiting man. A hand is extended with more trickling sounds of water, finding her foot with gentle fingers. The back of his hand can be felt then against her ankle as he opens his hand to assist her down into his pool. "Come..." The maiden who dives freely through the ocean waves is not quite so agile upon rocks, but she is just as fearless. She hunkers eagerly down, her own hand seeking out the one she can feel against her skin, freely trusting in its guidance. "Well of _course_ I was going to come back," she answers, her voice still pitched in that giddy, conspiratorial hush. barely louder than the splashes that herald her slipping down into the water. "I had to find the right time... even though my cousin's gone home my guards are still here and I have to elude them...!" Benja moves enough to give her room to come into the water. It is shallow enough at this portion to stand easily on the bottom, reaching to about mid-chest on the shark-hunter. The liquid laps softly against flesh, swirling about her as she joins him. "They did not follow you?" He asks, though he does not seem all that interested in it. Far too distracted by having his lady love back with him again in seclusion. The smile can be heard in his voice, "You enjoy evading them, don't you?" he teases her good naturedly, voice low and rumbling softly. He keeps a respectable distance from her, for the moment. Here, too, Kaiulani must try to feel her way. Her feet find the bottom easily enough, but her hands are still seeking input -- and one of them is loathe indeed to release the hand of her protector. "Well, granted," she admits in smug tones, "I only had to elude Akane and Sangwyn tonight because my sister's distracted Ronan, and Sangwyn's the tough one, but I didn't see him as I came out tonight. I looked! And I picked a long route to get here." Laughter bubbles in her whispered words as she draws a little nearer, abruptly curiously demanding, "Can you see when it's this dark...?" Confusion edges the voice of the man as he responds, "No. Can you?" Thats an odd question when there is no light to see by. Her searching hand inevitably finds purchase against the bare skin of his chest, defined ridges rising to meet her delicate fingers. He had no doubt that she would be clever if she returned. She has always been an adventursome one, and quick in mind, from what he could tell. Strong webbed fingers keep a firm grasp upon her own, until she decides to let go at least... and perhaps a little longer afterwards too. The Children of Water are tolerant of the cold, but even when standing chest-deep in a night-chilled pool, flesh is warmer than stone or sea-foam. Kaiulani pauses as her free hand comes to rest upon that strongly muscled chest. "I," she begins, and her voice goes a little hoarse as she does so. Then she swallows and tries again, "I was thinking about the Lirites on the way here... Lirites swim in the darkest depths." A beat, then her voice wings up again into mischievous triumph. "So you can't be a Lirite, if you can't see in the dark...!" More confusion, "They can see in the dark?" Not that he really knows what a Lirite is, but hey. His belly ripples in reaction to her touch, shivering with its own reaction to the sensation of her fingers upon him. Inhaling softly he chuckles, water racing down his chest from his hair as he shakes his head a bit. "I no Lirite.. no thi.. I no think." He corrects himself mid sentence. Still not at top notch with the spoken language. She's very near now -- the displacement of the water, the way she draws the hunter's hand up to be held between them, and the sheer closeness of her voice all signal it. "Well, you'd probably be able to tell," Kai answers wryly, words spilling out of her a little overswiftly, for she's quite conscious of the connection between both of her hands and the figure just before her in the pool. "They're practically fable, but they _are_ still our people -- and there's even a-a couple in Haven, I met one! Her eyes glowed..." Unconsciously she leans just a trifle closer, straining to see, without success. "You can't be Lirite," she decides, "your eyes don't glow. Unless you have them closed!" Benja is silent for a moment, either from just the dream-like enjoyment of the sensation of her hands upon his skin, or perhaps in indecision. Is she making fun of him? "Eyes open." He replies quietly, his voice husky and aided in its caressing tone by the bounce of the soundwaves upon the water and walls. "You ... wish Lirite?" Dream-like, indeed. Kaiulani sucks in a soft breath, exulting in the way that her unseen guardian's voice -- so close! -- soaks through her, seeming to set her every nerve vibrating. Speech, she resolves in a rush of reaction, is horribly underrated among her people. At the same time, though, there's a delicious, alarming nervousness welling through her too, and it makes her try to disguise her gasp with a giggle. "No, silly," she gently and slightly breathlessly chides, a dainty fingertip poking playfully against the chest she's located, without lifting too far away. "I'm just trying to figure you out, is all!" His chuckle as well has that breathy, rich sound to it that is a unique tribute to his obvious masculinity. His fingers are not smooth against her own, but they are firm and confident, and the trickle of water can be heard again as his other hand slips further around her waist and then moves flatly up her back. "Am I puzzle?" He teases her, knowing how his adventurous little lady must love things that intrigue her, given her propensity for rushing off into dangerous places due to her unquenchable curiousity and daring. The heavy wet mass of the maiden's hair falls along that arm behind her now, errant strands clinging to the hunter's muscled limb, and Kai swallows at the sensation of the hand against her shoulderblades. "Yes...!" comes her answer, still a little breathless, a little giddy. Deprived of sight, she finds touch and sound seeming oddly magnified... and accordingly more potent. "You've... kept me going for years, you know...! Only see you in bits and pieces -- and you haven't a-answered my calls -- I-I-I have puzzle pieces but they're not making a picture yet...!" And oh, Waters, but it's maddening! If it were not so dark, perhaps she would see the grin that spreads upon his lips as he hears her speak in real life, what he's only wished he could hear her say before.. She thinks of him! She noticed him even before he began making himself more obvious! A chill of excitement wanders through him, and he leans a little closer to nuzzle his nose at her soft wet locks of hair. That hair he has loved from afar for so long. "You know me, Pandion Kaiulani? Know I was there?" A hopeful tinge in the low voice that sends wisps of warm breath against her forehead. Held, nuzzled, Kaiulani momentarily forgets to breathe -- but even as that part of her brain blanks out, the part in charge of the actions of her arms sends them seeking to twine about the sturdy form before her. Her head quivers for a moment with her small but rapid nod, and then she confides in a whisper, "I remember... when I was small... a boy... but I can't recall his face... and being distracted away from the coral where the octopus was sleeping... and..." Abruptly, her voice turns shyer. "You were holding me... when the shark bit me and I think I fainted... and... when I fell out of the tree in the park and hit my head...!" Bringing such things to mind causes emotions within the sharkhunter that he had never realized before. His hand releases hers and moves about her back to join the other, pressing her in close to his chest, safely there in his arms where none of those dangers, those chances that he might just have lost her, can harm her. He swallows and smiles against her hair, breathing into it with unsteady breath, "I ... killed that shark. It no hurt you again." He murmurs in a soft rumble, "Dogs and bad man dead too." He does not know that the guard he did not save survived. He was going to hit Kaiulani, he should not live. Sarojin could order a hundred men to guard her, and Kaiulani would not feel as protected, as safe, as _cherished_ as she does now. Eagerly she snuggles into that warm embrace, resting her cheek against her guardian's chest. "You can kill sharks--" she begins, her tone admiring, but then she starts within the arms that cradle her close. "Wait... Akane and Ronan... my guards... they said that after they fought the dogs, someone attacked them... or at least, Akane says someone hit _him_..." The beginnings of shame that this could have slipped her mind begin to color her voice now, along with something that might be just a hint of uncertain trepidation. Unseen, Kai bites her lower lip, and then she anxiously blurts, "Did you hit my guard?" Is he wearing a cloak? The arms that are wrapped around her seem to add a gentle warmth down her sides past where the arms should reach. Why would he wear a cloak in here? His nod can be felt in this close proximity, "I kill sharks." He is Benja. The guardian. That's what benja do. At her start he loosens his grip just a bit, but not enough to let her go. Not yet. He looks down to where he would be able to gaze into her eyes if there were any hint of light, and answers with a slightly dangerous sort of growl in his tone, "He no guard!" Anger edging forward at the thought, protective, animalistic protectiveness. "He had club, try to hit you." His arms tighten a little around her again. "He no hurt you. I save. I save other boy too so he no hurt either." Kaiulani gives another little gasp at that proclamation. Fleetingly, the back of her mind registers another puzzle piece falling into place -- the roughening of her protector's command of his language, the primal vigor of the growl surging up within the formerly smooth baritone and making her feel all at once as though she'd reached for the tail of a dolphin only to discover she'd found an orca whale instead. "But--" Kai falters for a moment, wanting to utter a name, having none to voice. Then she hastens on, "But Akane told my cousin he'd drawn his sword to try to use it to lift the branch off me -- I-I-I know he doesn't like me very much, he thinks I'm a child, but I don't think he'd want to hurt me--" At least she _hopes_ not; there's a touch of doubt in her voice now. "Excuse!" Benja protests with certainty and conviction. "He was going to hit. I saw raise branch to bring down on you." More of that growl, territorial. "He .. no die? ... Will kill then." The muscle in his jaw twitches as his teeth grit together in determination. "No hurt Pandion Kaiulani." Tenderness riding upon his tongue as he speaks her name. _Kill?_ For the first time, the maiden grows slightly frightened -- and not entirely certain whether the fear stems from her uncertainty about what manner of man this is that holds her now, that he could so easily growl of killing... or from the thought of what her cousin would do if he heard this threat now. "You can't...!" she cries. "Oh no, you can't -- if he means me harm, Sarojin will hear the falsehood in his thoughts a-and punish him, but if you... if you.." The fright spikes up again as Kai wrestles with the daunting realization that her protector is _dangerous_, and that he has a temper. Unfamiliar with violence as she is -- shielded, in fact, throughout most of her life from violence and danger by the efforts of this exact same man -- she begins to feel a little queasy, unable to stop the recollection of Sarojin's ardent warnings to her. Finally she adds, shaken, unable to actually speak directly of killing, "If you... if you attack Akane again m-my cousin will never rest until he catches you...!" Benja blinks in the darkness at the reaction she gives. His life is one of violence. He is a hunter. Killing any who would harm Kaiulani is as natural to him as breathing. "Thoughts?" He asks as if that makes no sense, and then slowly he withdraws his arms from about her to catch her upper arms in his grasp, gentle, yet firm. "No let hurt. If cuuuuzzzin catch, will splain. I no let hurt. /I/ am guard, no man with branch. He hurt! He use dogs as scuse to hurt!" Confused, dismayed, Kaiulani feels two strong and conflicting reactions within her -- one of uneasiness at the feral, almost primitive quality of her unseen guardian's demeanor, and one of still unbroken trust. The arms beneath those gently, firmly grasping hands are starting to shake a little now, but she tells herself that the touch is familiar. These hands have killed a shark to protect her, and they have never harmed _her_. "Sarojin can take the truth out of Akane if he has to," she mumbles then, her voice quite small. "My cousin's mind is very strong..." A beat. Two. Then she appends, sounding decidedly frightened now, "He has said he will take the truth out of you, too, i-if he catches you. And that y-you would not remember it when he was done... he can do it, you know! H-he is Decemvir, a-and if he does not do it himself he can call in the strongest minds among our people... I... I do not want him to hurt you! I beg you..." And within the darkness, in a sudden splashing of the water about her, she preses herself against the hunter's chest once more. "I beg you, do not anger him...!" Benja frowns, though she cannot see it, and he drops his hands from her arms, standing stiffly before her. "Is against rules." He states firmly, his voice not betraying any nervousness this idea might give him. He will not allow himself to forget Kaiulani. Not ever. No matter what anyone does to him. "If this is what he will do, then no let him catch." Resolute, firm. "Why he want to hurt? I do nothing against him. I guard you. He not like you?" Sudden worry of his own enters Benja's voice as his hand reaches out again for one of her own. "If are not safe with him, I will take away. Someplace safe." Feeling him move in the darkness and the water, the Pandion girl starts but does not hinder his motion -- though her hands still try to follow him, for she is loathe to break the contact between them when she cannot see the face and frame that go with the voice that rumbles at her in the gloom. "Sarojin does not trust you," she desperately blurts then, "none of my family does, except my sister... because you haven't a-answered my calls, you see... _I_ believe in you, I've _told_ my cousin, but he hasn't listened, and--" And then Kai stops her own flow of babbled words, that sick feeling mounting within her. "My cousin... wouldn't hurt me..." she says then, but her tone has turned weak, doubt lacing through the whispered syllables. She'd like to _think_ he wouldn't hurt her, but then again she'd like to think he wouldn't hurt the mother of his own heir, either, and there _are_ rumors going around the Korallion... Defensive, and yet strong, Benja's hand tightens upon her smaller digits just a bit. His mind has seized upon that doubt in her tone and he cannot be free of it. "It no hurts ...it /does/ no hurt you that he does no listen?" He asks pointedly, correcting himself midway. "I am protector, but he want hurt. Leave you no guardian but man who try hit you. No. Sound wrong. Danger." His free hand lifts to touch her face, finding it easily in relation to the rest of her body and stroking one finger along the flawless flesh. His voice is a low rumble of unpracticed seduction as he steps nearer still. "Pandion Kaiulani safe.. for always." "They... are saying... in the Korallion... that he might be... plotting against Okalani..." Even as she gives voice to a rumor she's striven to discount up until now, Kaiulani feels all the more ill just by the act of speaking it. She has touched her cousin's mind, more than once -- and sensed no danger. But for all that it galls her to admit it, she is young and untried; how could she possibly hope to plumb the depths of the mind of a Decemvir over twenty years her senior? She begins to tremble, though as that damp, rough finger finds her cheek in the darkness, it is not entirely from fear. "You... w... want me to come with you...?" Benja closes the remaining distance between them, his finger sliding down her cheek and under her chin so that he can lift her mouth to his. His lips are firm and soft as they seek to claim her own, though he will not force her if she chooses to move away. "I want you..." He begins in that masculinely sultry voice against her lips. "...to be with me. Always." He swallows softly, his voice breathy with regret and pain as the next words come, "..but know you can not. Still, I will guard. Keep safe. Always." He doesn't know who Okalani is, and he's not really one for plotting in his current state, so isn't exactly sure what that means, but it sounds bad. "No let him hurt you." Sincere, laden with love that consumed him years ago. No, that trembling in her now has nothing to do with fear. Kaiulani makes a small squeak of a noise as that strong hand finds her chin -- and as she is kissed. With that kind of closeness she cannot help but replace her arms about her protector's sturdy frame, and as soon as the kiss is broken and the husky voice addresses her again, her fingers conduct a more delicate but no less determined search. There -- his chest. A shoulder, the line of his neck, up higher till she finds an ear, wet hair. He is a puzzle, indeed, but the more pieces she finds the more the craves. But even Kai herself is surprised when, driven by the mounting need to win more pieces of the puzzle, she hears her own voice whispering, "I could...!" Benja thrives in her embrace, his large frame not entirely towering over her, but fitting quite nicely within her reach. His head turns as her fingers wander into his hair, sending a warm shiver through him and threatening to stoke more passion that she likely realizes. His hand rises to catch her arm just below the elbow, and his lips now find that delicate little wrist. He does not pull her hand from his hair, but leaves it there so that he can kiss and suckle softly upon that dainty wrist. A faint and very brief groan comes from his throat at her whispered encouragement of his fantasy and the warm moisture of his tongue is supplanted by the coolness of his breath, "You cannot, Pandion Kaiulani..." Pain in his voice. "Why not?" the maiden cries, her own voice going a trifle hoarse as she wrestles between a pang of frustration -- and a pang of something else entirely as her questing hands begin to tell her more of her mysterious protector. Let her begin to try to gauge his size -- bigger than she, well-muscled, broad-shouldered, the kind of frame she can well imagine belonging to a man who can kill sharks. His hair -- short, she decides, not sure what half-remembered fragment of a previous encounter is also supplying 'dark' but willing to run with it. And the force of his personality -- she can hear it in his words, feel it in his movements against her... and in the touch of her lips against her wrist. "Th-there is no one else... my cousin keeps me stuffed away like a pearl in an oyster, he won't trust me, he won't let me..." And she trails off, for oh, that attention to her wrist does feel very good indeed. Her last few words take on a tinge of breathless need even as she struggles to speak: "It's... not as if my family needs me... and I want to see... oh..." Gills flex on his neck as he fights another swallow against the lump rising in his throat with each of her reasons. But, his lips do not cease their exploration, sliding further down from her wrist, to her forearm, kissing, licking at her flesh in open declaration of his desire for more of her. "No one else," he whispers distractedly, then gives a shake of his head as his other hand snakes around her waist again and pulls her closer against his body. He cannot find the will to voice his counterpoints to this enthralling dream she spins within his head. To have her all to himself, no more watching from a distance. To have her as his own every day... And all to himself at night. He does not respond to this, not wishing to destroy the illusion just yet. Not yet. Let her tell him how she can be with him, let him feel her skin against his lips, her taste upon his tongue, just a little while longer. His lips inch closer toward those supple shoulders. "No one," asserts Kaiulani, voice growing more breathless. Sangwyn has told her he desires her -- but he guards her because Sarojin has ordered it. This one, this hunter of sharks, guards her because of _her_. It is a giddying thought, and the sense of power and rightness within it makes it all the more so. "I could live _in_ Haven... with you... couldn't I? I want..." _Wanting_. Again she trails off as her hunter sets that course up her arm, and for a moment her thoughts blank on what she had been trying to say. What is it she wants? More of _that_, that's what she wants. Her voice goes higher in involuntary reaction, not quite a squeak, but dizzied indeed. "The... one I want," Kai mumbles. "Trust you...!" Benja's mouth is warm, his tongue soft as it sweeps slowly over her supple shoulder. His hand slides along her arm and around the back of her shoulders, into her hair. Oh how he loves that hair, it's so beautiful to watch as it floats about her, even when she is not in the water. With every word she encourages the euphoric fantasy that unwinds within his mind. His breath grows just a bit deeper. "Your cousin... kill me, if live Haven," he whispers distractedly against the top of her shoulder, her neck is so close, so smooth, so inviting. His body is firm and growing warmer by the minute as he holds her tightly against him. He cannot find the words to argue against her coming with him right now... so best to state random facts that might hold some sort of sway toward reason. "He... Mmmmm.. want you trust me, Pandion Kaiulani... always." Nothing in the world would he desire more than to take her right now and run away with her, find some quiet little spot in the ocean and live out their days together... He tries very hard to remind himself why that cannot be, that he is not good enough for her.. that it will end soon, must end soon... mmmmm...but not just yet. Whatever soft, warm cloak he must be wearing, even wet, seems to Kai to contribute to the cocoon of safety and delight his embrace is weaving around her -- and his voice, so close to her ear, sets her to trembling. So does what he's doing with his mouth, which sets off a distinct softening of her slight body against his own. "Y-you don't have to call me by my whole name, you know," she gasps. "Just Kaiulani, o-or Kai... you can call me Kai if you want...!" That stops Benja short. His lips pause in their attention upon her shoulder and she might even feel him blink in confusion. Most of the communication he has done has been on land, and he has tried very hard to avoid Atlanteans for the most part, so the convention of a surname and a proper name was lost on him when he heard her name. He assumed all of it was what she must be called. Still, there is a delicious taste to just the name Kaiulani, one that he would never want to shorten. He smiles as her meaning sinks in and returns his heated mouth to her shoulder and neck, drifing his fingers down her spine as he suckles upon her flesh and whispers in that masculine, deep, rumbling voice, breathy with desire, "Kaiulani..." Her trembling increases in reaction, making her one arm tighten about his waist and her other raise up a little higher so that her fingers might find better purchase in his ocean-slicked hair... and making her form begin to turn fascinatingly pliant and yielding, warmth in her flesh rising up to meet the heat in his own. "Tell... tell me your name?" she begs, her voice a descant above his, equally breathless, soft and tiny yet quite palpable as she turns her head towards her protector in the darkness. His name. A name he took partly because of her, since he knew no other name given to him. Benja, the guardians. Those who watched over the playful, adventurous creatures they always wished they could be... from a distance. From their own world above the waves, where their charges would rarely see them. To tell her his name will surely lead to her cousin finding out... to her finding him on shore... to her unlocking all of his dark secrets and discovering he is not worthy of her. Yet with her here so softly enticing in her passionate willingness to be held and let him kiss her skin, how can he deny her anything she asks? Even with this moment locked safely in his memory for the rest of his life, along with that first smile, and the sight of his comb in her hair... he can endure anything and die a happy man. The risk is great, but his heart pounds with the desire to reveal everything to her, to have her know him thoroughly. The reasons for his hiding begin to blur in his mind, overshadowed by the longing to be known, to shout out that SHE is with him, that she is his. His lips find their way to her ear, softly brushing kisses against it. "Benja is my name, Kaiulani," he whispers huskily, caressing her delicious name with his tongue. "Say it." A request and a passionate demand in one, how he has longed to hear her lips utter his name... He'd denied her this very request before -- and so for a fraction of an instant, the maiden cannot quite believe what she has just heard. And then cognizance pierces through the shock, in a brilliant burst of wonder and joy that flares out from her thoughts unchecked. Her guardian might not be able to sense it, but still the surge of emotions is there, potent enough that it overflows right out of her mind and into the glad responses of her body and her voice. Kaiulani practically leaps up off the pool's bottom in her urge to wrap her arms about her hunter as tightly as she can, one foot kicking up behind her. "Benja...!" she cries, almost a beat before he has even finished uttering his impassioned request. And then she says it again, her voice shaking, but turned full and thriving all the same as if those two short syllables fill her with a rush of new and heady strength: "Benja...!" A deep throated mmmm sound emerges from the shark hunter's throat. Another fantasy come to life. Her eager body against him and his name upon her lips. What more could he ever ask for? He is astonished by his present good fortune and the wonderful feelings she invokes within his body by pressing so close while speaking his name. If he were of any other disposition than the strong warrior type, his knees might buckle, but he keeps them steady and firm with a bit of effort. Strong, firm arms wrap around her and hold her tightly against his chest, his breath is heavy against her neck, his nose buried in her hair. "Kaiulani..." He nearly moans, "Come away with me." He won't argue any more, if she'll come, he'll take her. To Hades with her cousin. And right about then is when a distant voice echoes from somewhere far away in the tunnels, a voice which calls out Kaiulani's name with sentiments entirely different than the rumbling ardor of her protector. "Kaiulani! I know you're here somewhere, my lady! Come out, I beg of you!" In Benja's arms, the maiden freezes, eyes going wide and her head pivoting in the direction of the faraway voice. "Ronan," she squeaks. "It's Ronan...!" Benja groans quietly in rumbled disappointment. No. No. Not yet. His arms stay about her as he whispers very quietly in her ear, "If you get your things. Put them one by one in our place. I collect and keep til can get away." there is an earnest quality in his voice now, a need to prolong the fantasy that she might actually run away with him just a few moments longer. He knows that once he lets her go she will begin to unravel the truth of his handicap and see how unfit he is for her... but just for a few more moments, lets pretend... "My lady..." The voice out of the darkness is anxious, concerned. Not the tones laced with barely concealed contempt uttered by Akane, her older guard, the one that Benja had struck. This one is a younger voice, and one could almost believe it friendly. "My lady, I _know_ you don't think much of me and my brother, but I beg you, think of your sister and how she'll react if you persist in this...! Your family..." The words echo strangely through the tunnels, growing soft and then loud again; is the young guard moving through the network of passages, trying to find his wayward mistress? Kaiulani, half her attention on her distant guardsman and half upon the whisper in her ear, bites back a groan of her own. "A-Akane... Sangwyn... they might be here too," she whimpers, and then all at once she buries her face against her guardian's chest, squeezing him with as much fierceness as she can muster. "Benja, I don't want to leave you...!" Benja would be more than willing to keep her here in his little pool, concealed in the darkness and silence of one indistinguishable pool amongst what must be thousands in these caves. He hears the voice of the young guard and those he does not know why the man speaks aloud rather than calling with his mind speech, he is glad he does. Easier to keep an idea of how far away he is that way. The names of the others though do not fall easily upon his ears. A low growl comes to his throat, protective, possessive. It takes a good deal of self-control to not burst out of the pool and go in hunt of the other two men right now. His muscles tense beneath her delicate hands giving some indication of his silent thoughts. However, a moment later, he pulls back, brushing his cheek against her own to guide his lips toward hers. His mouth is gentle yet passionately insistent, his kiss deep and filled with longing and restrained desire. His tongue is soft and caressing and just as strong as the rest of him. When at last he releases her mouth, lest he be unable to retain his self-control, he whispers heatedly, "Go out where you came in, they will not be sure were here. ... I will guard, you will be safe. Always safe, my Kaiulani." He ventures so far as to call her his own. For in his mind, that is what she is, be it illusion or no, she belongs to him, with him. He will never be shaken in that idea, even if he knows he is not worthy of her. She has held his heart for longer than he can remember, he belongs to her too... if she would have him. With all her heart she dives into the kiss, as fearlessly as she dives into storm-tossed waves. The sensations of passion shooting through her are new, dizzying, exciting -- and even as Kai's own self-control frays under their influence, she tries to mimic her protector's demonstrations of his affection. When at last their mouths part she is panting, her heart pulsing within her breast. "I will," she vows. "I'll bring the lovely things you have given me... guard them... keep them safe for me... Benja!" It is with the greatest of reluctance that he loosens his grip on her and lets her float away from him, shivering in the sudden chill that is left behind where her warmth had caressed him. His smile can be heard in his voice. "I will, Kaiulani." He promises, listening for her retreat and safe passage into the sea. "Kaiulani," Ronan entreats from afar, "my lady, come out--" And Kaiulani, finding it almost impossible to pull herself away from her protector's brawny form, kisses each of his hands before she disengages at last. His big muscled hands, that have both killed sharks for her... and brought her such lovely treasures and held her with such gentleness. "I will return...!" And that is the last of her presence, as her voice slides away into the darkness... and as her wet bare feet pad away to lead her guardsman away from her true protector. [End log.]