Log Date: 6/12/97 Log Cast: Aureole, Doreel Log Intro: Aureole, wolf-blooded huntress of the Plainsrunner tribe, has been lost in a twistwind that struck the canyons in which she resides, and the surrounding terrain. Her memories lost to a blow dealt her during the furor, she has wandered northward for days, dazed, unguided... till at last she has stumbled into the spider-infested woods inhabited by a mad Firstborn: Doreel. Doreel has found her, and swears that she is 'Elisel', and that she has come home. But she does not remember this... and has had to turn to Doreel to see if he will heal her and restore her memories.... [NOTE: This log should be assumed to take place in time immediately after 'lost-ree.txt', although that log's RP was done several days before this one.] ---------- Something, she knows, is deeply wrong. She cannot remember this quiet glade, and this fair-haired, ancient-eyed elf that lives within it... yet, he seems to know her. And he claims to be a healer. Should she not, therefore, allow him to try to bridge this disturbing gap in her head? She who has no memory past the twistwind that spat her forth into days of delirious wandering fights down a prickle along the back of her neck -- like fine hair rising -- and sends, ** How do we do this? ** There is a soft pause in answer to that, filled only by the gentle sounds of the grove itself: the whispering of unfelt winds through the highest branches of the trees; the murmuring of the spring to the rocks it caresses; the inaudible but still felt coursing of the life through the plants that surround and enfold and embrace. Then the old elf holds out a hand, offering at the same time a gentle smile, and motioning to the patch of grass beside him. "Come," he says quietly. "Sit." Slowly, grudgingly, the tousle-haired maiden does so, glancing about as she does so, her ears and her nose twitching slightly as the place fills her senses. ** So... many scents. ** "Perhaps there are," murmurs the aged elf, nodding slightly as he does. "But none of them will hurt you... but you know that." His faint smile remains, even as he leans forward and moves one terribly thin hand in the beginnings of an attempt to touch his fingertips to your nearer temple. "Now, then..." ** Something... chased me, ** she protests. ** I remember that. ** But then she frowns. ** I don't smell them now... ** Momentarily distracted, she glances around again, before lifting blue eyes back to the old one. One slender brow skews itself a bit, and the other tips his head ever so slightly to one side. "Don't smell what now?" He almost doesn't give any opportunity for a reply, though, because his hand moves instead for the moment to gently smooth out tangled hair. "It doesn't matter, though, you're quite safe now. Home." He nods, really to himself. "Home." ** Can't smell anything but the tree... you... ** The maiden's slim golden nose wrinkles. ** Flowers. Something else, but only bits... ** She shifts a little, restless still, but making herself sit calmly. Her eyes linger warily on the old one's face, but anxiously, and she swallows hard. The old one smiles again gently, his hand acquiring a golden glow as it, for now, continues to stroke pale hair. The glow is one more felt than seen, like sunshine warmking the skin of one whose eyes are closed, but somehow without the heat. He shushes softly, shaking his head and extending his other hand now, this one also gaining a delicately coloured aura as he moves to touch a finely-boned finger between the troubled one's brows. "It'll all come back to you." _He is a healer,_ she thinks, sensing the glow-without-warmth, and marginally comforted by it. She blows out a breath and closes her eyes. Without the aid of sight and the barrage of blues and greens that is the outside world, it is possible now to see the radiance in another light, as it were. It is soft and enfolding: the light wrap desired on a cool summer's night; it suffuses itself in, seeping through flesh and bone to meld and illuminate like sunshine through honey, beginning to light up the dark corners for the one who watches. Now that her immediate hurts have been tended, the old one can sense immediately that this ragged maiden has gone without regular food for many days. Her young body is overthin, still strained from the poison that had burned in her system, yet recovering well enough from it; most notable, though, is the half-healed damage, bruised flesh and a cracked skull beneath that mop of silvery-white hair, that speaks of something having collided hard with her head. That damage is easily -- comparatively speaking -- taken care of, and it is in those places that the physical injuries are present that the light lingers. Tiny tendrils of the glow coalesce, flooding with shimmers of amber as they descend into the tissue. The process is a simple one, quite easy in that nothing unnatural is done: the re-growth that would come about of its own accord is prompted to almost incredible speed, with bone knitting itself together almost as swiftly as the palm from which the radiance comes can pass over. Battered flesh repairs itself, guided by the light, and skin smooths itself over the whole. For a brief moment, the maiden's eyes half-flicker open, and as the substance of her flesh and bone is repaired, her mind flickers, too: images of herself, scattered, running on wide grassy plains. A wolf with large, sharp ears. Someone at her side, a loved, loving presence... The flicker carries over into the suffusion of light, causing it to shimmer for a moment and shift in colour only sligtly. Then it passes, and the tendrils retract, back into the honied glow from which they came. Something else makes itself known now, something not exactly part of the light, but of the same stuff. But where the light is golden, it has more silvery tones to it. It is that something else that inquires after the flicker, and makes the wordless observation that it should be fostered, and allowed to become whatever it has the potential to be. Foster...a flicker? The maiden stares into herself, attracted by the images of light and wind and wide open spaces. Familiarity, there? Home? Different, though, from this sheltered glade... and there is no sign of the ancient elf before her there. Bemused, her mind stirs, trying to make sense of the discrepancy. That, it is also observed, could prove to be a serious problem. In much the same way it had once extended fingers of itself, the saffron radiance again shifts its composition, moving to envelope, as it were, the rising shadows of memory. At the same time, it attempts to solidify itself: to form walls of amber iridescence around them. _What....?_ The maiden stirs, sensing this, and as if in protest she emits a low, throaty noise, her head turning slightly as she senses the walls rising. Still fragile in their new reassembly, the pieces of memory within her consciousness begin to buckle under the amber radiance. But she senses it, and her hands lift; her uttered noise becomes a whine, then a growl. ** ** The presence, golden and not, pauses for a moment hesitantly. Then the outer layer of the 'wall' formed dissolves itself once more into pure light, diffusing out into a heatlessly warm light, heavy, and yet not. The other part takes on a softly chiding aspect that manifests itself as a tinge of lavender threaded through the silver. You'll see them, it promises without any words. You'll see them quite soon enough. Reflexively, the pale-haired female snaps her blue eyes open, and they have turned wild, feral; distrust surges through her thoughts, and more than a little fear, as she sends a wordless demand to know whether this is healing? Quite benign is the expression the other wears, his own eyes having lost almost all of their blue colouring and having fixed somewhere just beyond the back of his subject's skull. Equally wordless is his reply, purely in acknowledgement: this is a healing... but the healer must be trusted to know what he's doing. With an effort, the maiden makes herself relax, makes herself relax both physically... and within. Her thoughts, having recoiled from the strange, thick amber glow, tentatively open towards it once more. And without, the maiden unclenches hands that she'd unknowingly lifted towards the older ones touched to her head. Her fingers tremble. Again it presses itself in, caressing and lulling as it encourages those flickers of memory to resurface, but in such a way that they must pass through it first. It is, it insinuates, here to help, is it not? The elder's hands remain still, the one having come finally to rest gently against the temporal side of the other's head, and the fingertip of the second only barely touching her forehead. The maiden's hands slowly lower, and her mind, beginning to be soothed, allows that yes... the light must be there to aid. She turns back towards those pieces of recollection, anxious to rediscover them... and with them, what she's lost of herself. Wind in her hair, and her wolf-friend's rough pelt beneath her hand. Someone handsome smiling at her. Something about that disturbes the healer, and to such a degree that the healing is ended. Not abruptly, exactly, but the light begins to dissipate, retreating from the shadows and restoring -- or attempting to restore -- them to their former darkness. And at last, bemused and confused, the maiden blinks open her eyes. ** Why.. ** Her sending is slightly scattered, before she strengthens it. ** Why did you stop? ** When he's quite certain that the light is gone, the aged elf withdraws his hands, folding them together and setting them in his lap with an air of gentle finality. ** Because, ** he makes the transition from thought to speech almost thoughtlessly, his voice carrying echoes of the silvered tones that had bled through before. "It's... enough, for now." [End log.]