When: Late at night, when all is quiet. (OOC: 1/18/97) Who: Taylor and Shane, later with Laurana Where: Heptite Guild Common Lounge - Shankill This is a wonderful, airy room, bright with gentle but brilliant shades of green and blue. Screens hang on the wall to provide the illusion of landscapes, and hanging and potted plants thrive around the room, softening the boxy corners. A number of table stand near the catering unit, and more inviting pillowed loungers and chairs have been arranged in several conversation pits. Taylor enters from the guest corridor. Taylor has arrived. Taylor clips in, cane tapping smartly on the floor. Making her way over to the lounge, she sits, resting her cane on her lap. Taylor walks over to the conversation pit. Taylor sits down on a couch. Shane rests easily on a couch towards the center of the room, holding a mug of coffee in his hand that only faintly steams. Glancing up from an unfocused study on mostly nothing, he levels his attention on the new entrant, recognizing the face if he doesn't know her. Taylor nods once again in greeting as she feels Shane's gaze fall upon her. Apparently trying to form the words before she speaks them, her lips contort and she manages a slightly slured, "helllo." Shane seems just as willing to return to his thoughts--lengthy ones, if his expression is anything to judge by--though he cuts them off with a disarming smile at the woman's words. "Hello," he replies, quietly. Taylor bites her lower lip then, looking down at her lap, definitely becoming shy suddenly. She fidgets a bit, folding her hands into her lap, facial features betraying her uncertainty of starting up a conversation beyond that of the initial greeting. Shane doesn't waste much time noticing that, and though he erases his smile, the pleasant demeanor remains. Adjusting his grip on his mug, he situates it to the low table alongside the couch, adding in that same quiet voice. "Shane," he starts out, then cuts off. Fearing he gave too little detail, he corrects, "My name is Shane." You run a hand on the back of your neck to calm the hairs standing almost painfully on end, you can't help but notice this happens only when Taylor is near. Taylor slides her gaze to you, long lashes fluttering and then brows furrowing she shakes her head, "I .. ain't.. stu-stupid." Swallowing she smiles then, "Tay.. Taylor. Ni-nice t..t..ta meet y..you," she finally manages to stutter out much to her own frustration. It's probably a good thing Shane had set his mug down, judging by the soft start he gives, just barely avoiding slapping a hand to the back of his neck. Recovering, at least mostly, from that, he shakes his head and tries to cover. "I didn't mean to suggest," he starts out, then breaks off with a helpless shrug. At least some recognition, or maybe realization, in his gaze now, he nods once more and adds, "A similar pleasure. Really." Taylor nods almost imperceptively a rare smile crossing her features. "N..no pro-problem, re...really. It gets a bi..bittt bett..er each d..day," she tries to assure in her broken voice. Shane rests back into his former position at that, a measure of relief evident in his features. "I'm glad," he says, pausing at his lame offer of support. Again, giving up on trying, he moves for a switching of subjects. "Obviously, you're a Singer?" Taylor nods in response to your enthusiasm. "I.. am," she gets out without too much dificulty. "Y..you're join...ing the Gu-Guild then?" Shane mimics her nod, that hint of thought entering his face again. "In what capacity, I have no idea, but yes." Taylor focuses her blue-eyed gaze upon yours, intently. "D..don't, p..please. It is n..no g..good, d..dangerous!" Shane blinks at the strength in her words, leaning forward but not totally as he watches her. Still thoughtful enough that hesitation might be read, his words are steady and the returned intensity cancels out whatever his face says. "I'm already going down. I decided that three months ago." Taylor deflates right before your very eyes. Her head shakes and her eyes show a faint trace of weariness. "St...still time to ba-back out." Her lashes flutter and her gaze traces over your form, "G..good b..boy like y-you, find oth..er wo-work, st..strong." Her face screws up at her lack of ability to get out exactly what she wants to say, "Pl..please," she says once more in her broken voice. Shane breaks off his study of her at that, probably more unused to such feeling behind words than he'd normally claim, unable to hold her gaze. Pausing a shade longer to decipher her words, he speaks slowly. "I don't want to back out. The mystery.." he adds lamely, shrugging to a similar effect. "I can't word it. But those rocks.. I mean, the crystals. Are so facinating. And that in just a working environment." Drawing his study back to her, he finishes, "I want to know what it's like, up close." Being around Taylor is disconcerting from the static coming off her. Taylor's close for a moment and then slowly open. Nodding to you, she obviously understands the mystery and fascination crystal has, for it is, along with the wealth a person can achieve, those are some of the same reasons she joined. "Y..you wi-will sssee, wh-when it is tooo late! I can-not st..stop a st..stranger and their des-stiny. I w..w..was just as stu-stuborn as y..you." She flashes you a smile, her amusement at her last words very evident within their blue depths. Shane gives a wan smile, almost tired in the way it bends his face, nodding very slightly. Swallowing before he speaks, he watches her face as he opens his mouth. "That too. It can't be a thing understandable until it's experienced. The reactions are too similar to be insincere.. but they don't effect me." Sinking back into the couch, he adds, "Not like they should. They just make me want more." Taylor reaches up and scores her fingers through her hair, a broad smile on her face directed at you and your words. "Ah, y..yes. I.. k..know the feel..ing well. I was off..ered,' she breaths, calming herself in hopes to help her stuttering, "a kingss, ransom in c..credits t..to not j..join." There, that appeared to help a bit, now if the stuttering would just completely go away... Shane tilts his head as he sorts out the words, his smile altering to something more inward as he listens. "I'm not here for the credits," he claims. Almost unneccesarily, he adds, "I'm here for me." Taylor nods in her own understanding. "Y..yes. I came he-here wi..with the same intent-tions." A flurish of her cane upon her lap draws you down to her appearance, "Bu..but I did'nt bar-bargain..f..for th-this." Shane follows the motion, giving an obvious swallow though his words indicate a measure of braveness only an inexperienced person can have. "It is a code four planet." Taylor shakes her head almost violently, "NO!" Shocked at her outburst, she slumps into her chair, flushing in embarassment. "S...s..sorry." Even after the apology, the use of the word wasn't totally lost on Shane, and he leans back into the couch almost as a vauge retreat. Something close to shame, he just replies with a nod, sitting silent for a long moment before he defends with a meek accent, "I am going to the planet." Taylor gives you a side-long glance out of the corner of her eye. "S..s'alright.. I apo..apologize, re-really." She then goes about fidgeting with the cane in her lap, looking totally defeated in a way, sad. Shane shakes his head at that, making his own objection of spoken words. "I do understand, as much as I can. I've only lingering hopes I won't regret this.. but now." Shrugging at a loss for words, he echos ones already used. "I am going to the planet." Taylor nods absently at your determination to go down planet. Very quietly, without a hint of stutter, in a voice very soothing to the ears, she replies simply, "I understand." Shane smiles, a gesture absent off his face for several moments, pleased. "Thank you," he says in his quiet voice. He does return to his objective study of her as the stutter dissapears, adding to the smile a very slight nod. Taylor shifts lightly on the couch, nose wrinkling a little in her discomfort, bodily or mentally, that is undecipherable. Her eyes skim the room, taking in the other Guild hopefuls before once again resting upon your form, studying you quietly and without reserve. Shane rests in that silence for a shade longer, returning the regard for a short moment before he asks, "What is your name?" Taylor shakes herself out of her stare and smiles shyly, "Tay..lor." "Shane," he repeats from earlier and with an echo of her smile. Smoothing a hand along the back of your neck to make the hairs lie down, you notice odd things happening to Taylor's face. Taylor grins at you. "H..hello," she starts over, trying to make a better impression this time obviously. Shane picks up on it quickly enough, tilting his head and returning with his own, "Hello." The smooth 'greeting' muddied slightly by his hand lifting to run along the back of his neck long before it occurs to his mind to halt the motion. Heh, Taylor doesn't even notice the gesture, immune to the effects, it's 'normal' behavior for others to smooth down their hair in her presence. "S.. so, keeping y'self bu-busy he-here? Pre..pretty bor..ing here, no?" Shane nods with a halfway annoyed glance about the room. "Very dull," he confirms. Erasing that, though, he looks back to her with a slow smile. "Spent my first months here pounding Guildmembers into flight with questions, but that's lost it's intrest for me." Taylor nodnods emphatically. "S..same responssses, over and o..over I'll bet." Wow, as she warms up, her stutter isn't as bad as when she first started talking, or at least she thinks so. Shane continues his smile, responses sped either by the lack of 'depth' to the topic, or indeed because she's speaking clearer. "Not quite. Some of them are not half as good at concealing information as they like to pretend. But they do try at their stock answers." Taylor scratches the end of her nose with a finger, pondering that. "S..suprised, the.. Gu-guild don't put..out a man..manual, st..standard answers for Guild wa-wa..wannabe's." She grins impishly and winks playfully at you. Shane returns the grin with one of his own, countering with, "What? And remove from me the chance to turn a Guildmember into a raging fit?" Taylor giggles. Oh dear, she must be losing that Singer 'edge', though you didn't know her before, so her behavior is perfectly normal. Perhaps that knock in the head gave her back her personality too? "Hmm, be.. ca.. careful. Wi..wicked folks Sin-singers can be." Shane allows himself a chuckle at that, fully relaxed for probably the first time in several minutes. "That, I have experienced. And I'd not call them wicked.. just.." and he watches her sidelong, still smiling. "Volatile." Taylor can't help but laugh, nodding her head emphatically in total agreement. "Yes! So t..true!" Shane grins at her reaction, letting the sound die down before nodding. "I've had people, in places other than on Shankill, suggest that the code four is set only because of those.. tendencies." A vaugely serious shrug, and he adds, "I don't think so, but it is a thought." Taylor continues to giggle in short spurts, managing to shake her head. Sweeping her good arm out in an arch, she invites you to peer around the room. "L..look, code four.. is n..not here. Wouldn't y..you presume," she forms her words carefully, "that if tr..true, Shanny would also be co..code four?" Shane shakes his head, still smiling. "Hadn't thought of it that way, but I'd've told people that if I had. Dangerous people can be found on any planet." Taylor settles, and nods solemnly. "Y..yes, very tr..true." Being around Taylor is disconcerting from the static coming off her. Shane lets a short pause lengthen out, his expression revealing a search for conversation. With little obvious intent, he looks back to her and says, "Had someone mention the other day it's less than a month when this class is going down." Taylor takes out a datapad after you mention the next class going down. Tapping a few buttons she looks up to you and nods. "Y..yes. In about a mo-month. I wi-lll be one of yo-your trainers." Shane blinks at the apparently unexpected information, glancing briefly to the 'pad. Again, he smiles and nods. "Thank you," he says, and adds after taking a breath, "Training anything specific, or what?" Taylor grins and wriggles into the couch, relaxing visably. Now this is territory she's familiar with. "Y..yes, you get full dis..disclosure firsst. Explain-ation of co..code four and alll th..that good st-stuff." Shane breathes a soft sigh, a mix of longing and relief. "I've got so many conclusions in my head," he explains. "But they all feel totally wrong.. like something is missing." Taylor peers at you curiously, "Wr..wrong?" Shane shrugs, almost indecisive. Hesitating just briefly, he justifies that she did ask, and launches into it. "Like everything I've dragged out of a 'member or inferred from a file in the information banks has been ninety percent hypothesis. Everything's so.. logical, but just doesn't 'feel' sound. I suppose incomplete answers are a part of learning, and I do know I'll know after Disclosure.. but it's a form of contest with myself. To see how close to the mark I can hit." Taylor ahs, more to herself than to you in particular. Confusion altering her facial features for a moment, she appears to contemplate your words, then finally nods. "Wha..Why, a con-test?" She asks curiously in her broken voice. Shane probably didn't expect that, hesitating a noticeable length as he sorts out the answer to a question he's never been asked. "I guess it keeps me from getting bored while on Shankill, but since I've always done it, that's probably wrong. It's just.." he pauses, taking a breath and again forming his words before speaking. "An easier way to learn then reading a manual or a better way of using the answers I get from questions I ask." Taylor looks thoughtful for a minute or two, then nods, seeing the validity to the way you prefer to do things. Shane uses her silence, and almost jumps on it, continuing. "Came from dad, I guess. He swears he never read a manual. And he'd be all over Blue Sky as the preferred tech on the miner's machines." Taylor grins broadly at the reference to your dad. "He so..ounds like a bri-ght m..mm..man," she manages to spit out. Shane watches her reaction, and slowly, echos the smile. "He is. Taught me how to handle a crystal drive. And after ten years, I've yet to sour one." You unconsciously shiver at the look on Taylor's face. Taylor's brows raise at your declaration of not ever souring a crystal drive. "Y..you know how to s..s..sing?" Shane blinks at the question, and gives another shrug, this one a shade disarming. "I had no idea I'd 'perfect pitch' until I came here, and beyond that, I'd never done anything but the bellowing kids do in school. I suppose it makes sense.. I could always tell when something was off. I just never knew why." Taylor nods again, figuring nodding is better than trying to force out words that just don't wanna come out right the first time. Shane again uses that silence, and a second time, drags his parentage into it. "My mother taught elementary music at a local school. I do remember her asking if I wanted to learn.. but.." he smiles at her, finishing, "The bolts of a land vehicle were so much more interesting to me." Taylor gives you a quirky grin. "I was a sp-spoiled br-brat, ra-raised wi..with mon..ey. Ha-ve the temp-er to prove it too," she winks playfully. Shane flashes her a quick grin, nodding. "I've not noticed," he comments, just barely echoing the wink. Taylor gives a light laugh, "Ju..just ask my sing-ing part-ner.." A shadow crosses her face and she suddenly looks disturbed, all former laughter gone, even from her eyes and she looks away. Shane notes the change that even the most ignorant would probably notice, studying her face until she turns it away. With a shade of sensitivity, he doesn't draw any more attention to the subject, and in fact, doesn't draw attention to any subject. Instead, he rests in a stoic silence until she recovers. Laurana enters from the guest corridor. Laurana has arrived. Laurana wanders in quietly, and stays right in front of the door, just barely letting it close behind her. Shane looks up from an unobtrusive study of Taylor as Laurana enters, for now, most of his smiles and brevity nonexistant in his expression. Slowly, he nods to her, and murmurs her name. "Laurana." Taylor licks her lips, eyelashes fluttering conspicuously, keeping back the tears that threaten to spill. Taking in a deap, silent breath, she appears to recover, and turns a smile back at Shane. The smile however, doesn't quite reach her eyes and she allows her gaze to follow Shane's and she smiles a greeting to the other woman. Laurana blinks and nods to Taylor, "Evening.." she nods to her fellow classmate, "Shane." a faint smile emerging on her lips. Shane seems to look to Laurana with the faint recognition of a savior, carefully not looking at Taylor if very few would call him ignorant of her, or her expression. "How are you?" he asks. Laurana touches her finger to the back of her head, "Tired..and I have a crink in my neck..slept wrong." she manages a half-grin, eyes still on the woman. Taylor looks from the woman named Laurana to Shane, flushing slightly as if she senses Shane's discomfort at her show of emotions, no matter how brief it was. Fidgeting, she turns and looks down at her lap, twisting the wooden cane in her lap, half listening to the other woman without looking up. Shane tilts his head, understanding. He too looks back to Taylor, following Laurana's focus. "Mind if I join you?" Laurana asks ildly of Shane and Taylor. Shane blinks, flashing his eyes back to Laurana at her question and deferring to Taylor's wishes. Quietly, he introduces, "Laurana, this is Taylor." Then, as an obvious afterthought, he adds, "A Guildmember." Shaking her head, she looks up and waves a hand to a chair, "P..please," she stutters out to Laurana. She then flashes a quick smile to Shane in a silent thank you for the introduction. Laurana arches a brow at the 'Guildmember' and purses her lips faintly, "Thank you." she slips into the seat near Shane. "Are you alright, ma'am?" Taylor tilts her head to the side, gazing at this woman curiously. "Wh-what? Wr-wrong?" Yeah, like playing innocent is really appropriate considering her missing limbs and broken voice. Shane slips into the silence he seems to adopt when amongst groups larger than two people, gaze moving back and forth between the others as they talk. Laurana's gaze flicks across the other woman, eyes pausing on the injuries, her eyes widening slightly. She shrugs slightly at the guildmember, "Just..if you don't wish to speak of it, that's fine too." she offers a smile to the lady. Taylor shakes her head, smiling in a friendly way to Laurana, "I..re..really sh-should find m..m.my quarters. Am a b..bit tir-ed." Laurana marches over to the conversation pit. Laurana sits down on a couch. Laurana shifts slightly and offers the woman a hand, her eyes softening on her, "Do you need assistance?" Shane looks alert at Taylor's declaration, studying the woman and slowly offering a nod. A smile eventually follows, and he says, "Thank you again, Taylor. And do rest well." You run a hand on the back of your neck to calm the hairs standing almost painfully on end, you can't help but notice this happens only when Taylor is near. Taylor scoots to the edge of the couch, placing the cane firmly on the floor in front of her, she pauses just before she hefts herself up off the couch. "I am.. f..fine," she says, mildly frustrated and put out by the offer but adds anyways, "Th-thanks." Laurana nods and stays seated, "Have a nice night, ma'am." Taylor stands, catching her equalibrium more than for any other reason. She nods to Laurana and turns her head and smiles at Shane. "Y..your we.. welcome, it w-was a ple-pleasure." With that, leaning heavily on her cane, spine ramrod straight and with as much dignaty she can muster, limps out of the lounge. Taylor steps out into the corridor in the direction of the training rooms. Taylor has left. Shane watches the Guildmember depart, keeping silent until after she fades from view, and looking to Laurana as she does. Again, he attempts a smile as his study rests on her. Laurana tilts her head towards Shane, "Umm..will she be alright?" Shane nods slowly, resting back into the cushions of the couch. "She's been walking enough the past few days to get herself around. Seen her a couple times, but that's the first I've talked to her." Laurana nods thoughtfully, "Her injuries looked...bad." understatement of the year. Shane turns his smile into a vaugely wry one, nodding. "Not the first Guildmember I've seen with horrendous injuries." Laurana nods and sits in silence. Shane doesn't seem to object to the lull in conversation, and after another pause, he leans forward to peer into a mug of coffee. Frowning just faintly at the obviously cold contents, he leaves the mug where it lies, and rests back into the couch, relaxing his head against the cushions. Shane takes his relaxation far enough to even fold his hands behind his head, drawing out his study of the lounge before his eyes swing back towards Laurana. Intaking a breath readable only as indecision of whether to talk or not, he eventually worms out, "I want to sing crystal." Laurana blinks, "You want to what?" she frowns, "As in be a Singer?" Shane just nods, unfocusing his gaze again to a point in the ceiling. "Talking to Taylor was what made the decision, I think. It's been in my head for days.. but I didn't know for sure." Laurana hmms, "What..did she say?" she stutters out. "Was she a singer?" Shane nods, slowly, and unfolds his arms from behind his head, resting them against his stomach. "She is, and also one of our trainers." A thin smile, and he adds, "With a date. Less than a month, now." Shane continues slowly. "As for what she said.. I don't know, yet." Laurana nods, mainly to herself, "Less than a month.." she sighs, "So close, and yet..I don't feel as if I know my classmates any better." "Well enough," Shane says, his tone still laden with thought. "At least the ones with any kind of personality." Laurana smiles faintly, "I believe I knew the last class better than this one." chuckles faintly, "The ones with personality..do you consider yourself with personality?" her voice subtly teasing. Shane chuckles at her tone, drawing his study back to the present. "Not neccesarily a good one, but yes." Laurana nods, "Same for me." Shane smiles evenly, watching her. "Too bad. I claimed the bad personality first." Laurana sticks her tongue out..oh very mature here.."Well, I claimed it second, and I'm a lady..what's the saying? Ladies first?" Shane chuckles softly, "If you're so certain you want the distinction, it's all yours." Laurana sits back smugly, quiet for a while, and then laughs cheerfully, "Nope..I relinquish my claim to you." Shane grins at her, then, nodding with a hint of triumph. "The Lady is generous," he says with that same note of tease. "But of course." Laurana's eyes twinkle in amusement, "And..call me Laur..it's what I prefer, usually." Shane nods in acceptance, lips curved into a slow smile as his eyes move back to their point in the ceiling. "If I can remember. I've had two Guildmembers already commenting on my not recognizing them." Laurana nods slowly, "If you remember me?" she chuckles, "I didn't know I was so easy to forget." she winks and stands moving to the catering unit, and dialing-up a pitcher of water and a glass, moving back to her seat. "Do you think..the guild will accept you as a singer?" Shane lifts his head as she moves, grinning once more. "You I'll remember. The abbreviation on the name I can't guarantee." Then moving into a shrug, he continues, "I'll make a point of asking. I'd rather not bloat the market, and it seems that most 'members hint that what one wishes doesn't always come in to play, anyways. I'll just take it as it comes." Laurana carefully tips some water into the glass, sets the pitcher down and leans back into her seat, "I actually, haven't thought of becoming a singer..something to think about I s'ppose." Shane nods, agreeing. "That too. If there's no guarantee for any one thing.. there's the possibility of anything, as well." Laurana nods and idly sips her drink, silence prevailing again. Shane lets that silence linger out, for the third time, his eyes directed towards the ceiling. For reasons unsure until he speaks, he chuckles, voice a soft murmurs. "Less than a month. Feels like a graduation is approaching." Laurana lifts her eyes in surprise to Shane and nervously smiles, "Yeah..I guess." her eyes study him for a moment, steadily, and then turns back to her glass, twirling the cup in her hand. Shane shakes his head out of whatever thoughts cascade through his mind, leaning forward on the couch. A wry smile, and he says, "Either I'm tired, or there's nothing left to think about. Fearing the second, I'll try to solve the first." Rising stiffly, he turns to Laurana, and adds, "Thanks for listening to the rambling." Laurana nods vaguely, "G'night then?" Shane halts a stretch, nodding down to her with a smile. "Or morning, or whatever schedule one happens to be on." Laurana nods, eyes straying up, "Going to go keep Jaenne safe?" she asks curiously. Shane hesitates at that, studying her face. "I suppose so," he answers lamely, notably discomforted. Laurana nods, "I think..it's time for my bedtime also. G'night and see you tomorrow." she stands and quickly slips out Laurana gets up from the couch. Laurana jaunts out of the conversation pit. Laurana steps out into the corridor towards the location of the guest rooms. Laurana has left.